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Our AtR group admin Juliette Paul wrote in 2022:

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More pieces falling into place regarding Dogen's expression of Ocean-Reflection Samadhi/Total Exertion. From this post: http://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2011/03/is-is.html
In the sutra, the Buddha describes his “body” as consisting of the “arising” and “vanishing” of myriad dharmas. He also asserts that he does not “speak of this body,” which is the arising and vanishing of myriad dharmas, as “the arising and vanishing of an ‘I’.” Here, Dogen quotes the Buddha as going on to explain that:
“A preceding thought-moment and a succeeding thought-moment do not anticipate each other; a preceding dharma and a succeeding dharma do not oppose each other. This is known as the ocean-reflection samadhi” Shobogenzo, Kaiin-zammai, Hee-Jin Kim, Flowers of Emptiness, p.166
For one thing, Dogen’s viewpoint differs significantly from the standard Huayen model in his emphasis on the unity of existence and time (uji; existence-time). This is seen in the present case by Dogen’s attention to the fact that preceding and succeeding “moments,” and “dharmas,” do not anticipate each other – thus the nondual nature of moments (time) and dharmas (existent forms) are underscored.
The non-duality of experience and time became clear. It became clear that the body of the buddha was all time-existence. In fact every moment, was the entire body, including all other moments. It was clear that this entire experience is and always has been the body of the buddha.
After realizing this, I remembered my first glimpse of total exertion where every moment in my life had been culminating up to this moment right now and in fact was buddha all the way down.
Then I thought of Avalokiteshvara with the thousand arms and I realized that my entire life, every "this" had been an arm of his working towards realization through this form. In fact the totality of moments was the body of Avalokiteshvara, as well as the body of all the Buddhas. Empty holographic bodies, appearing as flickering sensations, everywhere all at once. Which buddha appeared for you depended on how you looked at it. In this way, the total exertion is all of these and many many more, none of them blocking any of the others.
This is really hard to describe but I was looking at the world around me as the buddha for awhile. Feels like what those descriptions of experiencing your daily life as pure buddha fields might be referencing.
I'll leave you with a later passage from that blog post:
Thus, the “arising of dharmas” (the myriad particular things of experience) is itself “the one” totality of existence-time which is itself the whole, real, ever advancing body-mind of Buddha at each (and every) particular moment of existence-time. In other words, the totality of “myriad” dharmas right now are - as they are - the “one” body-mind of Buddha right now. This “body-mind” is immediately “cast off” and the new totality of myriad dharmas is fully exerted as the one body-mind of Buddha, which is immediately cast off as the “body-mind of Buddha” ceaselessly advances into novelty – This! Now this! Now this! Now this!

The “body-mind” of the Buddha (or Universe) that is manifested or actualized with each now total exertion “contains” or is “inclusive of” all previous total exertions (body-minds of Buddha) which, being “real dharmas” occupy dharma-positions (specific coordinates of space-and-time; uji, existence time), and therefore are “one of the myriad dharmas” that constitute the body-mind of Buddha here and now (i.e. their particular instance of existence forms part of the “fabric” of this particular instance of existence). Also, the “body-mind” of the Buddha here and now “contains” or is “inclusive of” all future total exertions (body-minds of Buddha) which, being “real potentials” are, and must be “real dharmas,” hence, actually present here and now. Thus, Dogen’s teaching, “Nothing in the whole universe has ever been concealed.”

One thing this means is that the body-mind of Buddha is directly perceptible here and now. The Buddha (thus our “self”) is nothing more, or less, than each and every particular thing and event of our experience here and now. As the masters say, “Truly seeing a mote of dust is truly seeing the whole universe.” In Dogen’s terms, “When one side (a dust mote) is illumined, the other side (the totality of space and time) is dark” (“dark” as in “shadowed,” or “eclipsed” – thus “dark” denotes presence not absence).
Soh

 

I was reading an AtR blog post(1) about total exertion when something clicked for me.
Walking on the street, you look at the traffic and maneuver your way to reach your destination, the traffic and people walking are as much an inseparable part of the activity which you call 'your walking', each moment of walking is doing together action with all conditions.
Reading the phrase "your walking", made me realize that the reason total exertion hasn't been apparent is because of lingering attribution of activities as personal. There is nothing in this activity that draws a line between the movement of my feet and the pavement under them. Or between other bodies walking and this body walking in sync so they don't bump into each other. The whole thing is the walking, no way to separate any part of it from the rest.
I used to get stuck contemplating this, blocking beliefs would come up like: "There are many activities going on right now, and they are separate and distinct. My walking, your walking, bird chirping". Nope! There is just this activity, and it is all! We call it our walking and try to draw lines of separation around our activities, but in experience it is all there. None of it is personal or separate.
I've noticed at this phase in my practice, I get glimpses of how particular beliefs are shaping my experience in real time. This used to be something I would contemplate to understand where the cognitive distortions are, but now it shows up as an intuition and letting go happening on its own.
Just a quick sharing of some of my thoughts here in case it helps someone
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What is Total Exertion?
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  • Noah Starbuck
    Thanks for sharing this. I think I can relate.
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  • Yin Ling
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    Yes!
    Frank yang in his video used the word “being rendered” all at once.
    And each rendering / total manifestation is never alike each fraction of a second, constantly morphing, morphing and morphing ..😁
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    • Juliette Paul
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      Yin Ling This reminds me of something I read a long time ago before I really understood what all this awakening stuff was about. The quote loosely was "Just this moment, never again"
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  • Tan Jui Horng
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    Reality is like a big semi-dried blob of glue. You can't pick at any part without the whole blob coming along 😆
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  • Mr. DL
    Thats fantastic yes! I love my afternoon walks with the trees birds and flora. Walking meditation is so underrated.
    No distance between objects, no separation, go bigger! The entire cosmos is being rendered in that moment morphing from emptiness yet infinitely full of love. The infinite intelligence is awe inspiring - yet whom is there to be inspired?
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  • Tony Taylor
    Juliette Paul. Thanks for sharing all your insights. You definitely have and continue to help me.
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  • Sudden Awakenings
    Yes, I totally relate to this. Sometimes I get lost in the Buddhist jargon of certain descriptions used in AtR, but when someone puts it into natural everyday language like this it makes perfect sense. Before reading this post I would not have said I experience total exertion, but now it’s obvious that I am. The blog post made me think I had to look for some exalted mystical state, but it’s really just so ordinary. ❤️