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Soh

Conversation — 5 August 2023

John Tan wrote to someone else:


John Tan: Tsultrim Gyamtso Rinpoche is Nyingma and champions the Shentong view. I think Malcolm once confronted him and said that harboring that sort of view is no different from the Advaita view. Wei Yu may have the text since he compiles Malcolm's answers and comments.

John Tan: However, it is not exactly wrong to emphasize clarity/awareness when one has somehow missed the "clarity" aspect when negating the inherentness of reified mental constructs. In other words, negation involves two authentications of critical insights: one is in clearly seeing how reified constructs are mistaken as real, and two, the direct recognition that appearances are one's empty clarity.

John Tan: It is not that their experiential insights differ; it is how it unfolds.

John Tan: The two can be treated as separate, which results in the 外道 [externalist/non-Buddhist] view. This means a direct taste of clarity, yet without realizing its empty nature. This results in a self-view.

John Tan: For example, one can have very powerful experiences and authentication of clarity as "I-I" in phase one, as in my case or Sim's case, but still not have realized that sound, sensations, thoughts, etc. (appearances) are one's radiant clarity. Then, when we authenticate that later in anatta insight, it becomes very clear. For these practitioners, clarity/presence/awareness is nothing special at all and, more often than not, is misunderstood.

John Tan: Appearances are treated as external. Even in the case of non-duality where it is clearly experienced, it is still treated as if the Self is special and something beyond, which is a misconception due to our inherent pattern of analyzing things.

John Tan: These Shentong practitioners do not understand "self-aware" as "sounds hear themselves," as you wrote, or as how you understand the Satipaṭṭhāna Sutta. They see "self-aware" as a special Awareness apart from luminous appearances. Many can't get around that. Rangtong is pointing out what you are saying. Rangtong is not against appearances or the union of appearances and emptiness. Shentong can be skewed towards pointing to some super awareness, which is Advaita.



John Tan: However, there are some Rangtong practitioners that somehow do not get the clarity part, but that is not the teaching of Rangtong.


Soh Wei Yu: I skimmed through the Mountain Doctrine on Dolpopa's texts before. To me, it was no different from Advaita at all. But that is the founder of Shentong. The modern proponents of Shentong, however, are often clear about anatta and empty clarity. Even Thrangu Rinpoche taught the view of Shentong, but instead of the original "empty of everything else but not itself," he taught Shentong as the ultimate also being empty.

Soh Wei Yu: Which, in my opinion, seems to be different from the original Dolpopa teaching but more aligned with anatta.

John Tan: Yes. It is simply tradition and sectarian biasedness to present Rangtong as denying clarity. Mipham also rejected Shentong. Tibetan Buddhism has this problem of stereotyping and presenting a one-sided view.


Soh Wei Yu: Yes, I read that even Longchenpa anticipated and rejected Shentong, even though he lived before its time. He rejected the kind of view that Buddha nature is empty of everything else but its own existence.


John Tan: In the Buddha's time, there was no need to emphasize Presence and clarity. It was the orthodox view and taught in the Vedas, Upanishads, and Bhagavad Gita throughout India. This did not require the birth of the Buddha to point out.


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Soh Wei Yu: It depends on who the Shentong writer is. Some teachers like Thrangu Rinpoche and many others are very clear. Still, I find most Buddhist teachers today are also not clear—mostly awareness teachings.

John Tan: There may have been an overemphasis on emptiness without clarity that gave birth to Yogacara teaching to bring out this clarity aspect.


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Soh Wei Yu: This part should be criticized, which is the general understanding of Shentong from the start. But people like Thrangu Rinpoche don't see it that way when explaining Shentong. Also, it will fall under the same criticism as this:

“Also, Mipham Rinpoche, one of the most influential masters of the Nyingma school wrote:

...Why, then, do the Mādhyamika masters refute the Cittamātra tenet system? Because self-styled proponents of the Cittamātra tenets, when speaking of mind-only, say that there are no external objects but that the mind exists substantially—like a rope that is devoid of snakeness, but not devoid of ropeness. Having failed to understand that such statements are asserted from the conventional point of view, they believe the nondual consciousness to be truly existent on the ultimate level. It is this tenet that the Mādhyamikas repudiate. But, they say, we do not refute the thinking of Ārya Asaṅga, who correctly realized the mind-only path taught by the Buddha...

...So, if this so-called “self-illuminating nondual consciousness” asserted by the Cittamātrins is understood to be a consciousness that is the ultimate of all dualistic consciousnesses, and it is merely that its subject and object are inexpressible, and if such a consciousness is understood to be truly existent and not intrinsically empty, then it is something that has to be refuted. If, on the other hand, that consciousness is understood to be unborn from the very beginning (i.e. empty), to be directly experienced by reflexive awareness, and to be self-illuminating gnosis without subject or object, it is something to be established. Both the Madhyamaka and Mantrayāna have to accept this…”

John Tan: It is not easy to sort out all of this, and it takes some time to get used to it.

Soh Wei Yu: Malcolm says Rangtong is totally a strawman set up by Shentongpas. It doesn't actually exist.

John Tan: This is good.

Soh Wei Yu: “Yes, realization of emptiness automatically entails having right view.

Your next statement presumes that those debating Gzhan stong and Rang stong have realized emptiness.

Since Rang stong is just a strawman set up by Gzhan stong pas, there is really no debate between Gzhan stong and Rang stong since there is no Rang stong Madhyamaka except in the imagination of those who call themselves "Gzhan stong" Madhyamakas.

N Pure because purity has always been a nonexistence. Sound Tantra, 3:12.5”

“I mean that there is no Rang stong at all from a Madhyamaka perspective: Nāgārjuna states:

If there were something subtle not empty, there would be something subtle to be empty, as there is nothing not empty, where is there something to be empty?

I mean that there is no Rang stong at all, apart from what the Gzhan stong pas have fabricated.

The Gzhan stong controversy arose out of a need by Tibetans to reconcile the five treatises of Maitreya with Nāgārjuna's Collection of Reasoning based upon the erroneous historical idea that the five treatises were authored by the bodhisattva Maitreya rather than a human being (who incidentally was probably Asanga's teacher).

In my opinion, the five treatises were a collection of texts meant to explicate the three main thrusts of Indian Mahāyāna sutras: Prajñāpāramita, Tathāgatagarbha, and Yogacāra. Four of the five are devoted to these three topics independently, with the Abhisamaya-alaṃkara devoted to Prajñāpāramita; Uttaratantra devoted to Tathāgatagarbha; and the two Vibhangas devoted to Yogacāra. The last, the Sutra-alaṃkara is an attempt to unify the thought of these three main trends in Mahāyāna into a single whole, from a Yogacara perspective.

When these treatises arrived in Tibetan, at the same time, a text attributed to the original Bhavaviveka, but probably by a later Bhavaviveka, translated under Atisha's encouragement, called Tarkajvala, presented the broad outline of what we call today "the four tenet systems".

In this text, the three own natures and so on were presented in a very specific way from a Madhyamaka perspective and labelled "Cittamatra".

So, the Gzhan stong controversy (with additional input from Vajrayāna exegesis based on a certain way of understanding the three bodhisattva commentaries) is about reconciling Madhyamaka with Yogacara.

Personally, I see no need to attempt to reconcile Madhyamaka and Yogacara. Madhyamaka is the pinnacle of sutra explication. But Tibetans did and still seem to need to do so, and they have passed on this need to their students.

But from my perspective, one cannot go beyond freedom from extremes.

N”

Soh

English Translation (Chinese Original at the bottom):


A teaching by Zen Master Hong Wen Liang.

 

Explanation of the Record of Chan Master Hongzhi: “Therefore it is said, the myriad dharmas are the radiance of mind; all conditions are clarified only by their nature.” If you can distinguish that this is a visual appearance, that is a sound, and that this is thought in the intangible domain of mind, all of this is due to that “nature,” which enables you to discern clearly—merely clarification by nature, not some real entity. Thus, in such a moment, naturally you need not speak of not being entangled by conditions—how could you be entangled by conditions? Who would ensnare you? What could be ensnared? The whole of it is the total field of the dharma-realm already complete as it is—this is the meaning. This is the “truly great person of wisdom.” This alone is genuine great wisdom—“perfect and equal awakening”; this is the Buddha’s seeing and knowing.

Your six sense faculties are originally just like this; the utmost Way manifests there. This is called “thus can self-know.” It is simple: you are originally like this. As long as you do not stain it, as long as you do not add in the delusive thought “this is mine,” you will then know your own genuine functioning. That movement is not some “you” who uses; that movement—moving—is best just called “moving.” “Thus self-illumined” does not mean some self deliberately knowing itself; it is because it is your own affair. Your teacher, your lama, even the Buddha cannot know exactly how your own ears and eyes, your six faculties, move. It is you who move—not the Buddha who moves. It is not someone else’s power that knows; even when you say “I know how I am thinking,” it is that very thinking of yours moving there. Therefore it is “self-illumined.” Only you are most clear about your own true situation. So long as you do not raise delusive thoughts, do not add “these are my ears moving, my eyes moving,” then—if your madness flares up, if you split your mind—you create subject and object; once there is subject and object, emotions are stirred and become emotional dusts. Originally the six sense-objects have no fault. How could the six dusts have any sin? Is this clear to everyone here?

Walking, standing, sitting, lying—daily life—doing business, being a doctor, a lawyer, a president, a warlord, a hooligan, a great villain—all is “borrowing the road to set the feet.” If your eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body, and mind were not functioning there, why would I speak of “pure and wondrous luminosity”? In everyday life, of course, when you fight with someone that too is “borrowing the road to set the feet,” and when you do many charitable deeds as well. Are you not using your six faculties? If you want to strike someone, without your eyes to see the target, how could you strike? “Spirit’s pivot, wondrously responsive”—the six faculties move. Because you have realized that the six faculties themselves are pure and wondrously luminous, it is not that there is a “me” needed in order to move. Move like this—self-forgotten, without the least bad intention of “that is mine,” cleanly shed. To move like this is “the spirit’s pivot, wondrously responsive.” As long as delusive thoughts are not added in, still you must move—how could you not move? “Whatever is encountered is true”—whatever you do is just right.

“Not even a hair’s breadth, not even a speck of dust, is something from outside.” Clap! A sound like this, or drinking water—the mind and circumstances are one. Your whole dharma-body is moving there—is this an external thing? We have always taken it to be something external; therefore you fundamentally do not know the pure, wondrous luminosity. Not knowing the wondrous luminosity, you do not know the pure field either. That field is originally pure and wondrously luminous. When you look at me, when you listen to me, it is your pure, wondrous luminosity moving there. It is not that “I go drink a cup of tea,” or “I go look at you—you are over there, I go look.” Not like this. If you experience this deeply, you will be wholly and truly “self-illumined,” “self-clarified,” “wisdom.” Thus, when you realize this, you will “not have even a hair or a speck” that is external. Now when you hear the sound of a car outside, it is not that outside there is a sound-dust; your dharma-body moves right here. Your pure, wondrous luminous field does not move; whatever horns they honk has nothing to do with you. You certainly have this—your pure, wondrous luminous field—so that sound is precisely that field moving thus. Therefore it is said that not even the least bit or the least mote is something from outside; it is the transformations revealed in your own inch-square of mind. Once this is clarified, you make no division into you, me, and others; thus it is not that you yourself are living, nor that there is some self of yours that dies. It is the whole dharma-realm. Your birth is the dharma-realm’s birth, the appearance of birth; when dying, it is the power of the dharma-realm—as when autumn arrives, it takes on the aspect of autumn. It is not that summer dies and becomes autumn—no! In accord with conditions, it appears accordingly. All of it is your own manifestation; it is not “some external thing.” There is no problem here. If you only infer by speculation, you can only think it out this far. But when you constantly are “moment by moment unconfused,” it is not that you force yourself to be unconfused; your six faculties are originally moving in an unconfused state. What clouds it is that we suddenly raise a strange thought, erecting the frame “hey, I am listening,” and the constant light is dimmed. But it is not truly dimmed; it is just that a very self-referential cloud covers it. It has not moved away; it is “pure by nature from the beginning.” The hardest thing to realize personally is precisely that not a hair or a speck is “from outside.”

“Wondrously transcending the path of words”—by language, writing, thought, you may write and think for half a day, and none of it is it. It itself has this capacity; it itself wondrously surpasses. When we hear the sound of a frog, “ah—right, right,” yet in truth the real sound of the frog we have no way to reach: “the path of language is cut off; the domain of the mind’s activity ceases.” However you think it, it is not itself; however you say it, it is not itself. “Ah, so hot!”—is that “so hot” the heat itself? Then bring forth that heat—can you present it? “Wondrously transcending the path of words”—because through language and writing, through trained thought, we can express by language and script, yes? But language, writing, and discursive mind are false, illusory signs; they are not the real heat itself. The real is hot—or, how do you say it in Hakka? “ne”? You say “ne,” I say heat is “Ah-shui.” In the end is “Ah-shui” right or is “ne” right? The genuine heat itself does not care whether you call it “ne,” “Ah-shui,” or “hot”—it does not care. Because when we say “ne,” or “hot,” or “Ah-shui,” none of that is it. They are illusory and false. The real is only that very “Ah-shui” itself—by what thought, language, or writing could you truly reproduce it? There is no way. This is what is called the real. We cannot touch it, cannot grasp it, cannot conceive it. This is “wondrously transcending the path of words.” Who wondrously transcends the path of words? Clap!—this very “wondrously transcending the path of words.”

If you are constantly in this correct, original way—“the constant light right before you, moment by moment unconfused”—then of course you know that mountains, forests, grasses, and trees are all manifesting this affair. What you see and what you hear are your own dharma-body appearing in accord with conditions; thus, before your eyes there is radiance and earth-shaking movement. “The four great elements and the six faculties, inner and outer, are illusory”—the six faculties are not any real things. What are they in themselves? Unknown. Therefore the four great elements and the six faculties are thoroughly empty and quiescent; inner and outer are illusory. Illusory yet empty and quiescent—things without any self-nature gathering together—inner and outer are like this. Then how is it that they appear so distinctly before you? How is this? What indeed is it? Here you must apply your heart to investigate—thus he, upon seeing the morning star, had such an event.

Dharma-nature is without form and without appearance—how could you recognize some dharma-nature as “yours” and “mine”? One cannot even speak of “the same,” for to say “the same” requires appearances to compare; “not the same” also requires appearances to compare. Since it is “non-abiding,” that is, it has no appearance—you cannot locate it; if there is an appearance you can locate it, “ah, there.” Location. “Non-abiding” means formless and without appearance: neither great nor small, neither sound nor smell—nothing at all—beyond the range of your cognition. Therefore non-abiding is signless; signless is non-abiding. Non-abiding is emptiness. Emptiness is limitless capacity: whatever conditions are present, it becomes those conditions. What is the fundamental essence? Search yourself to death and even the Buddha would not know—because it belongs to the unknown. In educating people, we always teach people to know; thus modern education fails in this way. Genuine education should include “something not known.” Only when you know there is something not known is it true knowing.

Yet after hearing so much, in practice—when you stand up you say, “Huh, what was just said?” It sounded right while hearing it, but upon standing you cannot bring any strength to bear. Why? What you heard and thought were all matters within imagination, things at the level of conceptual understanding; without that event of “seeing the morning star,” all of it is but water and moon.

What is the best method of practice? So much doctrine and explanation—do not leave even a bit of it in your head. If you force yourself to remember, that is just remembering—it has no effect. The best method is: whatever you are doing, whatever you think, hear, feel—whenever any habit arises, whether an angry thought or greedy thought—immediately know whether there is an “I” moving there. Practice just this, and it is enough for your cultivation. You will certainly discover that the false “I” is moving there. Not only in bad things—also in good things; and even in what is neither good nor evil, still that “I” is moving. I cross my legs without noticing—and there is that “yo…” the “I” accomplishing so-and-so; that “I” is certainly there. This is because you have not thoroughly realized; that event of “seeing the morning star” has not occurred. Outside of this—outside what Buddhism, outside Chan—Buddhism’s generations of transmission certify nothing other than this; the rest are merely done at the level of scholarship and thought. When does this come? Just as I have said before: “A night’s rain of falling blossoms; the whole city is fragrant with flowing water.” “On Sumeru’s peak there is a rootless tree; without touching the spring wind, flowers bloom of themselves.” A tree without roots—why would its flowers open of themselves without spring? What is this? It is beyond thinking—at the moment you awaken. Upon seeing something—at such a moment—“ah!” Just that “ah”—“a night’s rain of falling blossoms”—there, it has come; whether you want fragrance or not, the “whole city is fragrant with flowing water.” Whether you want fragrance or not, you still get fragrance. If you strain to want fragrance, to want awakening—you will not get it. It is just like this. You cannot make it night; now it is night. What is “night”? Is there some “night” that comes from somewhere? It is the relation between earth and sun—I like to use a modern explanation people can grasp—when the relation changes, that is night. From where would some “night” fall down? Thus all the myriad phenomena of life and death are like this. But if you do not have your own fundamental nature, without the responsive function, then there would be no night—forever useless, nothing to do with you.

—— Extracted from “Explanation of the Record of Chan Master Hongzhi,” taught by Teacher Hong in Singapore and Malaysia.

 

Your field must certainly radiate light and shake the ground. How to radiate and shake the ground? In accord with conditions. Yet you do not dwell on conditions. Is this something produced by thinking? Something you arrive at by cultivating? Something gained by study? None of these. It is “of itself thus” from the outset. This “of itself thus” is not the “naturalness” of your views and understanding—that is something you think. When you personally realize this natural thing, it is not through thought. It is originally just like this—that is the thought of essence. “That is very hot”—if you have not touched heat, it is merely so said.

Mountains and rivers, the sound of frogs—none of these are separate; there is no division between me and what I see, between me and what I hear—only then is it “reflecting without a dualistic stance toward conditions, knowing without touching things.” Is this not “knowing without touching things”? This precisely is it. You say this is inanimate—why then does it have knowing? It is only that you do not understand the knowing that knows without touching things, and thus you persist in thinking that such knowing is impossible.

You stubbornly assume that cognition must be a mental operation that goes out to cognize, and you take that as knowing; therefore you do not understand its meaning, nor the Buddha’s “both together pacified and extinguished.” “Both together pacified and extinguished” does not mean there is no sound, no appearance, no pain, no itch—not like that. Pain is very painful; comfort is very comfortable. But is there an experiencer and a thing experienced? The subject and object you suppose are not there. Yet it does not belong to the exchange of the subject and object you hypothesize—this is “both together pacified and extinguished.” The illumining and the one who illumines—both together are quenched. Do you understand? Because this “illumining” and “illumined” are notions you have set up, a concept arises called “there is an illuminer and an illumined,” “there is a hearer and that which can be heard.” Such “illuminer and illumined” are conceptual.

“To settle the matter” means to settle one’s own matter of birth and death. How to settle it? You must know what you yourself are. Why is “knowing what you are” called “apprehending Mind”? We would not take hair, nose, feet, and hands to be ourselves, right? Because we all know they will grow old, die, rot, be burned or buried and become water, become earth—return to earth. We all know these things are given to us for temporary use. Yet we still invariably suppose there is a soul—we call it mind. Is this soul really there or not? If it exists, where is it hidden? It has no appearance. Without an appearance, how do you know there is a soul? You cannot see it or touch it—yet you say it exists. Ordinary people think like this. So those who study the Buddha-dharma continually call this their soul, their mind—therefore there can be rebirth. Otherwise, what is it that is reborn? Does the body come back? We invariably assume “my mind is precisely my mind,” and so it can be good or bad, go to hell or to the heavens—always “my mind” changing up and down. Is there not, then? The Buddha-dharma speaks of rebirth—everyone takes it like this—of wholesome and unwholesome karma. And where do wholesome and unwholesome karma adhere? They adhere to what you take as “mine,” not something else—absolutely “mine.”

What is it like? Unknown. The Buddha tells us it is formless, colorless, without appearance, untouchable, unseen. Yet the Buddha speaks of rebirth—so it exists, how could it not? But look—the mistake lies here. What the Buddha truly said is that even your “soul” does not exist—not even your “soul.” And as for the functioning of our mind—do we not take that as “mind”? A rainbow in the sky—does it not both exist and not exist? The moon’s reflection on water—is it present? It is present—you cannot say it isn't. But when you take your “soul” as truly existing, you are taking the moon’s reflection on water as real—you try again and again to scoop it up. Only after repeatedly trying to scoop it up do you know you cannot. Therefore practice—study, reading scriptures, sitting in meditation, bowing to the Buddha, doing good—these are not useless. You must pass through this (body-and-mind shed) or else you will never give up the fixation.

Repeatedly try to scoop—where do you try? In daily life, at the gates of the six faculties. Carefully observe it; carefully make offerings to it. To “make offerings to the person of no-mind” is like this. This practice is difficult—difficult to the extreme—because we immediately forget.

At the very moment, it is already past; you are within conditions but not on conditions. A wooden horse neighs in the wind; a clay ox emerges from the sea—everywhere is just so. This is the person of no-mind. Leap out of your thought and conjecture.

Without even stirring a thought, he points to this dharma-seat, representing that original position. Speaking in terms of essence and function, he uses “the portent has not yet arisen” to indicate it. Before it has begun to function, before its functioning is revealed, one must “borrow function to clarify position”—borrow the sounds, feelings, appearances, thoughts, tactile sensations, fragrances, and so on which issue forth from it—borrow the various functions that appear, the kinds of virtues, merits, and uses that are displayed. “Ah! So there is the one”—from that position, that is, from the fundamental essence, we “borrow function to clarify position.” That is one side. The other is: “as soon as an influence shows, one must also borrow position to clarify function.” When there is an influence, there is already a shadow, a sound, a thought moving, an emotion moving, qi moving. When qi moves there is influence; there is some appearance—whatever it may be, a thought or qi—so long as there is something perceptible. “As soon as an influence shows,” when there is just a hint of a message, “one must also borrow position to clarify function”—this sound, this appearance, this thought, this feeling, this qi—how did it come? You must borrow the fundamental essence to explain it—“borrow position to clarify function.” Both are needed: one is “borrowing position to clarify function,” the other is “borrowing function to clarify position.”

Whether from color, sound, fragrance, taste, touch, and dharmas—“Ah!”—you suddenly penetrate to the source; or from the source you suddenly understand the function—the six sense-objects as well—altogether are marvelous function. None of this can be done by thinking, right? Hence we call it “one-thought accord.” In that very instant, without analysis, without any emotional veneration—none of that—one-thought accord. How is that moment described? “The junctures of before and after are cut off.” The before and the after are cut. What does it mean? It means there is no time. We assume there is time past in front and time after behind, and thus we feel time is flowing. When the junctures before and after are cut, time stops. But it is not that there is some “time” that can stop—how could time stop? The junctures of before and after are cut—time is cut. Time is what we imagine. Within our ideation there is a flow we call “time”; our mind strings it together.

Inference—comparison—is the mind’s measure. It is a function of mind. What of the appearance itself? It is not something produced by mind. How would eyes present anything if there were no thing? Without something there, the eyes cannot present. The operation of eyes and things is together—this is the movement of the dharma-realm. It is not that your mind sees things coming and going, up and down—not like that. It is the functioning of the eyes’ own dharma-nature, the truly natural inherent power moving together with the outer circumstance—“mind and circumstance are one”—moving as it moves, moving as it truly moves. In moving, do not add comparison. Comparison is the mind’s analysis. To compare “this with the previous two,” you can then speak of this movement, of coming and going. But at the very moment the appearance itself manifests—at that moment—how could there be comparing with before and after? To compare with before, you must remember the prior appearance.

To remember is the mind moving. Without memory, how would you know movement? But the eyes—and the ears—when there is something, it appears; when there is not, it vanishes. Without this “comparison,” without that comparing faculty. Comparison means setting two things side by side. But the earlier has already passed—once a sound has passed, it is past. When you hear a later sound, by comparing you then say “this one sounds better, the former did not.” For the earlier you rely on imagination—on the power of mind. Delusive thought—what we call the discriminating power of mind—is added in so you can compare: pleasant or not, loud or soft. In that very instant, what “large or small” is there? None. This is my slight clarification of “borrowing function to clarify position” and “borrowing position to clarify function”—not using the head to contrive; it is originally like this. We simply had not noticed.

They say, “Bring me the daytime.” Impossible! “When the wind blows, the grass bends; when water arrives, the channel is formed.” When the earth and sun revolve to align with the equator, daytime naturally appears—I cannot hand it to you. When conditions mature, it is naturally thus. Chan Master Hongzhi’s reply—“the wind bends the grass; water arrives and the channel forms”—is not evasion; it truly is like this. If your conditions have not come together, then they have not; yet you hope to know the Chan meaning transmitted by the Buddhas generation to generation—there is nothing I myself could say.

Because of habit, the thought arises—and immediately “I see, I hear.” Whatever thought arises, it is that “I” presiding. The “I’s” opinion inevitably enters in. At the “first-thought juncture,” your “wondrous” cannot arise. “Wondrously surpassing the first-thought juncture”—that “wondrous” does not emerge. You understand in theory that the “I” is wrong—that it is an imagined “I.” You understand this. But in reality, in every lift of the hand and step of the foot, there is that “I” investigating and watching—that one taking the lead. The “wondrous” does not arise—this is the very point. Therefore “one must further turn the body along another path” right here. When “essence” can reveal “function,” do not let the dualistic “I do something, I see something”—this thought—be added. The ears, fundamentally without this thought, are hearing; the eyes, without the thought “I see,” are seeing. They themselves are originally just like this. But our fault is that we continually have the extra thought “I am seeing, I am hearing” spring up beforehand.

Therefore, at the “first-thought juncture,” if you can illumine that faint sign and its function—once illumined, it is originally like that; essence and function move thus—do not cut in line with that added thought.


Original Chinese:


【所以道,萬法是心光,諸緣唯性曉。】
你能分出這是色相,這是聲音,這是摸不到的精神領域的思想,這個都是那個「性」的關係,能夠讓你分別得清楚,曉,性曉而已啊。不是有實體。所以,這樣的時侯,你自然不要說不要被諸緣籠絡,你怎樣會被諸緣籠絡呢?誰籠絡了你?哪個被籠絡了?整個都是法界一切現成,就是講這個意思。這個就是“真正大智慧人”。這個才是真正大智慧啊。“等正覺”,佛的知見就是這個。
 
你六根本來就是那個樣子,至道在那裏顯現,這個叫著“能恁麼自知”,所以,簡單嘛,你本來就是這個樣子。你只要不把它染汙掉,將“這個是我的”的妄想加進去,才知道自己真實的那個動用。那個動,不是有一個你在用,那個動,moving, 動就最好。“恁麼自了”,這個不是自己很清楚知道自己,因為自己的事呀。你的上師、你的喇嘛或者佛也沒有辦法知你的那個耳朵眼睛六根是怎麼動。是你自己在 動,不是佛動呀。不是那個誰的能力去知道、就是我知道怎麼想也是你那個想在那裏動呀。所以就“自了”。自己真實的情況只有自己最清楚。只要不起妄想,不加 這個是我的耳朵在動,我的眼睛在動,這樣,你的神經病一起的話,精神分裂的話,就有能所,有了能所就情動了,變成情塵。本來六塵沒有罪過,六塵哪有罪過? 到這裏大家清楚了嗎?
 
行住坐臥,日常生活,做生意,當醫生,律師,大總統,做軍閥,做流氓,做大壞蛋,總是“借路著腳”。不顯現出來,你 的眼耳鼻舌身意在那裏,我說“清淨妙明”干嘛?在日常生活裏頭,當然,跟人家打架是“借路著腳”,做很多慈善事業也是。你還不是用你的六根呀。你要打一個 人,你沒有眼睛看對象,怎麼打?“靈機妙運”,那六根動,因為你證到六根本身它是清淨妙明,並不是有一個我才能動。這樣去動,忘我,沒有一點“那是我的” 的那個壞意念,脫略干淨。這樣動,就是“靈機妙運”。只要妄想不加進去,還是要動,怎麼不動呢?“觸事皆真”,做什麼事都是恰到好處。
 
“更無一毫一塵,是外來物爾”。啪!這樣的聲音,喝水,心境一如,整個你的法身在那裏動,這個是外物嗎?我們一直以 為這是外物,所以呢,你根本不曉得清淨妙明。妙明不知道,清淨田地也不知道。這個田地本來是清淨妙明。你看我,你聽我,是你清淨妙明在那裏動,並不是我去 喝一杯荼,或者我去看你,你在那裏,我去看。不是這樣。這個你體會得深,就完全真正“自了”,“自明”,“慧”。所以,你證到這個的時侯,你就“更無一毫 一塵”。現在你聽到外面汽車聲,不是外面有聲塵,你的法身這裏動,你的清淨妙明田地不動,它怎麼按喇叭都跟你不相干。你一定有這個,你的清淨妙明田地,那 個聲音就是你的清淨妙明田地這樣動。所以,叫著一點一毫一塵,通通不是外來的,是你自己方寸上所顯現的變化。這裏弄清楚了,這樣你就沒有分你我他,所以, 不是你自己在活到,自已有一個什麼自己死掉。不是。整個的一個法界的,你生是法界生,顯現生的樣子,死的時候是法界的力量,好象到了秋天,變成秋天的樣 子。不是夏天死掉變成秋天,不是!隨緣隨現!通通是你的顯現,不是“外來物爾”。這裏沒有問題了啊。用推想的只能這麼想,但是當你時常“念念不昧”,不是 你硬要不昧,你的六根本來就是不昧的情況下在動,疑是我們忽然起一個莫名其妙的想法是,“哎,我在聽”的那個架去了,常光就暗掉了。但不是暗掉,給你那個 很自我的雲遮住了。它沒有動掉,“清淨本然”。這個最難自己親證到,沒有一毫一塵是“外來物爾”。
 
“妙超語路”,用語言,文字,思想,寫了,想了半天,就通通不是它。它本身就有這個本事。它本身妙超啊。那麼我們本 身聽到青蛙聲,啊,對對對。但是,實際上呢,那個真實的青蛙聲,我們都沒有辦法,“言語道斷,心行處滅”。怎麼想都不是它本身,怎麼說都不是它。“啊,好 燙!”,好燙就是那個燙嗎?那你把那個燙表現出來,能夠表現嗎?“妙超語路”,因為言語文字,有了思想訓練,才能形諸於語言文字,對不對?言語文字跟心思 都是假的幻的代號,不是真正的熱本身,真實是hot,或,客家話怎麼講?ne,你講ne,我說熱是阿水,到底阿水對還是ne對?那真正的那個熱才不管你是ne還是阿水,hot,都不管。因為我們講ne,hot.或者阿水都不是它嘛。因為它是幻的、假的。真實只有阿水那個本身,能夠用什麼思想,言語,文字把那個真正重現嗎?沒有辦法。這個叫作真實。我們根本摸不到,碰不到,想不到。這個就是“妙超語路”。誰“妙超語路”?“啪!”這個“妙超語路”。
 
你時常都在這個正確、本來的那個樣子,“常光現前,念念不昧”,那當然知道山林草木,通通在發揚這個事呀。看的,聽 的,都是你自己的法身隨緣現,所以,在你的面前放光動地。“四大六根,內外虛幻”,六根沒有一個真正的東西。它本身是什麼東西,不知道。所以,四大六根, 徹底空寂,內外虛幻。虛幻而且空寂,沒有自性的東西湊攏來,內外都是這樣,怎麼這樣清清楚楚地現前昵?怎麼搞的,復是何物?在這個地方用心參,所以他一見 明星,有那麼一回事。
 
法性是無形無相,你怎麼認什麼法性分成你的,我的法性?連一樣的都不講,一樣的一定有相才能比才能講一樣呀。不一樣也要相來比才能講呀。既然它“無住”,就是它沒有相,你沒有辦法locate it;有了相你就能、就可以“啊”locate it。有location。 “無住”就是表示無形無相,無大無小,無聲無臭,什麼東西都沒有,不在你的認知範圍裏頭。所以無住就是無相,無相就是無住。無住就是空。空就是無限的能 力。緣什麼樣它就變成那個緣。本體是什麼?找死了佛也不知道。因為它是屬於不知的。我們教育人一定教人知,所以現代教育失敗是這樣。應該的真正的教育是有 所不知,你知道有所不知才是真知。
 
但是,你聽了那麼多,實際上,一站起來就“呵,剛才是講什麼?”,聽起來頻頻說對,站起來時就好象用不上力,為什麼?你那些聽的,想的,都是想像裏頭的事,知解上的東西,沒有一見明星那個事發生,便通通是水月。
 
修行最好的方法是什麼?這麼多的理論,說明,一點都不留在腦子裏,你硬記得,那是記得,沒有作用。所以,最好的修行方法是,無論做什麼事,或想到的,聽到的,感覺的,或者是哪個習氣,生氣的念也好,貪嗔的念也好,你馬上知道有沒有“我”在那裏動。你練習這個就夠你修行了。一定會發覺有那個假我在那裏動。不只壞事,好事也是啊。不屬於善,不屬於惡,也是有那個“我”在動。我蹺二郎腿呀,不知不覺有“喲......”我 在這樣做到的那個“我”在,一定在。那是因為你沒有徹證的關係。一見明星這個事沒有。這個跟其他的、連佛教的,禪宗之外,佛遞代相傳是證明這個以外,其他 都是在學問上、思想上這麼做。這個時侯來?就是我講過的,“一夜落花雨,滿城流水香”。“須彌頂上無根樹,不犯春風花自開”。沒有根的樹,不到春天為什麼 花自開呢?這個是什麼?非思量,你開悟的時侯。一見到什麼的時侯!“啊”的那麼一下,“一夜落花雨”,哎,下了,你不要很香,卻“滿城流水香”了。不要香 也得香啊。你拼命想香,想開悟,沒有呀。就是這樣。你不要它晚上,現在晚上了。晚上是什麼東西?有一個晚上嗎?地球跟太陽之間的關係,我喜歡用現代化人能 理解的,關係變了,就是晚上。哪有一個晚上從哪裏掉下來?所以,一切生死萬象都是這樣。但是,你沒有你的本性,沒有反應象那個晚上就沒有晚上。就永遠沒有 用,是跟你毫不相干的事。                                                                                                                                   ~~~~摘自『宏智禪師語錄』洪老師講解於星馬

你的田地一定要放光動地。怎麼放光動地?隨緣。但是,你不住在緣上。這個是思量來的嗎?你修行來嗎?你研究來的嗎? 都不是。本來就“自爾”。這個“自爾”不是你知見上的自然這樣。那是你用想的。當你這個自然東西親證到了,不是用思想。這個本來就這樣,那是體的思想。 “那個很熱”,你沒有碰到熱,就這樣。
 
山川,青蛙聲,通通是沒有分開的,我跟我所看到的,我跟我聽到的,沒有分開來,那個才叫作“不對緣而照,不觸事而知”,這個是不是不觸事而知?這個正是。你說這個是無生物,為什麼它有知。你就是不懂不觸事而知的知,就一直認為這個不可能是不觸事而知的知。
你死認為知覺一定要有一個精神作用,去認知的知,你把它當作知,所以你不懂它的意思,也不懂得佛的“二俱寂滅”。“二俱寂滅”不是沒有聲音,沒有色相,也沒有痛沒有痒.不是這樣。痛很痛,舒服很舒服呀.但是呢,有沒有能受所受?你假設的能所沒有。但是,它不屬於你假設的能所在交換,這就是“二俱寂滅”。照與照者,二俱寂滅。這樣懂嗎?因為,這個照與照者,是你立了一個念頭,起來一個概念,叫作有照的,有被照的,有能聽的,有能被聽到的,這樣就是概念上的照與照者。照與照者是概念。
 
“了事’就是了自己的生死事。怎麼樣了事?一定要知道自己是什麼東西。為什麼要把知道自己是什麼東西叫明心?我們不會把頭髮、鼻子、腳和手當作自己,對不對?因為大家知道這些會老,死掉會爛,燒掉埋掉會變水,變土,歸土嘛。大家知道這個東西是臨時給我們用。但是,我們總認為有靈魂在,這個靈魂,我們講心。這個靈魂到底是真的有還是假的?有的話,它藏在哪裏?沒有相。沒有相,你怎麼知道有靈魂?看不見,摸不到,但是有,一般人這樣想.所以學佛的人,一直把這個東西說是我的靈魂,我的心,所以才能輪迴嘛。否則,你在輪迴什麼?肉體回來了沒有?我們總認為我的心就是我的心,所以它會好會壞,到地獄去,到天界去,都是我的心變來變去,上下,總認為有我的心,難道不是嗎?佛法說輪迴,大家都認為這樣,善業,惡業。那善業,惡業依附在哪裏?依附在你認為是我的,不是別的,絕對是我的。
什麼樣子?不知道。反正佛告訴我們是無形,無色、無相,摸不到,看不到。但是佛講是輪迴呀,所以有呀,為什麼沒有?你看看,差就差在這裏.佛真正講的話,靈魂都沒有,你的靈魂都沒有。那我們的心的作用不是把它當作心嗎?天上彩虹不是沒有嗎?有 啊。水上的月影有啊。月影有就有,不能說沒有啊。你認為你真的有靈魂,就是把水上的月影當作是真的,你再三撈攏始應知。再三再三想把月影撈起來.再三撈攏 之後你才知道你撈不起來。所以,修行、讀書、讀經、打坐、禮佛,做好事,不是沒有用。你非得經過這樣(身心脫落),你不死心。
 
再三撈攏。在哪裏撈攏?日常生活裏,六根門頭,你仔細關照它,仔細供養它。供養無心道人,是這個樣子。這個修行才難呀。難的要命。因為我們馬上忘掉。
 
當下即過,在緣而不在緣。木馬嘶風,泥牛出海,處處都是。這是無心道人。跳出你的思想推想。
 
連思想都沒有動,他指這個法座,代表那個本位。體用的話,他用這個“朕兆未興”表示。還沒有啟用,還沒有顯出它的用以前,一定要“借功明位”,借它發出來的這個聲音,感覺,色相,思想,觸覺香味等等,借它顯示出來的各種functions,顯示出來的各種功德,merits,功用。啊,原來是有一個,從那個位,就是本體來“借功明位”。這是第一個。另外一個呢?“影響才露,還須借位名功”。一個是要想知道位置,本體,所以借這個用來講,啊,從這個本體出來。還有一個呢?“影響才露”,有影子了,有聲音了,有思想動了,有感情動了,有氣動了,氣動了就影響,有一個相,不管是什麼,思想也可以,氣也可以,反正有個東西讓能夠察覺出來。“影響才露”,剛剛有消息出來,“還須借功明位”,這個聲音,這個色相,這個思想,這個感覺,這個氣,怎麼來的?你要借這個本體來說明它,“借位明功”。兩個都需要,一個是“借位明功’,一個是“借功明位”。
 
它從這個色聲香味觸法“啊!”忽然徹到這個本源也好,從本源一下子明白了這個功,色聲香味觸法也好,通通都是妙用。這些都是不能用想的,對不對?所以我們叫著一念相應。當下都是那麼一刻,沒有思考,沒有什麼情緒上的崇拜,都沒有,一念相應。他怎麼形容這個時候的情況?“前後際斷”。前跟後都斷掉。怎麼講前後際斷?前後際斷就是沒有時間了嘛。我們認為有時間過去,前面有時間,後面有時間,才覺得有時間在流動。前後際斷就是時間停掉了。時間停掉不是有一個時間,時間怎麼能停掉呢?前後際,前際後際斷。就是時間斷掉。時間是我們想像出來的。我們的想念裏頭有時間的流動,那個流動我們叫著時間。其實這個是我們的心把它連起來的。
 
比量,相比的那個量是心。心的作用。相本身呢?不是心現出來,眼睛怎麼現呢?沒 有東西它就現不出來。眼睛跟東西的作用是一起一起,是法界的動。不是你的心,你的心看到東西來去,上下,不是的。都是眼睛的法性的那個用,真正自然本有的 力量,跟外界“心境一如”,一起動,動的樣子如實的動,動的時候不加進這個比量,比量就是心的分析。前面的兩個相比起來,你才能夠講出這個動,來了去,那 個相本身性現的那個moment,moment,那一刻當下當下,哪有跟前面後面比?要跟前面比一定要記到前面的那個相。
 
記,心動。沒有記你怎麼知道動?但是,眼睛呢?耳朵呢?有 就顯,沒有就消失,沒有這個比量的一個,比量是相比較;相比較一定要兩個東西拿來比,但是前面已經過去了,聲音一過去就過去,你一聽後面的聲音,就一比就 說現在比較好聽,剛才不好聽.那前面的你憑想像呀。憑心的力量,妄想,我們叫著心的分別力量加進去,你才能比呀,好聽不好聽,大聲,小聲。當下那一刻有什 麼大小?沒有。這是我把借功明位,借位明功這些稍微清楚一點講,不是用頭腦,本來是這樣。我們沒有注意到就是。
 
說“將白天拿給我”。不行呀,“風吹草偃,水到渠成’,等地球跟太陽相繞到和赤道一樣,自然就出現白天啦,不是我可 以拿給你的。緣到了,自然就這樣啦。宏智禪師“風吹草偃,水到渠成”的回答,不是躲開問題,真的是這個樣子。你緣不到,就是緣不湊合,你卻希望知道佛的遞 代相傳的禪意是什麼,我自己都沒有辦法講。
 
因為習慣,念頭來了,馬上“我看到,我聽到”,什麼念頭來了,都是那個“我’在主持。“我”的意見一定進來,這個“初念際”的時侯,你妙不起來。“妙超初念際時”,那個“妙”不起來,就呵...理 論上知道,那個“我”是不對,那個是“我”想像的,你知道知道這個,但是,實際上呢,每一舉手,一投足,都有那個“我”在探討,在看。那個在帶頭,那 “妙”不起來,就在這個地方。所以“更須轉身一路”就在這裏。“體”能夠顯“用”的時侯,不要讓那個二元的“我做什麼,我看什麼”,這樣是念頭,不要加進 去。耳朵根本沒有這個念都在聽,眼睛不要有這個“我看”的念頭,它也在看。它本身本來就這樣,但是,我們的毛病就是一直有一個“我在看”,有一個“我在 聽”的那個多餘的念頭先跑出來。所以,“初念際”的時侯,你能夠將那個朕兆照用,一照,它本來是那個樣子,體用是那樣動,你不要插隊進去。
Soh

Context: A friend (“Mr M”) asked about how to practice self-enquiry. Below are his questions (lightly edited), my replies (tidied), the full text of Bassui’s letter (unaltered), two potent koans from John Tan, and links for further reading.


Mr M wrote:

I’ve been doing inquiry in two ways: (1) active — staying present during activities (e.g., doing the dishes), silently asking “Who am I?” and then resting in that; and (2) seated — sitting to inquire “Who am I?” and resting in that. I usually find I’m resting in a kind of space in my head behind everything, being aware of the body and also trying to be aware of being aware, which simply feels like nothingness.
I haven’t had time to read what you sent today before replying here. I asked because teachers like Rupert say to remain in Being as much as possible until it’s continuous, and ATR recommends at least an hour of sitting per day, saying people who don’t sit are usually full of it (paraphrasing). However, I couldn’t find your specific recommendation beyond that article.

Soh replied:

  • “Who am I” is not a verbal activity. It’s to discover what you are before all thoughts and words.
  • Read: Self Enquiry, Neti Neti and the Process of Elimination
  • Also: Tips on Self-Enquiry (Investigate “Who Am I”)
  • You are not space. Space too, is an object of perception. Neti neti (not this, not that). What is aware of it? If you’re “resting in space,” inquire further — what are you, precisely?
  • Practice recommendation: Make inquiry your dedicated practice. Do it as much as possible throughout the day, and also set aside quality sitting time (upright posture, e.g., lotus) for focused inquiry.

Please read: 

BASSUI’S LETTER TO LORD NAKAMURA — GOVERNOR OF AKI PROVINCE (full text, unchanged)

You ask me how to practice Zen with reference to this phrase from a sutra: "Mind, having no fixed abode, should flow forth." There is no express method for attaining enlightenment. If you but look into your Self-nature directly, not allowing yourself to be deflected, the Mind flower will come into bloom. Hence the sutra says: "Mind, having no fixed abode, should flow forth." Thousands of words spoken directly by Buddhas and Patriarchs add up to this one phrase. Mind is the True-nature of things, transcending all forms. The True-nature is the Way. The Way is Buddha. Buddha is Mind. Mind is not within or without or in between. It is not being or nothingness or non-being or non-nothingness or Buddha or mind or matter. So it is called the abodeless Mind. This Mind sees colors with the eyes, hears sounds with the ears. Look for this master directly!

A Zen master [Rinzai] of old says: "One's body, composed of the four primal elements can't hear or understand this preaching. The spleen or stomach or liver or gall bladder can't hear or understand this preaching. Empty-space can't understand it. Then what does hear and understand?" Strive to perceive directly. If your mind remains attached to any form or feeling whatsoever, or is affected by logical reasoning or conceptual thinking, you are as far from true realization as heaven is from earth.

How can you cut off at a stroke the sufferings of birth-and-death? As soon as you consider how to advance, you get lost in reasoning; but if you quit you are adverse to the highest path. To be able neither to advance nor to quit is to be a "breathing corpse." If in spite of this dilemma you empty your mind of all thoughts and push on with your zazen, you are bound to enlighten yourself and apprehend the phrase "Mind, having no fixed abode, should flow forth." Instantly you will grasp the sense of all Zen dialogue a well the profound and subtle meaning of the countless sutras.

The layman Ho asked Baso: "What is it that transcends everything in the universe?" Baso answered: ' I will tell you after you have drunk up the waters of the West River in one gulp.' Ho instantly became deeply enlightened. See here, what does this mean? Does it explain the phrase "Mind, having no fixed abode, should flow forth," or does it point to the very one reading this? If you still don't comprehend, go back to questioning, "What is hearing now?" Find out this very moment! The problem of birth-and-death is momentous, and the world moves fast. Make the most of time, for it waits for no one.

Your own Mind is intrinsically Buddha. Buddhas are those who have realized this. Those who haven't are the so-called ordinary sentiant beings. Sleeping and working, standing and sitting, ask yourself "What is my own Mind?" looking into the source from which your thoughts arise. What is this subject that right now perceives, thinks, moves, works, goes forth, or returns? To know it you must intensely absorb yourself in the question. But even though you do not realize it in this life, beyond a doubt you will in the next because of your present efforts.

In your zazen think in terms of neither good nor evil. Don't try to stop thoughts from arising, only ask yourself; 'What is my own Mind?" Now, even when your questioning goes deeper and deeper you will get no answer until finally you will reach a cul-de-sac, your thinking totally checked. You won't find anything within that can be called "I" or "Mind." But who is it that understands all this? Continue to probe more deeply yet and the mind that perceives there is nothing will vanish; you will no longer be aware of questioning but only of emptiness. When awareness of even emptiness disappears, you will realise there is no Buddha outside Mind and no Mind outside Buddha. Now for the first time you will discover that when you do not hear with your ears you are truly hearing, and when you do not see with your eyes you are really seeing Buddhas of the past, present, and future. But don't cling to any of this, just experience it for yourself!

See here, what is your own Mind? Everyone's Original-nature is not less than Buddha. But since men doubt this and search for Buddha and Truth outside their Mind, they fail to attain enlightenment, being helplessly driven within cycles of birth-and-death, entangled in karma both good and bad. The source of all karma bondage is delusion i.e. the thoughts, feelings, and perceptions (stemming from ignorance). Rid yourself of them and you are emancipated. Just as ash covering a charcoal fire is dispersed when the fire is fanned, so these delusions vanish once you realize your Self-nature.

During zazen neither loathe nor be charmed by any of your thoughts. With your mind turned inward, look steadily into their source and the delusive feelings and perceptions in which they are rooted will evaporate. This is not yet Self realization, however, even though your mind becomes bright and empty like the sky, you have awareness of neither inner nor outer, and all the ten quarters seem clear and luminous. To take this for realization is to mistake a mirage for reality. Now even more intensely search this mind of yours which hears. Your physical body, composed of the four basic elements, is like a phantom, without reality, yet apart from this body there is no mind. The empty-space of ten quarters can neither see nor hear; still, something within you does hear and distinguish sounds,

Who or what is it?

When this question totally ignites you, distinctions of good and evil, awareness of being or emptiness, vanish like a light extinguished on a dark night. Though you are no longer consciously aware of yourself, still you can hear and know you exist. Try as you will to discover the subject hearing, your efforts will fail and you will find yourself at an impasse. All at once your mind will burst into great enlightenment and you will feel as though you have risen from the dead, laughing loudly and clapping your hands in delight. Now for the first time you will know that Mind itself is Buddha.

Were someone to ask, "What does one's Buddha-mind look like?' I would answer: "In the tree fish play, in the deep sea bird are flying." What does this mean? If you don't understand it, look into your own Mind and ask yourself: "What is he, this master who sees and hears?"

Make the most of time: it waits for no one!

- The Three Pillars of Zen

Also: What is your very Mind right now?


"John Tan sent two potent koans to a friend -- good for contemplation.

  1. Without thoughts, tell me what is your very mind right now?

  2. Without using any words or language, how do you experience ‘I’ right now?

(In the Zen tradition, we also have, "When you're not thinking of anything good and anything bad, at that moment, what is your original face?" (Sixth Patriarch Hui-Neng), "What is the original face before your parents were born?"

A similar koan led to my initial sudden awakening in February 2010.)


Someone replied, “No mind"

That friend of ours told John Tan something similar and got 'smacked'.

John Tan: Without any thought, tell me what is your very mind now?

Friend: Void. Hollow.


John Tan: Smack your head... lol.


John Tan: Without using any words or language, how do you experience 'I' right now'?

Friend: ....something about personality, habits, opinions...


John Tan: If there is no thoughts, how can there be habits, opinions and personality? Everywhere you go, how can you miss it? Day in and day out, wherever and whenever there is, there 'you' are! How can 'you' distant yourself from 'yourself'?"

More by John Tan:

"Mahamudra, Dzogchen, Zen, whatever tradition, how are they able to deny you from yourself? So who are You?"

Self-Enquiry is called a direct path for a reason:

“Don’t relate, don’t infer, don’t think. Authenticating ‘You’ yourself requires nothing of that. Not from teachers, books, Mahamudra, Dzogchen, Zen or even Buddha, whatever comes from outside is knowledge. What that comes from the innermost depth of your own beingness, is the wisdom of you yourself.


There is no need to look for any answers. Ultimately, it is your own essence and nature. To leap from the inferencing, deducting and relating mind into the most direct and immediate authentication, the mind must cease completely and right back into the place before any formation of artificialities. If this ‘eye’ of immediacy isn’t open, everything is merely knowledge and opening this eye of direct perception is the beginning of the path that is pathless. Ok enough of chats and there have been too much words. Don’t sway and walk on. Happy journey!’


Mr. R, I have been very direct to you and it is just a simple question of what is your mind right now and nothing else. There is no other path more straightforward than that.


I have told you to put aside, all thoughts, all teachings, even Dzogchen, Mahamudra, Zen and just [asked] ‘what is your mind right now?’. Isn’t that telling you straight to the point, not wasting time and words? I have also told you whatever comes from external is knowledge, put all those aside. Wisdom comes from within yourself directly. But you have cut and pasted me all the texts, conversations, Zen, Mahamudra, Dzogchen, Madhyamaka that I have told you to put aside.


You asked me what is my advice. Still the same. Don’t go after experiences and knowledge, you have read and known enough, so return back to simplicity. Your duty is not to know more, but to eliminate all these and [get] back to the simplicity of the direct taste. Otherwise you will have to waste a few more years or decades to return back to what that is most simple, basic and direct.


And from this simplicity and directness, you then allow your nature to reveal the breadth and depth through constantly authenticating it in all moments and all states through engagement in different conditions.

So unless you drop everything and [get] back into a clean, pure, basic simplicity, there is no real progress in practice. Until you understand the treasure of simplicity and start back from there, every step forward is a retrogress.“

– John Tan, 2020"

 



Soh replied (practice pointers):

  • Neti neti. If it’s “nothingness,” that’s still an experience/idea. Before finding your Self, you have to reject all objects of consciousness as not what you are, not your true Self — neti-neti. Otherwise you keep mistaking ever-subtler phenomena for your identity and veil the Self, which is pure Beingness and Consciousness. Only by refusing these identifications can the Self stand revealed.
  • Realization is not “nothing.” When the Self is realized, it’s a certainty of Being.
  • Make inquiry your dedicated practice. Do it throughout the day, and also set aside proper sitting. Upright posture (e.g., lotus) helps prevent sleepiness.
  • Whatever appears (lights, energy, fear, vacuums) — totally fine as objects of consciousness, but keep asking: “What is conscious or aware?” What is that Source of that light of consciousness that illuminates everything? Who or What am I? Keep inquiring.

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Further reading

  • Bassui’s letters are collected in Philip Kapleau’s The Three Pillars of Zen (see the “Letters” section, incl. “To Lord Nakamura…”).
  • The phrase “mind having no fixed abode” echoes the Diamond Sūtra’s teaching on the non-abiding mind.
  • Brief bio of Bassui Tokushō (Rinzai Zen master).
Soh

Also See: Samādhi of the Treasury of Luminosity

Chinese Version of this Article:《光明藏三昧》的修行者反思 

Last Updated 18/06/2025

A Practitioner's Reflection on the Kōmyōzō Zanmai (Version 0.4)

Introduction: The Four-Fold Path of Light

The Kōmyōzō Zanmai is one of the most luminous and direct transmissions in the Zen tradition. Authored by Koun Ejō, the direct Dharma successor of Eihei Dōgen, this text is not a mere philosophical argument. It is a direct pointing to the nature of reality. In this reflection, we will explore the meticulous path to which Ejō points. While the unfolding of insight is a dynamic process and not a rigid, linear sequence, this reflection will articulate the journey through a framework of four major phases that are commonly experienced:

  1. The Foundational Realization of Pure Presence ("I AM"): The initial breakthrough of dis-identifying from the contents of mind and recognizing the timeless, formless, ever-present awareness that is the ground of all experience. While a crucial step, this can also lead to the subtle reification of this 'ground' as an ultimate, changeless Self.
  2. The Initial Non-Dual Insight (Substantialist Nonduality / "One Mind"): The realization that all phenomena are the luminous, radiant display of a single Mind. The subject-object divide collapses and is often subsumed into an ultimate Subject or 'One Mind'. While this experience of 'All as Self' is a profound initial insight into 'No-Self', it subtly reifies a metaphysical essence, as understanding is still oriented from a view based on a paradigm of inherent existence and a subtle subject-object dichotomy. This is a deviation from the ultimate Buddhist path.
  3. The Insight into Anātman (Emptiness of Self): A crucial and liberating realization that penetrates the empty, selfless nature of Mind and the agent (pudgala-nairātmya). Here, even the single, radiant Mind is seen to be empty of any inherent, independent self-nature (svabhāva). It is not a substance; rather, the knowingness is the self-knowing, dynamic, selfless, and agentless process itself, which unfolds and knows itself by itself without a knower.
  4. The Maturation of Wisdom (Twofold Emptiness): The deepening of insight to perceive the empty, dream-like, and insubstantial nature of all phenomena (dharma-nairātmya). This is the realization that not only is the self empty, but all dharmas (sights, sounds, thoughts) are also without any inherent existence, arising like illusions or mirages. This is the path of purifying the subtle "obstruction of knowledge" (jñeya-āvaraṇa) and seeing reality as it truly is—vividly apparent, yet utterly empty.

In this reflection, we will explore not only Ejō's pointing but also practical methods of self-enquiry. While we do not know the exact pedagogical tools Ejō used with his students, the methods discussed here, drawn from the broader Dharma tradition, can serve as potent tools to directly realize the profound truths to which he points.

The Prefaces: A Lineage of Reverence

The historical prefaces by Mitsuun and Menpō frame the text not as a mere book, but as a sacred relic—a direct conduit to the mind of the enlightened ancestors. Their palpable joy at its rediscovery underscores its importance. For them, these words were not just teachings about the light; they were the living transmission of the light. They establish an unbroken lineage from the ancient Buddhas to Ejō, asserting that what follows is the authentic, undiluted heart of the Dharma.

Part 1: Defining the Treasury of Light - The Luminous, Sentient Heart of Reality

Ejō begins by defining his central metaphor: the Treasury of Light (光明藏, kōmyōzō). Critically, this is not a cold, empty void. This is a universe that "has a Heart." (See: The Transient Universe has a Heart https://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2019/02/the-transient-universe-has-heart.html) Ejō’s light is not the lifeless photon of physics; it is a vibrant, intelligent, and numinous luminosity (靈光, líng guāng). This "radiance" is the very texture of reality itself, synonymous with what other traditions might call pristine consciousness or pure knowingness. It is the intrinsic clarity and wakefulness of Mind. When Zen masters speak of numinous awareness (靈知, líng zhī), they are pointing to this very same principle—an intelligent light that is not seen with the eyes, but is the very aware, noetic capacity behind seeing, hearing, and knowing. It is the sentient, aware quality that makes experience possible.

Realizing the Source: The 'I AM' Before All Things:

Ejō establishes that this Light is the "source of all Buddhas, the inherent nature of all beings, the total body of all things." This is a direct pointing towards the first crucial breakthrough on the path: the realization of the formless Source or Ground of Being. This is the insight into the "I AM" that was present before Abraham, the "Original Face before your parents were born." It is the direct, non-conceptual realization of the Mind that is prior to all sensory and conceptual experience—prior to seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting, touching and thinking.

The purpose of self-enquiry, as taught in Zen and other direct paths, is to guide the mind back to this very Source. Questions like, "Without thoughts, tell me what is your very mind right now?" are not seeking a conceptual answer like "void" or "hollow." Such answers are products of the thinking mind. The question is a tool to exhaust the intellect and create an opening for direct recognition. As Ramana Maharshi explained, the enquiry "Who am I?" is like the stick used to stir a funeral pyre—it destroys all other thoughts and is finally destroyed itself, revealing the doubtless Self that remains.

This realization is not necessarily achieved by entering deep meditative states where the senses shut down, though such states can intensify the absorption. As many masters have pointed out, it is a matter of realizing what is already, undeniably present. You exist, and you are aware that you exist. This is not just a vague or mental noticing of “Oh, I exist” but a unshakeable, doubtless realization of the Truth of Being. This dawning of a direct certainty of your own Beingness, this objectless Presence-Awareness, is the foundational realization. It is the simple, direct taste of your own essence before it is clothed in the five senses or labeled by the thinking mind.

The "All is Mind-Only" Insight (As a Subsequent, Pedagogic Tool):

After the foundational realization of the formless Source, the path often leads to a distinct, further insight that directly corresponds to the Yogācāra (Cittamātra) teaching that "the three realms are mind-only" (三界唯心). This is the realization that all external objects are nothing but luminous manifestations of one's own mind, collapsing the naive dualism of an inner self and an outer world into a single, unified field of Mind.

However, it is absolutely essential to understand the true intent of this teaching. As explained by Jamgön Mipham Rinpoche, the great Mādhyamika masters refute the Cittamātra system only when it is misunderstood. The error lies in reifying the mind as a truly existing substance. As Mipham says:

"self-styled proponents of the Cittamātra tenets, when speaking of mind-only, say that there are no external objects but that the mind exists substantially—like a rope that is devoid of snakeness, but not devoid of ropeness... they believe the nondual consciousness to be truly existent on the ultimate level. It is this tenet that the Mādhyamikas repudiate."

Cittamātra, correctly understood, is not a metaphysical assertion of a transcendental, ultimate Mind (like Brahman). Rather, it is an expedient pedagogic tool designed to break our attachment to the reality of external objects. The progressive path, as outlined by Asaṅga and echoed by Brunnhölzl, is as follows:

  1. One first understands that all phenomena are simply the mind.
  2. Subsequently, one has the experience that there is no object to be apprehended in the mind.
  3. Then, one realizes that because there is no object, neither is there a subject (a mind cognizing them).
  4. Immediately after, one attains the direct realization of Suchness, devoid of the duality of subject and object.

Jamgön Mipham Rinpoche clarifies this subtle point perfectly. He explains that while Mādhyamika masters refute a substantially existing mind, they do not refute the valid, conventional realization of a non-dual "self-illuminating gnosis." Mipham states:

"If, on the other hand, that consciousness is understood to be unborn from the very beginning (i.e. empty), to be directly experienced by reflexive awareness, and to be self-illuminating gnosis without subject or object, it is something to be established."

This "self-illuminating gnosis" is the profound ground of non-dual radiance—a direct, valid experience on the path. The critical point Mipham makes is that this gnosis is established conventionally as a valid realization while being understood as ultimately empty and unborn from the very beginning. The substantialist error, which Dōgen and all Buddhist masters refute, is to mistake this valid realization for a final truth by granting it its own independent essence, separate from the vivid, selfless self-knowing/self-luminous appearances cognized. The deeper insight into anātman deconstructs even this luminous ground, revealing that it has no inherent existence apart from its own manifestations.

The Realization of No-Attainment and Non-Arising (Mushotoku & Fushō):

Ejō’s emphasis on "no-attainment" (无所得, mushotoku) is the key that unlocks the entire path. This principle is supported by classic Zen dialectics, such as his reference to the Way being unobtainable by either 'a mind of existence' or a 'mind of non-existence' (mushin, 无心), pointing directly to the ungraspable, unfindable, and empty nature of Mind itself. The anātman insight reveals that there is no static, background consciousness or "Source" to be attained, only the dynamic, radiant foreground of appearances. As John Tan explains, this "background" is an illusion fabricated by a dualistic mind seeking something to hold on to. (Do read John Tan's article: Thusness/PasserBy's Seven Stages of Enlightenment. You can visit John Tan's website at https://atr-passerby.com/) The realization of mushotoku is the direct seeing-through of this illusion. It is not just that Mind is already here; it is that there is no "Mind" as a separate, attainable entity apart from the transient phenomena themselves. Ejō deepens this by linking it to the lack of self-nature and the fundamental principle of non-arising (不生, fushō). He quotes, "The master of mind, at ease, awakens to the fundamental non-arising of one's own mind." Because Mind is without self-nature, it was never truly "born" or "created" in the first place. Realization, therefore, is not an act of acquisition but the cessation of all seeking, which dawns when the fundamentally unobtainable and non-arisen nature of reality is directly and irrefutably seen.

Part 2: The Foundational Realization - Discovering the Ground of "I AM"

This initial breakthrough is the shift from identifying with the contents of experience to identifying with the context in which they appear—the silent, ever-present space of awareness itself. This is the numinous awareness (靈知, líng zhī). In the Kōmyōzō Zanmai, Ejō raises several points from classic Zen masters to trigger this insight by turning attention away from the object of perception and back towards the perceiver itself.

  • Linji's Pointing: "Now tell me, what is it that knows how to preach the Dharma and listen to the Dharma?"
  • The Enjoyer of Life: "Now tell me: when you piss and shit right now... whose enjoyment is this, ultimately?"

It is crucial here to distinguish between a mere glimpse or recognition of this "I AM" Presence, and its full, abiding realization. Many practitioners may experience fleeting moments of recognizing the formless witness. This is a vital first step. However, Self-Realization proper is the direct, unshakeable certainty of this Beingness, a Eureka! realization beyond all doubt of what one’s Essence or Ground of Being is. The purpose of sustained self-enquiry is to deepen these initial recognitions until they mature into an abiding, unshakable realization of Reality.

Expanded Practical Enquiry:

Finding the Listener ("I AM")

These are not questions for the intellect, but tools for direct investigation designed to transform glimpses into certainty.

Method 1: Koan and Direct Pointing (The Zen Method)

  1. Settle and Ask: Sit quietly in a comfortable posture. Allow your body and mind to settle. Become aware of the ambient sounds in the room.
  2. Turn the Question Inward: Now, with genuine curiosity, turn your attention inward and ask Linji's question: "What is it that is hearing these sounds right now?"
  3. Investigate Directly and Relentlessly: Your conceptual mind will immediately try to answer with labels. Discard them. The instruction is to find out who is the listener, or what is listening to the sound.
  4. The Realization of Objectless Presence: As you search with sustained, non-conceptual diligence, a profound recognition will dawn: you cannot find the listener as an object, however, It is undeniably present—clearly, something is aware of that sound, that awareness and presence is undeniable—but it is formless, boundless, and objectless. It has no center and no edge—it is an all-pervading pure Presence. This is not a realization of nothingness, but a direct certainty of Beingness that is simply without object. This direct, non-conceptual recognition of the formless, ever-present knower is the initial insight. Rest in this open, knowing space of Being.

Method 2: Self-Inquiry and Neti-Neti (The Vedantic Method)

  1. Systematic Negation: Ask, "Am I this body?" Feel the sensations of the body. You are the awareness of them. Conclude firmly: "Not this." Observe a thought. Ask, "Am I this thought?" You are the witness of it. "Not this."
  2. What Remains? After you have negated everything perceivable, what is left is the irreducible, undeniable, subjective sense of presence, of knowing, of being—the "I AM." Also see: Self Enquiry, Neti Neti and the Process of Elimination https://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2024/05/self-enquiry-neti-neti-and-process-of.html

A Note on Other Methods for Awakening Presence

The Song of Vajra and Sacred Sound

The principle of using sound to quiet the discursive mind and reveal presence is found in many traditions. Beyond general mantra recitation, there are more profound practices. The Song of Vajra is not merely a mantra but is revered in the Dzogchen tradition as a supreme semdzin (mind instruction).

As Chögyal Namkhai Norbu explained:

"The Song of the Vajra is like a key for all of the methods we can learn in the Dzogchen teachings... We can learn the Song of the Vajra in three different ways: through sound, where each sound represents the different functions of our chakras; through the meaning of the words, which are not easy to understand because each word is like a symbol; and through our real condition. This threefold nature of the Song of the Vajra is related to the three aspects of our existence (body, speech, and mind)."

Each syllable relates to specific energy points and functions, working on a deep level to bring the practitioner directly into the state of knowledge (rigpa). (See: https://melong.com/song-vajra-webcast-talk-adriano-clemente/) Given its profundity, this practice requires direct transmission and initiation from a qualified Dzogchen teacher. For those interested, such instructions and transmissions can be sought from teachers like Acarya Malcolm Smith (See: https://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2024/01/finding-awakened-spiritual-teacher-and.html).

There are accounts of practitioners who, after receiving the transmission, awakened to Instant Presence simply through the dedicated practice of the Song of Vajra combined with a light, non-conceptual inquiry.

Recommendations from a Dharma Friend

The following sections are based on the advice of Sim Pern Chong, a Dharma friend who has traversed similar phases of realization (from "I AM" to nonduality, anātman, and the insight into emptiness), and is offered here as a practical supplement to the self-enquiry methods. You can visit Sim Pern Chong's website at https://innerjourneylog.weebly.com/

Mindful Meditation Practice

Sim Pern Chong offers the following guidance for formal meditation, such as focusing on the breath at the tip of the nose:

  • Let go of the 'Meditator': Do not hold the thought that "I am meditating." Release the sense of a person performing an action.
  • Effortless Awareness: Simply be aware of the breath as it is. Do not control or deliberately alter its natural rhythm.
  • Posture is Key: Maintain a straight spine  (preferably unsupported by wall) and neck. Using a cushion to elevate the buttocks slightly higher than the crossed legs can facilitate this posture, which is conducive to mental clarity.
  • Abiding in the Present: The goal of these techniques is to align the mind with the immediate present moment. The 'I AM' is experienced when the mind is not grasping at thoughts of the past or future, but is abiding fully in the now. Any method that cuts off this grasping can reveal the underlying presence.
  • Eyes-Open Practice: This presence can also be experienced outside of formal meditation with eyes open. Simply look straight ahead into an open space and relax the focus. An expansive view, such as an open field, is often more conducive.

Audio-Entrainment and Brainwave Technology

A modern pedagogical approach involves using technology to induce a meditative state conducive to insight. Sim Pern Chong recommends technologies similar to Hemi-Sync, which use binaural beats.

  • How it Works: By feeding slightly different sound frequencies to each ear, the brain generates a third 'difference-tone' that can entrain its electrical activity into specific brainwave patterns (e.g., low-alpha or theta).
  • As you listen, especially during periods of silence, gently turn your focus inward. Ask the simple question, “who am I?” or "what is aware?" Don't search for an answer in words or concepts. The answer is the immediate, non-verbal knowing of awareness itself. Rest in that simple, open feeling of Being.
  • Neuro-physiological Effects: Studies suggest this can lead to 'hemispheric synchronization,' quieting the brain's Default Mode Network (DMN), which is responsible for self-referential thought and the "me-story." When this inner narrative subsides, the raw, wordless sense of 'I AM' can become more apparent.
  • A Catalyst, Not a Guarantee: It is important to view this technology as a powerful catalyst that can create a favorable physiological state for awakening, but not a guarantee. Personal intention and practice remain essential. Eckhart Tolle, for example, awakened spontaneously but later partnered with the Monroe Institute to use Hemi-Sync as an aid for his students.

Part 3: The Profound Insight into Anātman: From Non-Dual Radiance to Selfless Radiance-As-Transience

The realization of "I AM" is a profound and stable ground, but it is not the end of the Buddhist path. It can become a subtle trap—a reified "True Self" or Universal Consciousness, a view Dōgen directly refuted as the Senika heresy. The Buddhist insight into anātman goes deeper. It involves turning the light of enquiry onto Awareness and phenomena themselves, revealing them as empty of any permanent, independent, or substantial self-nature. This progression from a substantialist to an insubstantialist non-dual view is absolutely critical.

(A Pre-Anātman stage) Stage 3a: The Initial Non-Dual Insight

This first non-dual breakthrough is pointed to by "Class 2 Kōans" like Changsha's:

"Zen Master Changsha said to the assembly, 'The entire ten-direction world is the eye of a monk... the entire ten-direction world is one's own light.'"

This kōan directs the practitioner to the realization that the entire world is a seamless, luminous display of Mind. It is the insight that all appearances ARE the radiance of consciousness (心相一如). This is a profound experience of non-duality. However, as John Tan clarifies, this initial insight is often characterized by a "hyperreal" vividness. The world appears with a magical, stark clarity, but it may not yet be seen as "unreal" or empty. One can realize that "all is Mind's radiance" and still subtly cling to "Mind" or "Radiance" as a real, underlying substance—a substantialist view.

Stage 3b: The Anātman Insight - Realizing Insubstantiality of Mind and Agentlessness

The full insight into anātman requires a further step: penetrating the empty, selfless, and transient nature of Mind and the agent, even if the emptiness of all phenomena has not yet been fully realized. The Bahiya Sutta provides the ultimate instruction for this, and the two stanzas of contemplation are a direct, practical application of its wisdom. A critical warning is needed here. While this stage dismantles the illusion of an agent or a substantial Mind, if the insight into emptiness is not extended to all phenomena (the five aggregates), a subtle trap remains.

Without seeing the insubstantiality of forms, sounds, and thoughts themselves, these phenomena can appear 'hyperreal'. The initial emptying of self/Self does not necessarily lead to an illusion-like experience of reality. It does, however, allow experience to become vivid, luminous, direct, and non-dual. This first emptying may also lead a practitioner to become attached to an 'objective' world or to perceive it as physical, before the maturity of insight extends anātman into twofold emptiness (the emptiness of both self and phenomena). Even though phenomena are no longer seen as expressions of a substantial Mind (Mind is realised to be empty of an inherently existing substance), they can still be perceived as having their own inherent, momentary existence—as being truly arisen, real, or even physically solid. This is a subtle clinging to the reality of dharmas, which is only fully deconstructed as wisdom matures further (as discussed in Part 7).

Yin Ling on Mind and Meditation: The Practice of Satipatthana (The Foundation of Mindfulness)

Before we discuss contemplating the stanzas on Anatman (no-self) as a potent trigger for its realization, it is crucial to understand the correct approach. As John Tan has noted, intellectual analysis is not the path to this insight.

"It is of absolute importance to know that there is no way the stanzas can be correctly understood through inference, logical deduction, or induction. This isn't because the stanzas are mystical or transcendental, but simply because mental chatter is the wrong approach. The right technique is through Vipassana—a direct and attentive mode of bare observation that allows for seeing things as they are. It is worth noting that this mode of knowing becomes natural as non-dual insight matures; before that, it can require significant effort.” - https://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2009/03/on-anatta-emptiness-and-spontaneous.html

This section, therefore, delves into the "how-to" of this direct practice. It explains the method of Satipatthana as the means to cultivate the direct Vipassanic mode of contemplation required to realize Anatman effectively, moving beyond mere intellectual consideration.

Yin Ling previously outlined this foundational practice as follows:

“The first step in meditation is to ascertain the knowing Mind. Without this, there can be no realization. All of your experiences—the bird, the sky, a physical touch, the taste of coffee—are Mind. Once this Mind is ascertained and strengthened, it will guide you away from the "self-view" and toward realization, preventing you from getting lost. The Satipatthana Sutta is a wonderful guide for reaching this insight. It instructs us to "feel the body in the body." When practicing, do not think; simply feel.

Feel the Body Directly: Truly feel the body from inside the body. Feel a sound from within the sound itself.

Extend to All Experiences: Extend this practice to all phenomena. Feel your feelings, thoughts, and the input from all six senses directly, as they are and from within themselves. It is as if you are placing your awareness into the center of a feeling and experiencing it from the inside.

The goal of the Buddha's mindfulness practice is to transform our mind by weakening the central energy of the self and helping us realize that awareness has always been infused in our senses, not separate from them.

With correct instruction and consistent practice (e.g., two hours a day), Satipatthana will lead you to the powerful realization of no-self. The mind's energy can transform rapidly, often within 8 to 12 months.

My own path went through Vipassana, which led to a non-dual state with a strong sense of knowingness, and finally to the realization of anatta (no-self).”

Zen Master Thich Nhat Hanh explains a crucial point about this practice:

"After explaining the sixteen methods of conscious breathing, the Buddha speaks about the Four Establishments of Mindfulness and the Seven Factors of Awakening. Everything that exists can be placed into one of the Four Establishments of Mindfulness—the body, the feelings, the mind, and the objects of the mind. Another way of saying “objects of mind” is “all dharmas,” which means “everything that is.” Therefore, all of the Four Establishments of Mindfulness are objects of the mind. In this sutra, we practice full awareness of the Four Establishments through conscious breathing. For a full understanding of the Four Establishments of Mindfulness, read the Satipatthana Sutta.24


The phrases “observing the body in the body,” “observing the feelings in the feelings,” “observing the mind in the mind,” and “observing the objects of mind in the objects of mind,” appear in the third section of the sutra. The key to “observation meditation” is that the subject of observation and the object of observation not be regarded as separate. A scientist might try to separate herself from the object she is observing and measuring, but students of meditation have to remove the boundary between subject and object. When we observe something, we are that thing.


“Nonduality” is the key word. “Observing the body in the body” means that in the process of observing, you don’t stand outside your own body as if you were an independent observer, but you identify yourself one hundred percent with the object being observed. This is the only path that can lead to the penetration and direct experience of reality. In “observation meditation,” the body and mind are one entity, and the subject and object of meditation are one entity also. There is no sword of discrimination that slices reality into many parts. The meditator is a fully engaged participant, not a separate observer."

Thich Nhat Hanh, (2011-12-20T22:58:59). Awakening of the Heart. Parallax Press. Kindle Edition.

Expanded Practical Enquiry: A Unified Practice for Anātman based on the Bahiya Sutta

  • The Synergy: The Bahiya Sutta's core instruction—"In the seeing, just the seen"—encapsulates both stanzas.
    • Stanza 1: There is thinking, no thinker

There is hearing, no hearer

There is seeing, no seer

    • Stanza 2: In thinking, just thoughts

In hearing, just sounds

In seeing, just forms, shapes and colors.

(Highly recommended reading: https://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2009/03/on-anatta-emptiness-and-spontaneous.html)

As John Tan emphasized, these two aspects must be realized together for it to be a genuine insight into Anātman.

  • The Practice:
    1. Begin with a Single Perception: Settle your mind and focus on one continuous sensory experience. For example, look at a cup on a table.
    2. Apply the Bahiya Sutta's Instruction to Deconstruct the Experience:
      • Strip Away the Label: Look at the cup. The word "cup" is a learned concept. Before that label, what is your direct, empirical experience? It is a collection of colors, shapes, shadows, and reflections. That is all. Return to this raw, pre-conceptual data.
      • Contemplate the First Stanza (Agentlessness): Now, bring in the first stanza: "There is seeing, no seer." As you look at these colors and shapes, search for the independent "seer" who is doing the looking. Can you find it? You will only find the impersonal process of seeing itself. There is no agent.
      • Contemplate the Second Stanza (Non-Dual Radiance): Now, bring in the second stanza, framed by the Bahiya Sutta's radical directness: "In the seeing, just the seen." The word "just" is the key. It means there is nothing else there. The practice is to see through the illusion that there are two separate parts to vision: 1) the seer, and the act of seeing and 2) the object seen.
      • Investigate deeply: See that the “seeing” and "awareness" do not exist as something inherent or with its own essence apart from the colors; the knowing radiance IS the colors, the colors ARE the knowing radiance, and that all phenomena are not inert objects but are the self-luminous, self-knowing radiance of Mind itself. Likewise, the "seen" (the raw colors and shapes) is not a separate object "out there" being perceived by a "seeing" "in here." The visual objects ARE the colors and shapes, and these colors and shapes ARE the seeing. You never experience an "unseen color"; they are one single, indivisible process. The entire visual field is not an object to your mind; it IS the active, knowing radiance of Mind itself.

Kyle Dixon writes: "For the Buddhas, the phenomenal field does not show up as an external given, but as their very own display. This essentially means that knowing and known are not different. The known is the activity of knowing itself." Rongzom: "The buddhas and bodhisattvas are the subject, and the unmistaken authentic reality is the object. Thus, it is said in the sūtras that the subject and object are not two." Kūkai: "Though mind and color are different, their essence is the same. Color is mind; mind is color. They blend with one another without obstruction. Therefore, the knower is the known, and the known is the knower. The knower is reality, and reality is the knower."

  • The Liberating Insight of "Not Being 'With That'": The Bahiya Sutta's instruction culminates in liberation: "Then, Bahiya, as you are not thereby, you will not be therein. As you are not therein, it will be clear to you that there is no here or there or in between. This, just this, is the end of suffering." This points to the final fruit of the Hinayana path, Arhatship. The crucial, irreversible step on this path is the direct insight into anātman. When it is directly realized that seer and seeing are not anything in and of themselves apart from vision and colors, and the colors ARE the seeing, and that there is no seer, the entire foundation for a self-view (sakkāya-diṭṭhi) collapses. This direct seeing-through of the illusion of a self/Self marks the attainment of Stream-entry (Sotāpanna: See articles Meaning of Stream-Entry and Reddit post: [insight] [buddhism] A reconsideration of the meaning of "Stream-Entry" considering the data points of both pragmatic Dharma and traditional Buddhism), after which the final cessation of suffering described by the Buddha is certain when the practice of sila, samadhi, prajna is perfected and comes to complete fruition.
  • The Ultimate Collapse: It is crucial to realize in Anatman, "In hearing, no hearer" (dismantling the illusion of an agent). But as Thusness/John Tan pointed out, the final deconstruction goes even further than merely “hearing without hearer”. "In hearing, only sound. No hearing." Ultimately, even the verb "hearing" or "seeing" is a subtle conceptual overlay. The final insight collapses the entire structure. There is not even "seeing happening." as "seeing" too is without any inherent existence of its own. There is simply (self-seen/self-aware/self-knowing) radiant color. There is simply sound. The raw phenomenal datum arises agentlessly as the luminosity of Mind that is No-Mind.
  • The Realization of Anātman as Dharma Seal: When this practice matures, the insights from the two stanzas merge. This is not the achievement of some new, extraordinary peak state, but the direct realization of the Pellucid No-Self, which is simply seeing in accordance with the Dharma Seal—the way things have always already been. This realization has two key facets:
    1. Agentless Unfolding: Through contemplating "no seer," "no hearer," you directly realize that experience unfolds without a central coordinating agent or "doer." Actions happen, thoughts think, and senses sense, but no one is authoring them. This is the selfless nature of reality, always already so.
    2. Non-Dual Radiance: Through contemplating "in seeing just the seen," "in hearing just the heard," you realize that there is no "awareness", "seeing", or "hearing" apart from the colors; the colors ARE the knowing radiance, and that all phenomena are not inert objects but are the self-luminous, self-knowing radiance of Mind itself. This is the non-dual nature of reality, always already so.
  • When unified, this insight reveals reality as a seamless, agentless, and dynamic process. It is a world of verbs, not nouns. There is no "Seer" seeing a "scene," only seeing-happening, which ultimately resolves into just scenery. Everything is at zero distance, gaplessly intimate, self-seen and self-heard without duality, as the radiant knowingness of Mind that is No-Mind. This insight is profound, yet it is not the final attainment of ultimate Buddhahood but a crucial, irreversible seeing of the true nature of things. An elaboration of how life is experienced after the realization can be found in https://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2021/04/why-awakening-is-so-worth-it.html
  • The Nature of This Realization (Dōgen's View): This agentless, selfless process is not a cold, mechanical, or dead unfolding. It is the very Buddha-Nature itself in dynamic expression. This view is central to the Sōtō lineage to which Ejō was the direct successor. As Dōgen, his master, taught:

Dōgen: "Therefore, the very impermanency of grass and tree, thicket and forest is the Buddha nature... Supreme and complete enlightenment, because it is impermanent, is the Buddha nature."

The "light" of the Kōmyōzō Zanmai is not the light of a permanent, unchanging ground. It is the brilliant, radiant light of moment-to-moment arising and ceasing. The final view is not a static abiding in an unperturbed changeless Awareness; it is the dynamic, effortless, and compassionate living as this transient, radiant reality.

“Buddha-nature

For Dōgen, buddha-nature or busshō (佛性) is all of reality, "all things" (悉有).[41] In the Shōbōgenzō, Dōgen writes that "whole-being is the Buddha-nature" and that even inanimate objects (rocks, sand, water) are an expression of Buddha-nature. He rejected any view that saw buddha-nature as a permanent, substantial inner self or ground. Dōgen describes buddha-nature as "vast emptiness", "the world of becoming" and writes that "impermanence is in itself Buddha-nature".[42] According to Dōgen:

Therefore, the very impermanency of grass and tree, thicket and forest is the Buddha nature. The very impermanency of men and things, body and mind, is the Buddha nature. Nature and lands, mountains and rivers, are impermanent because they are the Buddha nature. Supreme and complete enlightenment, because it is impermanent, is the Buddha nature.[43]

Takashi James Kodera writes that the main source of Dōgen's understanding of buddha-nature is a passage from the Nirvana sutra which was widely understood as stating that all sentient beings possess buddha-nature.[41] However, Dōgen interpreted the passage differently, rendering it as follows: All are ( ) sentient beings, (衆生) all things are (悉有) the Buddha-nature (佛性); the Tathagata (如来) abides constantly (常住), is non-existent () yet existent (), and is change (變易).[41]

Kodera explains that "whereas in the conventional reading the Buddha-nature is understood as a permanent essence inherent in all sentient beings, Dōgen contends that all things are the Buddha-nature. In the former reading, the Buddha-nature is a change less potential, but in the latter, it is the eternally arising and perishing actuality of all things in the world."[41] Thus for Dōgen buddha-nature includes everything, the totality of "all things", including inanimate objects like grass, trees and land (which are also "mind" for Dōgen).[41] - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dōgen#Buddha-nature “

Part 4: Shattering the Obstacles on the Path

With this three-phase model of realization in mind, Ejō’s warnings about the pitfalls of practice become even clearer. They are precisely the errors that prevent this progression.

  • Seeking an External Light: One of the most common pitfalls, which Ejō warns against repeatedly, is to conceptualize "light" as a sensory object or a phenomenon with specific characteristics. He states that this luminosity "is not blue, yellow, red, white, or black." He then describes how "foolish people," upon hearing the word "light," immediately begin to search for something akin to "the glow of a firefly, like lamplight, like the luminosity of the sun, moon, gold, or jade." This act of objectifying the light is a fundamental error. It keeps the practitioner trapped as a "seeker" looking for a "sought" object, reinforcing the very subject-object duality they are trying to transcend. By looking for a radiance "out there" to be perceived, one misses the crucial point: the true light is the formless, ever-present knower itself. Therefore, seeing through this trap is the essential first step, requiring one to abandon the search for any special appearance and instead turn the faculty of awareness back upon itself to realize the "I AM" presence directly.
  • The Trap of Stillness (The "State" vs. "Principle" Error): Mistaking a quiet mental state for realization is a common pitfall. This is often confusing a dull, non-conceptual state for the vibrant, clear light of pristine awareness. The "I AM" is not a dull blankness; it is bright, luminous knowingness and pure Presence.
  • The Reification of Consciousness: This is a subtle trap that inevitably arises, beginning with the foundational "I AM" realization up to the initial non-dual insight (pre-anatta, substantialist nondual phase of realisation). The practitioner may feel they have found the "True Mind" or Universal Consciousness and reify it into a new, subtle identity. This is why the deeper anātman enquiry is necessary—to deconstruct this final, subtle "Self," not the egoic self but the Great Self with a capital ‘S’.

Part 5: The Flame Sermon - Reality as Non-Dual, Total Radiance

The metaphor of the "great mass of fire" (大火聚, daikaju), which Ejō invokes, is a powerful and direct pointer to the nature of non-dual radiance as appearance.

  • A Total, Immersive Field: A great fire is an all-encompassing reality. It is not an object that one can stand apart from and observe. To approach it is to be enveloped by its heat and light. This illustrates that there is no standpoint from which one can observe reality. The deeper truth of anātman is that there is no "one" to be apart, nor an "it" to be apart from.
  • The Radiance and Directness of Appearance: This provides the perfect context for Yunmen's famous answer. When asked, "What is this luminosity of yours?", he doesn't point to a mystical source or offer a philosophical concept. He points directly at the "great mass of fire" that is the raw, vivid, phenomenal world right in front of everyone: "The monks' hall, the Buddha hall. The kitchen, the storehouse, the temple gate." The kitchen is the fire. The temple gate is the fire. The luminosity is not hidden behind these appearances; the appearances themselves, in their direct and undeniable presence, ARE the luminosity. The "great mass of fire" is not a symbol for anything else; it is a direct pointer to the totality and immediacy of the radiant phenomenal field itself. It is the inescapable, all-encompassing Treasury of Light.

Part 6: The Life of Realization - "The Person of Old"

The "person of old" (旧时人, kyūjinin) is the one who lives from this integrated, anātman understanding. The distinction between a substantial Mind and the world has vanished.

  • Effortless Functioning (无为, wúwéi): This person is "like a great dead man" because the separate, striving ego-agent is dead. Yet they are fully alive and responsive. Their actions are not decided upon; they flow spontaneously from the totality of the situation. This is the effortless action that arises when there is no "one" standing apart to calculate or contrive.
  • The World as Selfless, Radiant Process: For this person, the world is no longer an external object being perceived by an internal subject. The colors on the mountains, the changing of seasons, the feeling of the breath—all are direct, immediate, and selfless expressions of the one, dynamic, radiant reality. There is no longer a "me" seeing a "flower." There is only the sentient, selfless verb of flowering-seeing.

Part 7: The Path After Anātman - Practice-Enlightenment and the Two Wings

The profound insight into anātman is not a final endpoint, but a crucial gateway. It marks the end of the seeker and the path of deliberate "how-to" practice in one sense, but it is the beginning of a different, deeper mode of practice in another. It is a grave error to conclude that because there is no-self, there is nothing to do. The correct understanding is the opposite: because there is no fixed self, there is only the ongoing flow of ignorance and afflicted activities that need to be addressed. The insight into anātman becomes the very motivation for continued, correctly-oriented practice.

Practice-Enlightenment (修証一如, shushō-ittō): This is where Dōgen's core teaching becomes the living reality of the practitioner. The insight into anātman reveals that there was never a separation between practice and enlightenment to begin with. Practice is not a means to an end (a future enlightenment). Rather, every moment of rightly-oriented practice, such as shikantaza (just sitting), IS the direct expression and actualization of awakening and Buddha-nature. This is what Dōgen's teacher Rujing meant by "dropping off body and mind"—it is not a goal to be achieved, but the very act of zazen itself, free from the coverings of desire and delusion. (As per Wikipedia): To study the Buddha Way is to study the self. To study the self is to forget the self. To forget the self is to be actualized by myriad things. When actualized by myriad things, your body and mind as well as the bodies and minds of others drop away. No trace of enlightenment remains, and this no-trace continues endlessly.

The Two Wings of Wisdom (Prajñā) and Compassion (Karuṇā): The post-anātman path is often described as the cultivation of the two wings of a bird, which must be in balance for flight.

  • The Maturation of Wisdom: The focus of practice after the initial anātman insight shifts from acquiring a realization to the natural functioning and maturation of wisdom (prajñā). This is not a passive process but an ongoing, dynamic authentication of the truth in every moment. This maturation involves deepening the understanding of twofold emptiness—the emptiness of both person (pudgala-nairātmya) and all phenomena (dharma-nairātmya). This can be understood through the complementary dimensions of "-a" and "+a" emptiness.

    Also see https://atr-passerby.com/ and https://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2023/08/compilation-of-post-anatta-advise.html for pointers to trigger such insights experientially.

1. -a: The Deconstructive Insight into the Emptiness of Phenomena

This is the direct seeing into the insubstantial and illusory nature of all reality. It is the profound wisdom that deconstructs the nature of whatever dependently originates. This "Freedom from Elaborations" (niṣprapañca) is achieved by seeing that whatever dependently originates has such a nature: a lack of self-nature (svabhāva); a non-arisen nature (anutpāda); an illusoriness (māyā); and freedom from the eight conceptual extremes (Arising/Ceasing, Permanent/Annihilation, Coming/Going, One/Many). When it is directly seen that all phenomena are empty in this profound way, the mind's tendency to proliferate conceptual fabrications (prapañca) collapses. Buddhahood does not block conceptuality; as Ācārya Malcolm Smith notes, Dzogchen root texts state that a Buddha still employs conceptual designations yet never mistakes them for intrinsically or independently existent things. This accords with Nāgārjuna’s famous verse (MMK 24.18) that ‘whatever is dependently arisen is emptiness—that, being a dependent designation, is itself the Middle Way.’ John Tan echoes the same point in his commentaries, emphasising that conceptuality continues to function but are recognised as dependent designations and non-arisen (empty and free from extremes). Contemporary Zen masters I’ve met have reiterated similar points.

Ejō illustrates this "-a" insight perfectly by drawing on Mahayana sutras, pointing to the empty, signless, and illusory nature of all things:

"Secret Master, all dharmas are signless, meaning they are of the characteristic of empty space... the Mahāyāna practitioner gives rise to the mind of the unconditioned vehicle; dharmas are without self-nature. Why is that? Just as those practitioners of old, observing the skandhas and ālaya[-vijñāna], knew their self-nature to be like an illusion, a mirage, a reflection, a spinning wheel of fire, a gandharva's city."

2. +a: The Functional Insight of Dependent Arising in Action

While the "-a" insight deconstructs reality to reveal its empty nature, the "+a" insight sees how that very emptiness functions as the living, expressive, and radiant unfolding of the world. This is "Total Exertion": the realization that in each moment, the entire web of interdependent existence is fully present and exerting itself as that single appearance.

Critically, as John Tan and the provided texts caution, this must not be mistaken for the reification of a "Whole" as a substantial entity. The very paradigm of 'parts and wholes' is a conceptual trap that total exertion transcends. It does not mean a part (a flower) is contained within a larger, static Whole. Rather, the flower is the entire web of interdependent conditions functionally expressing itself in that moment. There is no 'Whole' as a noun or truly existing entity; there is only the selfless, dynamic functioning of the all, without any underlying substance or container.

Dōgen's passage from the Genjōkōan masterfully illustrates this "+a" functional insight. He begins by using the boat analogy to explain the mistaken perception of a fixed self, then expands it to show how the empty rower, boat, and world function as one undivided activity of total exertion:

"If one riding in a boat watches the coast, one mistakenly perceives the coast as moving. If one watches the boat [in relation to the surface of the water], then one notices that the boat is moving. Similarly, when we perceive the body and mind in a confused way and grasp all things with a discriminating mind, we mistakenly think that the self-nature of the mind is permanent. When we intimately practice and return right here, it is clear that all things have no [fixed] self.

Life is just like riding in a boat. You raise the sails and you row with the oar. Although you row, the boat gives you a ride and without the boat no one could ride. But you ride in the boat and your riding makes the boat what it is.

Investigate a moment such as this. At just such a moment, there is nothing but the world of the boat. The sky, the water, and the shore all are the boat's moment, which is not the same as a moment that is not the boat's. When you ride in a boat, your body and mind and the environs together are the undivided activity of the boat. The entire earth and the entire sky are the undivided activity of the boat."

Synthesizing Wisdom: Seeing the Dream-Like Nature of Vivid Reality

The ultimate maturation of wisdom involves holding these two insights—the empty, illusory nature of things (-a) and their vivid, functional appearance (+a)—as an inseparable unity. This is precisely what Dōgen pointed to when describing the dream-like relativity of all things. In his Mountains and Waters Sutra, he illustrates that there is no absolute, independently existing reality:

Dōgen: "Not all beings see mountains and waters in the same way... Hungry ghosts see water as raging fire... Dragons and fish see water as a palace... Human beings see water as water... There is no original water."

There is no objectively "real" water, only the contextual, dependently arisen experience of "water-seeing." This vivid yet empty presence is like a dream. As Dōgen further clarifies, this dream is not a dull or sleepy state: “The entire world, crystal-clear everywhere, is a dream; and a dream is all grasses [things] clear and bright... Never mistake this, however, for a dreamy state.”

As John Tan clarifies, the maturation of wisdom requires integrating these two intertwined insights:

"Tasting the 'realness' of what appears and what appears is nothing real are two different insights... It is not only realizing mere appearances are just one's radiance clarity but that empty clarity is like a rainbow. Beautiful and clearly appears, but nothing 'there' at all. These two aspects are very important: 1. Very 'vivid', pellucid, and 2. Nothing real. Tasting either one will not trigger the 'aha' realization."

This entire process of maturation corresponds to the Mahayana path of purifying the "obstruction of knowledge" (jñeya-āvaraṇa). Ejō concludes this point by warning that mistaking any view for a final reality is a trap: “Clearly know that within the Treasury of Luminosity of the unconditioned vehicle, there is no self-nature and no views. Self and views are different names for demonic apparitions.”

John Tan wrote over a decade ago,

”Hi David, I see that you are expressing what I called the +A and –A of emptying.

(+A)

When you cook, there is no self that cooks, only the activity of cooking. The hands moves, the utensils act, the water boils, the potatoes peels… here there is no room for simplicity or complications, the “kitchen” went beyond it’s own imputation and dissolved into the activity of cooking and the universe is fully engaged in this cooking.

(-A)

30 years of practice and 23 years of kitchen life is like a passing thought.
How heavy is this thought?
The whereabouts of this thought?
Taste the nature of this thought.
It never truly arises.”

  • The Arising of Great Compassion: This deepening of wisdom is what gives rise to true, great compassion (mahākaruṇā). As Rujing clarified to Dōgen, the zazen of a Buddha is different from that of an arhat because it is grounded in great compassion and the vow to save all beings. This compassion is not a moralistic choice or a sentimental feeling, but the spontaneous, unobstructed, and natural expression of wisdom in action. When the boundary between self and other is truly seen as illusory, the well-being of another is no longer separate from one's own. This active compassion is the antidote to the pitfall of a dry, sterile "emptiness sickness," allowing one to live out the implications of non-separation in the world.

This continued path is the inseparable union of these two wings, a dynamic unfolding where practice becomes the effortless expression of enlightenment itself.

Conclusion: The Living Light of Practice-Enlightenment

Koun Ejō's Kōmyōzō Zanmai provides more than a map to a destination; it charts the entire territory of liberation. The path guides the practitioner through a profound sequence of deconstruction: from discovering the foundational ground of Presence, to seeing the world as Mind's radiant display, and finally, to the crucial insight into anātman which dissolves even that ground into a selfless, agentless, and radiantly impermanent process.

Yet, as Ejō and his master Dōgen make clear, this ultimate insight is not a sterile endpoint but a vital gateway. It is the end of the seeker, but the true beginning of practice-enlightenment (shushō-ittō), where every action becomes the living expression of awakening. The "Treasury of Light" is fully realized not in a static abiding, but in the dynamic flight of the two wings of wisdom and compassion. Wisdom matures to see the dream-like emptiness within the vivid, pellucid display of reality, while great compassion arises as the spontaneous, functional expression of non-separation. Thus, the light is not merely realized; it is lived. To engage with this text is to be invited not just to find the light, but to become its ceaseless, compassionate, and wise unfolding in the world.