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Jayson MPaul
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I have been noticing the link between anatta emptiness of self and how it is exactly the same insight for emptiness of objects recently. Yesterday I was reading comments about the weather analogy, which was instrumental in my anatta insight. It suddenly became clear how that also applies to all objects, but not only that, how it applies to my direct experience. I saw that all these fleeting sensations and changing visual impressions were being held in the mind like weather, as though it was a real thing. That knot unravelled itself and everything in direct contact was seen to be this way. It felt as if the sensations had already been disconnected from a supposed this side and now they were detached from a supposed that side. The whole thing is an apparition, dream-like in nature. Really nothing to worry about here.

 

 

 

    Данила Игнатовски
    Do you mean that whether is just a label and it only exist like empty word, just a pointer to clouds, for example? Also then clouds doesn't exist itself bc it just water and water doesn't have inherent existence bc it just pointer to... Etc. And in the end we found only empty emptiness. 🙂
    Do you talk about this stuff? Like all aggregation stuff is doesn't exist on its own as well as I'm.
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    Jayson MPaul
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    Данила Игнатовски exactly. I've seen the recursive nature of emptiness deconstructing my concepts before. This was a deepening and the release of a deeply held belief that sensations were attributed to something on that side. Even after seeing this there is a period of subtler and subtler assumptions coming up and being dispelled. Releasing mental constructs frees up so much energy to just be the dancing sensations instead of observing them.
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    John Tan commented:
    There r 3-fold understanding to it post anatta. It is related to http://www.awakeningtoreality.com/.../daniel-post-on...
    This is similar to the chariot analogy. But what is crucial in this analogy is how the "chariot" is understood. It can be from non-gelug perspective or the gelug perspective.
    For the non-gelug, it is understood simply as a designation mistaken as "real" and we should eliminate all conceptualities into freedom from all elaborations, i.e, recognize the primordial purity, ka dag of phenomena. In this case reified constructs r treated more like non-existence instead of non-arisen. Then there is a need to point to the unfailing appearances and emphasized the union of emptiness and appearances. So there r 3 vital steps and insights:
    1. Recognizing the primordial purity - ka dag (emptiness)
    2. Realize that appearances unfailingly appears despite thorough negation (non-implicative)
    3. Union of 1 emptiness + 2 appearances. Mipham coined it as "coalescence".
    For the gelug, chariot is non-arisen instead of non-existence. They see the purpose of analysing the "chariot" with the 7 fold reasoning is to understand the dream-like nature of phenomena/appearances are like the designation of chariot. Imo the 3 vital points r all included in this understanding as gelug treats all cognitions as "conceptual" including direct sense perceptions.
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  •  John Tan shared something I posted on AtR by Kyle Dixon:

    Kyle dixon:
    The middle way is actually a freedom from the misconceptions of existence and non-existence. Holding that things exist (whether they are conditioned or unconditoned phenomena) is eternalism, holding that things do not exist (whether they are conditioned or unconditioned) is nihilism. Annihilationism is the belief that something existent becomes non-existent.
    The way to avoid these various extremes is emptiness, which means (i) a lack of inherent existence, (ii) a freedom from extremes, (iii) a lack of arising [non-arising], (iv) dependent co-origination. All of those definitions being synonymous.
    Dependent origination is the proper relative view which leads one to the realization of the ultimate view; which is emptiness. Many people misunderstand emptiness to be a negative view, but it is actually the proper middle way view which avoids the extremes of existence, non-existence, both and neither.
    All in all there is really no way to ELI5 with this topic, you'll just have to ask questions. It is simple once understood, but very, very few people actually understand dependent origination.
    Here is a collection of stuff I wrote awhile ago on dependent origination for the sake of the discussion:
    the general definition of independent origination, the very idea that things are endowed with their own-being/essence [svabhāva], or self [ātman]. In order for something to be independently originated it would have to be unconditioned, independent and uncaused, but this is considered an impossibility in the eyes of Buddhism. The correct conventional view for emptiness is that of dependent origination, and so we see that in order to have objects, persons, places, things and so on, they must possessed of causes and conditions. Meaning they cannot be found apart from those causes and conditions. If the conditions are removed, the object does not remain.
    The adepts of the past have said that since a thing only arises due to causes, and abides due to conditions, and fails in the absence of cause and condition, how can this thing be said to exist? For an object to inherently exist it must exist outright, independent of causes and conditions, independent of attributes, characteristics and constituent parts. However we cannot find an inherent object independent of these factors, and the implications of this fact is that we likewise cannot find an inherent object within those factors either. The object 'itself' is unfindable. We instead only find a designated collection of pieces, which do not in fact create anything apart from themselves, and even then, the parts are also arbitrary designations as well, for if there is no inherently existent object, there can be no inherent parts, characteristics or attributes either. Therefore the object is merely a useful conventional designation, and its validity is measured by its efficacy, apart from that conventional title however, there is no underlying inherent object to be found.
    Dependent origination is pointing to a species of implied interdependency; the fact that an allegedly conditioned 'thing' only arises via implication from the misperception of other conditioned things, and so each 'thing' is simultaneously a cause and an effect of each other, and everything else. Dependent origination isn't a case in which we have truly established things which are existing in dependence on other truly existent things, for instance; that we have objects which are truly constructed of parts which are in turn made of smaller parts such as atoms etc. This is of course one way of looking at dependent origination, but this would be considered a very coarse and realist/essentialist view. One that subtly promotes a sense of own-being or essence to things. So instead what dependent origination is pointing out, is that there is no inherent object to be found apart from (or within) the varying conventional characteristics we attribute to said object. On the other hand there would also be no inherent objects found in relation to (or within a relationship) with the various characteristics attributed to said objects. For each would only be valid when contrasted with the other, and upon discovering a lack of inherency in regards to one, the validity of the other would be compromised as well. Our experiences are merely interdependent conventional constructs composed of unfounded inferences.
    In this way, the object 'itself', as an essential core 'thing' is unfindable. We instead only find a designated collection of pieces, which do not in fact create anything apart from themselves, and even then, the parts are also arbitrary designations as well, for if there is no inherently existent object, there can be no inherent parts, characteristics or attributes either.
    So for example, if a table were truly inherently existent, meaning it exists independently, then we would be able to find that table independently of its varying characteristics. The table would be able to exist independently of being observed, independent of its color or texture, independent of its parts and pieces, independent of its designated name, independent of its surroundings etc. In contrast, if observation - or consciousness for example - were truly existent, we would likewise be able to find it apart from the perception of the table, surrounding environment, and so on. There is no essential, 'core' nature that a table in fact 'is' or possesses, and the same goes for consciousness and anything else.
    For sentient beings afflicted with ignorance, conceptual imputation and conventional language are mistaken as pointing towards authentic persons, places, things, etc. When ignorance is undone, there is freedom to use conventional language, however it doesn't create confusion because wisdom directly knows ignorance for what it is. In Buddhism conventionality is allowed to be a tool implemented for communication, so we're allowed to be John Doe or Mary Smith, trees, rocks, cars are allowed to be designations. Conventionality is simply a useful tool which doesn't point to anything outside of itself. The conventional truth is relative... words, concepts, ideas, persons, places, things etc., and is contrasted by ultimate truth, which is emptiness.
    All apparent phenomena which fall under the category of 'conditioned' - meaning they accord with one or more of the four extremes (existence, nonexistence, both, neither) - originate dependently. We know this is so because there is no such thing as phenomena which doesn't arise dependent upon causes and conditions.
    "Whatever is dependently co-arisen
    That is explained to be emptiness.
    That, being a dependent designation
    Is itself the middle way.
    Something that is not dependently arisen,
    Such a thing does not exist.
    Therefore a non-empty thing
    Does not exist."
    -- Nāgārjuna
     
     
     
    Soh Wei YuAdmin
    Soh:
    recently i have been reading some old posts by kyle dixon
    i found that his salt analogy to be a good explanation of chariot applied to all phenomena
    from http://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2012/03/a-sun-that-never-sets.html
    [6:00 am, 17/11/2021] John Tan: Yes.  Not easy to find one that has Kyle's insights and experiences.  Not even among those so called "masters" and "teachers".
    [6:33 am, 17/11/2021] John Tan: He seems less active in reddit nowadays (Soh: not exactly true: https://www.reddit.com/user/krodha/comments/)
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    Soh Wei Yu I've read over this one many times in the past. So many gems in here!
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    Данила Игнатовски
    Soh Wei Yu can you explain, please, about non-arising.
    First in my practice I saw that everything is just arising and passing away. Now I see with a little bit more clarity, contemplate on impermanence and feel like phenomenons just passing away. When it arises it just automatically begin to die. Only verb, only processes and everything is going to dissolve right after its was birth.
    My only suggestion about non-arising its about empty nature of everything, like holograms, thats why nothing is really arrises nor passes away. Its like imagination. Also a few weeks ago you commented somewhere in topic of awareness real or not, that "only appearances is real". My guess its like images in dream, but its lack of inherent existence/substance. Can you put it short in your simple words, thank you.
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    Данила Игнатовски
    Let's say you see a mirage, the mirage is simply a conglomeration of various causes and conditions aggregating and appearing as a mirage, but can a true substance or essence of a mirage be found within or apart from those conditions and appearances? No mirage can be found. Such a mirage is thus never truly arisen, never come into existence anywhere, and is a mere coalescence of appearance and emptiness.
    Or a reflection of a moon on water, can it be said that something is truly born in the water? No, what is on display is simply the union of dependent arising and emptiness.
    All phenomena, all appearances and displays have this same nature of being like a chariot, like weather. Whatever dependently originates in truth never really arise, is empty. And this very emptiness is also the nature of mind, of consciousness, of all displays.
    Nagarjuna:
    What arises in dependence is not born;
    That is proclaimed by the supreme knower of reality 😊 Buddha).
    Candrakirti:
    (The realist opponent says): If (as you say) whatever thing arises in dependence is not even born, then why does (the Madhyamika) say it is not born? But if you (Madhyamika) have a reason for saying (this thing) is not born, then you should not say it "arises in dependence." Therefore, because of mutual inconsistency, (what you have said) is not valid.)
    (The Madhyamika replies with compassionate interjection:)
    Alas! Because you are without ears or heart you have thrown a challenge that is severe on us! When we say that anything arising in dependence, in the manner of a reflected image, does not arise by reason of self-existence - at that time where is the possibility of disputing (us)!” - excerpt from Calming the Mind and Discerning the Real: Buddhist Meditation and the Middle View

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    The non-arising of phenomena is subtler than the insight into the impermanence of conditioned phenomena.
    http://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2015/01/four-levels-of-insight-into-emptiness_9.html
    Thusness had a casual discussion with me regarding the various phases of seeing through intrinsic-ness in experience:
    Realizing the nature (i.e. non-arising, empty nature) of clarity is not the same as realizing clarity. Anatta can lead one to experience whatever arises/appearance as presence.
    Presence is part of the journey. The practitioner goes through anatta and realizes what we called presence is just appearance. Then he must start
    looking at absence. There are at least 4 levels of seeing through intrinsic-ness or the realizing of absence and anatta is just the beginning.
    1. The emptiness (i.e. non-existence of a) background
    2. Seeing foreground appearance as empty like mist or shimmering paint in
    the pond but appearance is seen as arising, abiding and ceasing.
    3. Seeing absence in vivid presence... means in clear vivid non-dual
    appearance, realize it is never there at all. At this phase, there must
    be complete conviction without the slightest doubt from logical
    analysis in understanding why it is "never there". The article where I
    asked you what is second fold... non-Arisen emptiness. (link: http://awakeningtoreality.blogspot.com/2013/04/daniel-post-on-anattaemptiness.html)
    4. Turn insight of non-arisen in 3 into a taste, otherwise the 2 mindstreams cannot become one... that is, mind stream of dependent arising and emptiness are like what Tsongkhapa said "mutually exclusive", no way to become one unless one reaches Buddhahood. This is because we do not know the key is in recognizing the taste of absence (i.e translate the logical and inferring consciousness into a taste).
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    and sent him http://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2020/06/non-arising-due-to-dependent-origination.html
     
     
     
     
     
     

 

Jayson MPaul shared a link.

Had a nice review of previous insights today culminating in a solid insight of total exertion. When sitting this morning I saw how identification with the content of certain thoughts can still happen and this was seen through into pure anatta. Later I relived the understanding that the sound of a plane is the plane, not OF the plane (2-fold emptiness). I was then re-reading an AtR blog post and the section about how conditions, manifestations, and consciousness are one and inseparable, never separated or interacting. Then it dawned that the conditions ARE the manifestation, not that they produce it or make it appear somehow. They are just as much here as the ting of a bell. This was then applied again to conditions in general (recursing through all conditions, times, appearances). It gets hard to describe here but it was seen that all times, all places, all appearances are in this vivid scenery right now. A belief that a specific condition only happens at a certain time and place fell away. All conditions manifest across all time/space. I can touch the heart of Kashyapa's smile even now. This vivid empty display is all displays. A fear of death was dropped. An understanding of the death talk from the show Midnight Mass on Netflix became clear. Specifically the comment about how there is "no where that this ends and I begin"
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"A belief that a specific condition only happens at a certain time and place fell away. All conditions manifest across all time/space. I can touch the heart of Kashyapa's smile even now. This vivid empty display is all displays. A fear of death was dropped."

I like this description by Jayson.  Somehow those that contemplated total exertion post anatta will have this insight and experience much like guru yoga where the whole lineage is being "transmitted" beyond space/time.  It does not happen during anatta, freedom from all elaborations...only via total exertion..




  • Jayson MPaul
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    Yes exactly. It is like all the myriad things are the complete and total dharma lineage. All things that happened in my life were opportunities to open to the dharma. The whole universe is the buddha, is dogen, is Kashyapa. I remember reading a quote before any insights that you will come face to face with the entire lineage, ancestors, and buddhas of all times and I only now understand what that was pointing to. In order for this to be realized you need to see 2 fold emptiness, non-arising, non-duality of time and existence, non-duality of epistemology and ontology and have uprooted inherent view and causality for conditionality. Only then did it become clear to me.
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    Jayson MPaul
    I was able to see this clearer with some inquiry. Let's take the example of the 'tinnnngggss' from a bell. That sound's conditions are the bell, the stick, the air, the ear drums. If you take any one of these things away there is no sound. Now looking at the sound, can you separate out which part of the tings is the stick, the air, the bell? There is no dividing line in the actual experience of the sound. If you take it further, who crafted the bell, who bought it, all the air those people breathed. Take any of those away and there is no sound. Again you can't find any dividing line between all these conditions in tinnnngs. So all those things are actualized in that ting. Let that experiential feel soak into something going on right now. As you hold the view of conditionality, the subject-action-object view is released. Expand that view to everything and you have interpenetration and non-obstruction. Nothing obstructs anything else, each sound expresses all. How could one thing have a boundary with other things to obstruct in the first place?
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    Jayson MPaul i like how you’re bringing the view of conditionality into direct experience. That makes a lot of sense.
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  • Excerpts from the Jewel Mirror Samadhi
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    Jayson MPaul I enjoy his, "being one with conditions",
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  • Soh Wei Yu
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    That article is nice, but it is not about total exertion.
    [13/1/17, 10:43:54 PM] John Tan: Read the 3 articles u put n blog by zen master Hong wen Liang
    [13/1/17, 10:44:19 PM] John Tan: If u truly understand then there will b no question.
    [13/1/17, 10:44:25 PM] Soh Wei Yu: Ic..
    [13/1/17, 10:44:47 PM] John Tan: However if u truly understand, u will b "connected"
    [13/1/17, 10:45:47 PM] John Tan: Means there is an intimate feeling that the whole lineage is suddenly fully totally exerted into u from the time of Buddha.
    [13/1/17, 10:45:55 PM] John Tan: Can u feel that?
    [14/1/17, 9:33:12 AM] John Tan: There is a kindle version of zen cosmology but cannot b bought
    [14/1/17, 9:33:26 AM] Soh Wei Yu: What Hong wen Liang is saying is like dependent designation and total exertion right
    [14/1/17, 9:33:32 AM] Soh Wei Yu: Yeah dunno y cannot buy
    [14/1/17, 9:34:07 AM] John Tan: No
    [14/1/17, 9:34:40 AM] John Tan: Hong wen Liang is also trained in dzogchen also
    [14/1/17, 9:35:14 AM] Soh Wei Yu: Yes.. he used to teach Tibetan Buddhism I think
    [14/1/17, 9:35:16 AM] Soh Wei Yu: His old articles
    [14/1/17, 9:35:22 AM] Soh Wei Yu: Talk about Rigpa etc
    [14/1/17, 9:35:26 AM] Soh Wei Yu: Those before 1999
    [14/1/17, 9:35:47 AM] John Tan: The problem with zen is direct experience takes up 90% of the focus and very lil on view.
    [14/1/17, 9:35:59 AM] Soh Wei Yu: Oic..
    [14/1/17, 9:36:57 AM] John Tan: So total exertion as an experience is well expressed esp in soto zen
    [14/1/17, 9:37:42 AM] John Tan: However the conditions that give rise to it was not clear at all.
    [14/1/17, 9:39:04 AM] Soh Wei Yu: Oic.. but zen master Hong wasn't clear?
    [14/1/17, 9:39:10 AM] John Tan: Also although the explanations r very insightful and profound, there r some very important fine points that must b very carefully explained.
    [14/1/17, 9:39:15 AM] John Tan: Yes
    [14/1/17, 9:39:21 AM] Soh Wei Yu: Oic..
    [14/1/17, 9:39:43 AM] John Tan: And jewel mirror samadhi is not total exertion
    [14/1/17, 9:40:04 AM] Soh Wei Yu: It's talking about nondual/anatta right
    [14/1/17, 9:40:30 AM] John Tan: Non-dual and prone towards anatta
    [14/1/17, 9:40:48 AM] John Tan: But unclear in jewel mirror samadhi
    [14/1/17, 9:41:27 AM] John Tan: 一枚 (one piece) is the key to samadhi
    [14/1/17, 9:41:38 AM] John Tan: Also key to total exertion
    [14/1/17, 9:42:04 AM] John Tan: However explanation can also be skewed towards monism
    [14/1/17, 9:43:04 AM] John Tan: Means one is 一枚, he is in non-dual samadhi, but may not b in total exertion.
    [14/1/17, 9:43:19 AM] Soh Wei Yu: Ic..
    [14/1/17, 9:45:46 AM] John Tan: mirror and reflection...the interpreter is more important than the tozan's original text
    [14/1/17, 9:46:47 AM] John Tan: Means the point was emphasised by the translator (the jap zen master) that it should b understood that way
    [14/1/17, 9:47:06 AM] Soh Wei Yu: Oic..
    [14/1/17, 9:47:20 AM] Soh Wei Yu: Ya like Dogen make a lot of commentary though the original text doesn't seem like it
    [14/1/17, 9:47:21 AM] Soh Wei Yu: Haha
    [14/1/17, 9:47:32 AM] John Tan: Tozan original poem may not c it that way
    [14/1/17, 9:47:40 AM] John Tan: Yes
    [14/1/17, 9:48:47 AM] John Tan: Tozan 5 rankings also talks abt unity of absolute and ultimate, imo it never made it to total exertion.
    [14/1/17, 9:48:57 AM] John Tan: And is not abt total exertion
    [14/1/17, 9:49:31 AM] John Tan: But becoz it is such an important text in soto zen, I do not want to comment abt it...lol
    [14/1/17, 9:50:48 AM] John Tan: However master Hong Wen Liang, is able to integrate illusoriness into total exertion.
    [14/1/17, 9:52:00 AM] John Tan: But his explanations is for one that has already understood and clear experience of total exertion.
    [14/1/17, 9:52:13 AM] Soh Wei Yu: Oic..
    [14/1/17, 9:52:29 AM] John Tan: Not why and how total exertion arise.
    [14/1/17, 9:52:52 AM] Soh Wei Yu: Ic..
    [14/1/17, 9:54:01 AM] John Tan: If insight isn't clear of the exact conditions that gives rise to it, then the path of practice becomes important.
    [14/1/17, 9:54:13 AM] John Tan: Like just sitting
    [14/1/17, 9:55:22 AM] John Tan: Another western teaching that can trigger total exertion is the one that dharma Dan once follow...
    [14/1/17, 9:55:27 AM] John Tan: Forgotten what
    [14/1/17, 9:55:34 AM] Soh Wei Yu: Actual freedom
    [14/1/17, 9:55:37 AM] Soh Wei Yu: Actualism
    [14/1/17, 9:55:38 AM] John Tan: Yes
    [14/1/17, 9:55:40 AM] John Tan: Lol
    [14/1/17, 9:55:43 AM] Soh Wei Yu: Lol
    [14/1/17, 9:56:45 AM] John Tan: There r several conditions that triggers that give rise to total exertion
    [14/1/17, 9:56:58 AM] John Tan: Anatta into action
    [14/1/17, 9:58:02 AM] John Tan: The view of DO
    [14/1/17, 9:59:23 AM] John Tan: The view of emptiness and non-arisen nature of phenomena provides the clear insight of how and y it is so.
    [14/1/17, 10:17:55 AM] Soh Wei Yu: Oic..
    [14/1/17, 10:19:12 AM] John Tan: I m still thinking how to write without showing dis-respect to the ancient masters...lol
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    What I got from Jewel Mirror Samadhi that led to a Total Exertion reading was that the whole universe is the mirror. The ting of a bell is the holographic reflection of bell, air, stick, ear, human. This isn't happening in some conciousness somewhere. It is literally all those things reflecting each other (and more). Maybe this was just a side effect of where my practice is at the moment in how I got that reading from it 🙂
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    Especially this part:
    > "Entering straight into hell" means instantly falling into error, we cannot explain it that way. Haven't you heard of it? "Mountains and rivers are not seen within a mirror, mountains and rivers are themselves the mirror." When you heard "the whole universe is a piece of Jewel Mirror Samadhi", and you treat that as a mirror, it is very easy to err. Therefore he emphasizes, "mountains and rivers are not within a mirror, mountains, rivers, grasses and wood are the mirror." Never treat what you saw and sensed as being reflections of a mirror, we cannot explain it that way. Mountains, rivers, and the great earth are themselves the mirror, not the reflections of a mirror.

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  • Soh Wei Yu
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    Imo That part you quoted is more on anatta insight. In seeing just the seen. No mirror and reflections in the mirror.
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    Stage 5: no mirror reflecting

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  • Jayson MPaul
    Yes when realized from your own viewpoint, but when realized that all the myriad things are reflecting off each other like indra's net that is different. My reading of it definitely seems to be influenced by what I'm practicing at the moment.
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