Can't download from ebox, is there another option for download?

yes, thanks. realised that Chrome or older versions of Explorer doesn't work on box.net Had to download Firefox

after i read the conversations and some others, experienced a clarity and brightness for the whole night, and even vaguely during sleep (couldn't sleep deeply) and next morning but did not last anything beyond. I think u will call it luminosity or awareness. But there is still duality.

Yes, this is luminosity the sense of self is still there. Don't attach to the clarity, as Thusness and the Zen masters would advice, when sleep just sleep!