Also See: Importance of Radiance and Luminosity / Luminosity in Pali Canon
Translation: (Thai) เจ็ดขั้นตอนและพุทธศาสนาเถรวาท (และประเพณีพุทธศาสนาอื่นๆ)? - Seven Stages and Theravada (and other Buddhist traditions)?
Soh: Hi, i think this will interest you on the various stages of awakening and depths of nondual awareness and its nature, anatman vs brahman etc : http://awakeningtoreality.blogspot.com/2007/03/thusnesss-six-stages-of-experience.html
Also, the 'not-born' etc of the Nibbana suttas is not talking about a metaphysical essence, as explained in http://awakeningtoreality.blogspot.com/2018/01/the-deathless-in-buddhadharma.html
Mr. B: Hello, I believe the link you've sent about six stages of experience is rather skewed to Zen Buddhism, while my personal practice is skewed to Theravada Buddhism.
It's very centered in the idea of Sunyata, while Theravada Buddhism doesn't place much emphasis on it. Our form of meditation and contemplation is more towards developing samadhi and investigation on mental afflictions (kilesa).
Soh: it is very relevant to theravada, and it is what truly awakened practitioners of theravada, mahayana and vajrayana go through. for example
ajahn brahmavamso criticised that in theravada, a lot of high monks actually realised the poo roo (I AM) but fall into eternalist views no different from hinduism. ajahn brahmavamso went through I AM himself before the anatta realisation he spoke of (such as in https://www.dhammatalks.net/Books6/Ajahn_Brahm_BAHIYA_S_TEACHING.htm )
many teachers in the thai forest tradition teach and realise the I AM (even if they dont call it by that name, it call the radiant citta, which they see as unchanging and separate from the transient aggregates. its the exact same realisation)
i can name many names, i think almost all of them lol
even ajahn maha boowa who claimed to be arahant, i would say, have not overcome subtle eternalist views. his journey was more from I AM into one mind, nondual awareness but still seen as unchanging and distinct from aggregates. thats like from thusness stage 1 then end up in stage 4 but not stage 5 anatta
personally i've been through the 7 stages myself and thusness is my mentor
Mr. B: I've only heard of Ajahn Maha Boowa who teaches eternal citta, but Ajahn Chah doesn't
Q: Is this mind you are talking about called the 'Original Mind'?
Ajahn Chah: What do you mean?
Q: It seems as if you are saying there is something else outside of the conventional body-mind (five khanda). Is there something else? What do you call it?
Ajahn Chah: There isn't anything and we don't call it anything -- that's all there is to it! Be finished with all of it. Even the knowing doesn't belong to anybody, so be finished with that, too! Consciousness is not an individual, not a being, not a self, not an other, so finish with that -- finish with everything! There is nothing worth wanting! It's all just a load of trouble. When you see clearly like this then everything is finished.
I see, wow 7 stages, may I ask how long did it take?
I think I'll give it a shot man, thanks
Last week I just came to realize that I didn't contemplate on anatta as much as how I contemplate to anicca
I'll take your words for it and will start to use it for my practice, thanks
Soh: hmm would rather not like to comment on ajahn chah, my impression of his writings is he is skewed more towards I AM ( http://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2021/09/nondual-clarity-vs-dissociation.html ) and although he spoke of anatman its actually more what i call the 'impersonality' aspect ( http://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2021/07/this-is-impersonality-aspect-not-anatta.html )
however it is true that some of those students of his, like ajahn brahmavamso, and another one here ajahn nyanamoli thero http://www.awakeningtoreality.com/search/label/Ajahn%20Nyanamoli%20Thero has realised anatta
also it doesnt mean someone doesn't realise anatta means their teachings are not valid. they can still be very helpful and important. in fact i often suggest and advise people to go through the I AM first. it brings out the luminosity aspect of mind
"I see, wow 7 stages, may I ask how long did it take?" - i realised anatta (stage 5) about 6 years from the time i knew of john tan, although i have attended dharma talks for a few years prior that
the following 6 and 7 is just extending that insight to all phenomena, another few years
i'm not however claiming to be fully enlightened, i'm not an arahat or buddha by scriptural criterias
i often tell people that most people's idea of stream entry is wrong. there's a lot of confusion about what stream entry is. it requires insight into anatman and dependent origination. means at least thusness stage 5 and above.
this is well explained in one of the top voted threads in the stream entry subreddit https://www.reddit.com/r/streamentry/comments/igored/insight_buddhism_a_reconsideration_of_the_meaning/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf%20
http://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2020/08/insight-buddhism-reconsideration-of.html
but even within that subreddit there is very much a lack of clarity. i only liked that thread i pasted lol
Mr. B: Wow this is a very long read. I'll get back to you once I've finished reading them.
May I ask specifically which text brings you to view Ajahn Chah as belonging to the "I AM" perspective?
Soh: overall many excerpts.. there are some excerpts in the link i pasted above so you'll see what i mean
Mr. B: But the thing with Ajahn Brahm is that he have a very controversial view of jhana, and I don't think I want to start talking about the jhana wars lol
Soh: like the oil and water for example and many others
yeah
i dont follow ajahn brahm style on jhanas
he overfocused too much on developing jhanas first before insight. while it may work for him and some monks, it does not suit most lay practitioners.
but he teach it as if that approach is the only way or best way
but i think he realised anatta
as in [i don't agree with the notion of] very very deep jhanas as necessary prerequisite for insight
but i'm not saying jhanas are totally unimportant either, in fact it has its place even in mahayana and vajrayana - http://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2018/09/dzogchen-meditation-and-jhana.html
Mr. B: I was taught that 1st jhana is important before starting vipassana
Soh: it helps to have a stable shamatha as foundation
Mr. B: True.
Soh: ok i gtg.. one last link i want to share, when it comes to vipassana part, the insight is impt : https://awakeningtoreality.blogspot.com/2018/12/vipassana-must-go-with-luminous.html
Mr. B: Hmm i see. Anyways, thanks for the great recommendations man
Soh: You’re welcome :) p.s. im soh, co author of the blog
Mr. B: Ahh I see, no wonder you're so fond of the website lol
Soh: Lol
Mr. B: Mind if I ask some questions if I happen to have any obstacles or uncertainty about these practices?
Soh: Sure
Mr. B: Thanks for sharing this
http://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2007/03/thusnesss-six-stages-of-experience.html
It's really beautiful. I now realized the reason why I stopped contemplating on Anatta;
It's because I understood it already lol. I think due to 0 exposure to Hinduism, my Bhante have set me on the fifth stage ever since the beginning. I remember shortly after listening to his talk, I then contemplated, on who is the do-er, if there is anatta, on who experiences if there is anatta.
I then started to research, on what is being reborn, if there is no atta.
The moment I realized it's all just a series of phenomenas, and the nature of all phenomena is actually emptiness, as well as the fact that there is no fundamental self that can be found in them. I found peace and assurance.
Really glad someone out there realized this too. I believe many have reached this level of realization, but most are unable to put it into words. Then again, thank you for sharing this. Throughout reading the entire thing, I just felt gladness, with a slight grin on my face "Hmm, this guy gets it". Again, thanks.
Soh: no, actually anatta realization is incredibly rare
what you had is more of an inferential understanding
what john tan and i are talking about is direct realization
i've had inferential understanding of anatta four years before the realization of anatta took place
the experience following anatta realization is night and day
i wrote:
http://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2021/04/why-awakening-is-so-worth-it.html
Why awakening is so worth it
From time to time, people ask me why should they seek awakening. I say, awakening will be the best thing that happen in your life, I guarantee it. It is worth whatever effort you put into it. You won't regret it. Or as Daniel M. Ingram said, "Would I trade this for anything? Maybe world peace, but I would have to think about it. Until then, this totally rocks, and missing out on it would be barking crazy from my point of view."
What is it like? I can only give a little preview, an excerpt of what I wrote taken from the AtR guide:
"Personally, I can say from direct experience that direct realization is completely direct, immediate, and non-intellectual, it is the most direct and intimate taste of reality beyond the realm of imagination. It far exceeds one’s expectations and is far superior to anything the mind can ever imagine or dream of. It is utter freedom. Can you imagine living every moment in purity and perfection without effort, where grasping at identity does not take hold, where there is not a trace or sense of 'I' as a seer, feeler, thinker, doer, be-er/being, an agent, a 'self' entity residing inside the body somewhere relating to an outside world, and what shines forth and stands out in the absence of a 'self' is a very marvellous, wondrous, vivid, alive world that is full of intense vividness, joy, clarity, vitality, and an intelligence that is operating as every spontaneous action (there is no sense of being a doer), where any bodily actions, speech and thoughts are just as spontaneous as heart beating, fingernails growing, birds singing, air moving gently, breath flowing, sun shining - there is no distinction between ‘you are doing action’/’you are living’ and ‘action is being done to you’/’you are being lived’ (as there is simply no ‘you’ and ‘it’ - only total and boundless spontaneous presencing).
This is a world where nothing can ever sully and touch that purity and perfection, where the whole of universe/whole of mind is always experienced vividly as that very purity and perfection devoid of any kind of sense of self or perceiver whatsoever that is experiencing the world at a distance from a vantagepoint -- life without ‘self’ is a living paradise free of afflictive/painful emotions, where every color, sound, smell, taste, touch and detail of the world stands out as the very boundless field of pristine awareness, sparkling brilliance/radiance, colorful, high-saturation, HD, luminous, heightened intensity and shining wonderment and magicality, where the surrounding sights, sounds, scents, sensations, smells, thoughts are seen and experienced so clearly down to the tiniest details, vividly and naturally, not just in one sense door but all six, where the world is a fairy-tale like wonderland, revealed anew every moment in its fullest depths as if you are a new-born baby experiencing life for the first time, afresh and never seen before, where life is abundant with peace, joy and fearlessness even amidst the apparent chaos and troubles of life, and everything experienced through all the senses far surpasses any beauty previously experienced, as if the universe is like heaven made of glittering gold and jewels, experienced in complete gapless directness without separation, where life and the universe is experienced in its intense lucidity, clarity, aliveness and vivifying presence not only without intermediary and separation but without center and boundaries - infinitude as vast as an endless night sky is actualized every moment, an infinitude that is simply the vast universe appearing as an empty, distanceless, dimensionless and powerful presencing, where the mountains and stars on the horizon stands out no more distant than one’s breath, and shines forth as intimately as one’s heartbeat, where the cosmic scale of infinitude is actualized even in ordinary activities as the entirety of the universe is always participating as every ordinary activity including walking and breathing and one’s very body (without a trace of an ‘I’ or ‘mine’) is as much the universe/dependent origination in action and there is nothing outside of this boundless exertion/universe, where the purity and infinitude of the marvellous world experienced through being cleansed in all doors of perception is constant. (If the doors of perception were cleansed every thing would appear to man as it is: Infinite. For man has closed himself up, till he sees all things thro' narrow chinks of his cavern. - William Blake)
You know all the Mahayana Sutras (e.g. Vimalakirti Sutra), old Zen talks about seeing this very earth as pure land and all the Vajrayana talks about the point of tantra as the pure vision of seeing this very world, body, speech and mind in its primordial unfabricated purity as the Buddha field, palace, mandala, mantra and deity? Now you truly get it, you realise everything is really just like that when experienced in its primordial purity and perfection, and that the old sages have not been exaggerating at all. It is as much a literal and precise description of the state of consciousness as it is a metaphor. As I told John Tan before, Amitabha Sutra’s description of pure land resembles my living experience here and now. “To me it just means anatta. When what’s seen, tasted, touched, smelled are in clean purity, everywhere is pure land.” - John Tan, 2019. "If one is free from background self, all manifestations appear in clean purity in taste. Impurities from what I know come from mental constructions." – John Tan, 2020
This is a freedom that is free from any artificially constructed boundaries and limitations. And yet, this boundlessness does not in any way lead to the dissociation from one’s body, instead one feels more alive than ever as one’s very body, one grows ever more somatic, at home and intimate as one’s body. This is not a body normally conceived of, as the boundaries of an artificially solidified body that stands separated from the universe, dissolve into energetic streams of aliveness dancing and pulsating throughout the body in high energy and pleasure, as well as sensations of foot steps, movement, palm touching an object, where the body is no longer conflated with a constructed boundary of ‘inside’ and ‘outside’, ‘self’ or ‘other’, where no trace of an ‘inside’ and an ‘outside’ can be found in one’s state of consciousness - there’s only one indivisible, boundless and measureless world/mind - only this infinitude of a dynamic and seamlessly interconnected dance that we call ‘the universe’. This is better than any passing peak experiences be they arisen spontaneously, in meditation or through the use of psychedelic substances. And yet, despite experiencing life to it fullest every moment without any veils, in complete openness and utter nakedness, nothing gains a foothold in consciousness, for as vivid as they are, they leave no trace just as a bird leaves no tracks in the sky, an empty and lucid display such as a gust of wind and the glittery reflections of moon on the ocean waves - appearing but nothing ‘there’ or anywhere. All these words and descriptions I just wrote came very easily and spontaneously in a very short time as I am simply describing my current state of experience that is experienced every moment. I am not being poetic here but simply being as direct and clear as possible about what is immediately experienced. And this is only a figment that I am describing. If I were to tell you more of what this is like, you would not believe it. But once you enter this gateless realm you shall see that words always pale in comparison."
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also
there are different faces and degrees of self/Self http://awakeningtoreality.blogspot.com/2020/04/different-degress-of-no-self-non.html
Mr. B:
Hmm I see. Yea the realization you had and mine is as clear as a day. I think what you experience is what Sakyamuni Buddha said in Vimalakirti Sutra that if you just realize it, this place we're living now is actually Sakyamuni Buddha's Pureland.
Is there any post you have to direct inferential understanding of anatta to the realization of anatta? Or is there any specific technique I should try out?
Soh:
usually i recommend going through all the 7 stages as elaborated in the AtR guide in my blog
but specifically on anatta, i just posted today on the DhO forum:
Soh Wei Yu, modified 8 Hours ago.
RE: How to experience non-self?
Posts: 42 Join Date: 2/13/21 Recent Posts
You are only experiencing the non-doership aspect of no-self but there are more faces of self/Self and it is not yet the realisation of anatta. See http://awakeningtoreality.blogspot.com/2020/04/different-degress-of-no-self-non.html
My suggestions on how to realize anatta:
1) Practice Vipassana according to this instruction by Daniel Ingram: https://vimeo.com/250616410
2) Read and contemplate on these two stanzas of anatta: https://awakeningtoreality.blogspot.com/2009/03/on-anatta-emptiness-and-spontaneous.html
3) Read and contemplate on Bahiya Sutta, the key to my own breakthrough - http://awakeningtoreality.blogspot.com/2008/01/ajahn-amaro-on-non-duality-and.html (comments section comments by PasserBy/Thusness is also great), http://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2010/10/my-commentary-on-bahiya-sutta.html
by incredibly rare i mean statistically, in my estimation, only a small percentage of any teachers and practitioners have any direct realization. of those that had any direct realization, about 90% are only at the I AM level. about maybe 10% are at the one mind level, and about 2% or less are at anatta and further levels. so it is rare statistically
yet, in the AtR community, about 40+ people had went through the stages and had direct realization.
this is not a contradiction but perhaps due to the directness and the pointers like the two stanzas and two nondual contemplations and so on
had to clarify cos i dont want to give the impression that its hard or near impossible for normal folks like myself
Mr. B:
Haha I see. Don't worry about that, I'm not afraid of any level of difficulty. No matter how difficult it is, if it's essential to enlightenment, I'll do it, since I'm hell-bent on arhatship.
Soh:
👍
“Understand no background first, no container - all those that I told you. What is the true meaning of no-self. There are those that talk a lot about no-self, but there is no correct understanding. [One attempts to understand anatta inferentially and] just say change, no permanent self, and so on and so forth, but there is no true understanding. Like when you begin, what is no-self to you? It is always no inherent existence, impermanence, this and that. Get it? There is no real understanding. There is thinking, no thinker. What does this mean? So now you know. There is no background, then you practice insight meditation - knowledge, practice then realisation. There is correct knowledge, but there is no quality practice therefore the realisation isn't there yet, and then comes the intensity of realisation. Opening of wisdom eye is just a shift of perception. It is just like you know how to enter a pathless path, and can experience clarity immediately. But then even after non dual, you must go through a period of stabilizing first.” - John Tan, 2007
<-- and i already understood this intellectually in around 2006-2007, yet it took another 3 years before I went through the I AM realization (february 2010), then nondual (aug~sept 2010) and then anatta realization (october 2010)
as in understood no background, no agent, anatta etc
intellectually in 2006
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Ng Xin ZhaoWhat other books would you recommend?
On my to read list is:
Enjoying the Ultimate
Thich Nhat Hanh
Sun My Heart
Thich Nhat Hanh
From Here to Enlightenment
His Holiness The Dalai Lama
Yin LingPossibly the group with the most serious practitioners mostly lay.
Yin LingNg Xin Zhao tbh before anatta insight I read very little, coz my teacher advice me to practise more than I read.
It
was at a point when I couldn’t link my experiences to any insight that i
started reading/ searching for answers. So I couldn’t advice…. The
books above I read after anatta insight. I think it’s better to consult a
teacher becusse everyone’s mind work quite differently and they know us
better ?
Yin LingDon’t
know about others but for me It feels like a complete energetic shift ,
a flip inside out. The beingness that you feel now in your body, is
flipped outside and become boundless , very hard to explain. It’s hard
to miss, very obvious.
For
me I note till one day I realise sounds become non dual for me, i
didn’t do anything it’s like a natural progress. Everyday I ask “who am I
“ as well


one day the hearer is gone, just the sounds. The body sensation,taste smell and lastly sight. Vision took me awhile.
It
was one day when I sit and contemplate the bahiya sutta and meditated
after that that I saw the fake self so clearly playing catch up with
sensations. I kept letting go the fake self for 2 days because it is so
damn obvious and one night during dinner it just left mid eating. Second
day i had a peak experience when bliss was extremely strong and it
stabilise after awhile.
Looking
back it’s just a lot of boring noting, contemplation, meditation,
seeking the self, feeling the energy of the self, seeing it clearly in
samadhi, letting it go again and again until the mind just let go. It’s
out of control I think.
Also
alot of acceptance of my shadow side, trauma etc every thing has to be
accepted, good bad ugly beautiful, like dislikes are all accepted and
seen in love. all concepts have to go. Everything needed to be loved.
Sounds very woo woo but it plays a huge part.
Then
the I just left. Just like that. It’s only the start though, and I can
only share from my limited perspective, not a teacher perspective , so I
only can make sense from my perspective

Yin LingNg Xin Zhao this teaching is still from a self view, Buddha is using a self to teach those who have no realized non self. It’s a raft

Ng Xin ZhaoStream winning corresponds to which stage?
How about the path to stream entry?
And wouldn't Buddhists practitioners straight away dismiss any sort of "I am" experience?
Yin LingNg Xin Zhao sutta stream entry possibly stage 5 and above. Stage 5 is anatta insight but it is not linear.
What do you mean by path to stream entry?
Yeah
only stage 5 and above is really Buddhism insight, below that it’s a
progress. Just that most pp traverse those places and it gives them a
context to not fixate but to move on and refine insight.
Soh Wei YuThai forest emphasizes going through I AM at least initially but maybe not burmese and other forms of theravada.
For example ajahn brahmavamso described anatta insight but went through I AM first.
Soh Wei YuAjahn brahmavamso on I AM:
“When the Body Disappears.
Remember
"con men," "con women" as well. These con men can sell you anything!
There's one living in your mind right now, and you believe every word he
says! His name is Thinking. When you let go of that inner talk and get
silent, you get happy. Then when you let go of the movement of the mind
and stay with the breath, you experience even more delight. Then when
you let go of the body ,all these five senses disappear and you're
really blissing out. This is original Buddhism. Sight, sound, smell,
taste, and touch completely vanish. This is like being in a sensory
deprivation chamber but much better. But it's not just silence, you just
don't hear anything. It's not just blackness, you just don't see
anything. It's not just a feeling of comfort in the body, there is no
body at all.
When
the body disappears that really starts to feel great. You know of all
those people who have out of the body experiences? When the body dies,
every person has that experience, they float out of the body. And one of
the things they always say is it's so peaceful, so beautiful, so
blissful. It's the same in meditation when the body disappears, it's so
peaceful, so beautiful, so blissful when you are free from this body.
What's left? Here there's no sight, sound, smell, taste, touch. This is
what the Buddha called the mind in deep meditation. When the body
disappears what is left is the mind.
I
gave a simile to a monk the other night. Imagine an Emperor who is
wearing a long pair of trousers and a big tunic. He's got shoes on his
feet, a scarf around the bottom half of his head and a hat on the top
half of his head. You can't see him at all because he's completely
covered in five garments. It's the same with the mind. It's completely
covered with sight, sound, smell, taste and touch. So people don't know
it. They just know the garments. When they see the Emperor, they just
see the robes and the garments. They don't know who lives inside them.
And so it is no wonder they're confused about what is life, what is
mind, who is this inside of here, where did I come from? Why? What am I
supposed to be doing with this life? When the five senses disappear,
it's like unclothing the Emperor and seeing what is actually in here,
what's actually running the show, who's listening to these words, who's
seeing, who's feeling life, who this is. When the five senses disappear,
you're coming close to the answer to those questions.
What
you're seeing in such deep meditation is that which we call "mind," (in
Pali it's called Citta). The Buddha used this beautiful simile. When
there is a full moon on a cloudy night, even though it's a full moon,
you can hardly see it. Sometimes when the clouds are thin, you can see
this hazy shape shining though. You know there is something there. This
is like the meditation just before you've entered into these profound
states. You know there is something there, but you can't quite make it
out. There's still some "clothes" left. You're still thinking and doing,
feeling the body or hearing sounds. But there does come a time, and
this is the Buddha's simile, when the moon is released from the clouds
and there in the clear night sky you can see the beautiful full disc of
the moon shining brilliantly, and you know that's the moon. The moon is
there; the moon is real, and it's not just some sort of side effect of
the clouds. This is what happens in meditation when you see the mind.
You see clearly that the mind is not some side effect of the brain. You
see the mind, and you know the mind. The Buddha said that the mind
released is beautiful, is brilliant, is radiant. So not only are these
blissful experiences, they're meaningful experiences as well.
How
many people may have heard about rebirth but still don't really believe
it? How can rebirth happen? Certainly the body doesn't get reborn.
That's why when people ask me where do you go when you die, "one of two
places" I say "Fremantle or Karrakatta" that's where the body goes! [3]
But is that where the mind goes? Sometimes people are so stupid in this
world, they think the body is all there is, that there is no mind. So
when you get cremated or buried that's it, that's done with, all has
ended. The only way you can argue with this view is by developing the
meditation that the Buddha achieved under the Bodhi tree. Then you can
see the mind for yourself in clear awareness - not in some hypnotic
trance, not in dullness - but in the clear awareness. This is knowing
the mind
When
you know that mind, when you see it for yourself, one of the results
will be an insight that the mind is independent of this body.
Independence means that when this body breaks up and dies, when it's
cremated or when it's buried, or however it's destroyed after death, it
will not affect the mind. You know this because you see the nature of
the mind. That mind which you see will transcend bodily death. The first
thing which you will see for yourself, the insight which is as clear as
the nose on your face, is that there is something more to life than
this physical body that we take to be me. Secondly you can recognise
that that mind, essentially, is no different than that process of
consciousness which is in all beings. Whether it's human beings or
animals or even insects, of any gender, age or race, you see that that
which is in common to all life is this mind, this consciousness, the
source of doing.
Once
you see that, you have much more respect for your fellow beings. Not
just respect for your own race, your own tribe or your own religion, not
just for human beings, but for all beings. It's a wonderfully
high-minded idea. "May all beings be happy and well and may we respect
all nations, all peoples, even all beings." However this is how you
achieve that! You truly get compassion only when we see that others are
fundamentally just as ourselves. If you think that a cow is completely
different from you, that cows don't think like human beings, then it's
easy to eat one. But can you eat your grandmother? She's too much like
you. Can you eat an ant? Maybe you'd kill an ant because you think that
ants aren't like you. But if you look carefully at ants, they are no
different. In a forest monastery living out in the bush, close to
nature, one of the things you become so convinced of is that animals
have emotions and , especially, feel pain. You begin to recognise the
personality of the animals, of the Kookaburras,(Australian bird) of the
mice, the ants, and the spiders. Each one of those spiders has a mind
just like you have. Once you see that you can understand the Buddha's
compassion for all beings. You can also understand how rebirth can occur
between all species - not just human beings to human beings, but
animals to humans, humans to animals. You can understand also how the
mind is the source of all this.”
Soh Wei YuAjahn brahmavamso on anatta insight:
The Final Part of Bāhiya's Teaching
"Bāhiya,
you should train yourself thus: in the seen will be merely what is
seen, ... in the cognized will merely be what is cognized. Practising in
this way, Bāhiya, you will not be 'because of that'. When you are not
'because of that', you will not be 'in that'. And when you are not 'in
that', you will be neither here nor beyond nor in between the two. Just
this is the end of suffering."
What
does it mean "you will not be 'because of that'"? The Pāli is na tena.
Tena is the instrumental of the word for 'that'. Na is the negative. It
means, literally, "not because of that, not through that, not by that".
It means in essence, you will not assume that there is a self, a soul, a
me; because of, through, or by; the seen or the heard or the sensed or
the cognized. The Buddha is saying that once you have penetrated the
truth of sensory experience, by suppressing the Hindrances through
Jhāna, you will see that there is no 'doer', nor a 'knower', behind
sensory experience. No longer will you be able to use sensory experience
as evidence for a self. Descartes' famous "I am because I think" is
refuted. You will not be because of thinking, nor because of seeing,
hearing or sensing. In the Buddha's words, "You will not be because of
that (any sensory experience)".
When
the sensory processes are discarded as tenable evidence for a self, a
soul or a me, then you are no longer located in the sensory experience.
In the Buddha's words, "You will not be 'in that'". You no longer view,
perceive or even think that there is a 'me' involved in life. In the
words of the doctor in the original series of Star Trek, "It is life,
Jim, but not as we know it"! There is no longer any sense of self, or
soul, at the centre of experience. You are no more 'in that'.
Just
to close off the loophole that you might think you can escape
non-existence of a self or soul by identifying with a transcendental
state of being beyond what is seen, heard, sensed or cognized, the
Buddha thunders, "and you will be neither here (with the seen, heard,
sensed or cognized) nor beyond (outside of the seen, heard, sensed or
cognized) nor in between the two (neither of the world nor beyond the
world). The last phrase comprehensively confounded the sophists!
In
summary, the Buddha advised both Bāhiya and Venerable Mālunkyaputta to
experience the Jhānas to suppress the Five Hindrances. Thereby one will
discern with certainty the absence of a self or a soul behind the
sensory process. Consequently, sensory experience will never again be
taken as evidence of a 'knower' or a 'doer': such that you will never
imagine a self or a soul at the centre of experience, nor beyond, nor
anywhere else. Bāhiya's Teaching put in a nutshell the way to the
realization of No-Self, Anattā. "Just this", concluded the Buddha "is
the end of suffering".
Soh Wei YuAjahn brahmavamso criticising teachers who get stuck at I AM:
From Mindfulness, Bliss, and Beyond
The Buddha’s Word on the One Who Knows
Even
some good, practicing monks fail to breach illusion’s last line of
defense, the knower. They take “the one who knows,” “the original mind,”
“the pure knowing,” or some other descriptions of the citta as the
ultimate and permanent reality. To be accurate, such concepts belong to
the teachings of Hinduism and not to Buddhism, for the Buddha clearly
refuted these theories as not penetrating deeply enough.
For
instance, in the first sutta in the first collection of Buddhist
scriptures, the Brahmajāla Sutta, the Buddha described in detail
sixty-two types of wrong view (micchā diṭṭhi). Wrong view number eight
is the opinion that the thing that is called citta, or mind (mano), or
consciousness (viññāṇa) is the permanent self (attā)—stable, eternal,
not subject to change, forever the same (DN 1,2,13). Thus maintaining
that “the one who knows” is eternal is micchā diṭṭhi, wrong view, says
the Buddha.
In the Nidāna Saṃyutta, the Buddha states:
But,
bhikkhus, that which is called “mind” [citta] and “mentality” [mano]
and “consciousness” [viññāṇa]—the uninstructed worldling is unable to
experience revulsion towards it, unable to become dispassionate towards
it and be liberated from it. For what reason? Because for a long time
this has been held to by him, appropriated, and grasped thus: “This is
mine, this I am, this is self.”…
It
would be better, bhikkhus, for the uninstructed worldling to take as
self [attā] this body…because this body…is seen standing…for [as long
as] a hundred years, or even longer. But that which is called “mind” and
“mentality” and “consciousness” arises as one thing and ceases as
another by day and by night. (SN 12,61)
However,
just as the hard scientific evidence mentioned earlier cannot dislodge
the view that it is oneself who is the doer, so even the hard scriptural
evidence of the Buddha’s own teachings is unable on its own to dislodge
the view that “the one who knows” is the ultimate entity, the attā.
Some even argue that these Buddhist texts must have been changed, solely
on the grounds that the texts disagree with their view!
Such
irrational stubbornness comes from bhavataṇhā, the craving to be.
Bhavataṇhā is so strong that one is prepared to let go of almost
everything—possessions, one’s body, and one’s thoughts—as long as one is
finally left with something, some tiny spot of existence, in order to
be. After all, one wants to enjoy parinibbāna, thoroughgoing extinction,
having worked so hard to get there. Bhavataṇhā is why many great
meditators are unable to agree with the Buddha and make that final leap
of renunciation that lets go of absolutely everything, including the
citta. Even though the Buddha said that “nothing is worth adhering to”
(sabbe dhammā nālam abhinivesāya) (MN 37,3), people still adhere to the
citta. They continue to hold on to the knower and elevate it to
unwarranted levels of mystical profundity by calling it “the ground of
all being,” “union with God,” “the original mind,” etc.—even though the
Buddha strongly refuted all such clinging, saying that all levels of
being stink, the way even a tiny speck of feces on one’s hand stinks (AN
I,18,13).
One
needs the experiences of many jhānas, combined with a sound knowledge
of the Buddha’s own teachings, in order to break through the barrier of
bhavataṇhā, the craving to be, and see for oneself that what some call
“the citta,” “mind,” “consciousness,” or “the one who knows” is only an
empty process (...)
Soh Wei YuYin Ling just copying pasting… this is also why i prefer to just talk online cos copying pasting is much faster.

Soh Wei YuSo
actually the I AM realization is a valid and important realization of
the luminous mind in my experience but the insight into its nature
should mature afterwards.
I
noticed that many Buddhists trained under the doctrine of anatta and
emptiness seem to be put off by the description of “I AM realization” as
it seems to contradict anatta. This will prevent their progress as they
will fail to appreciate and realize the depth of luminous presence, and
their understanding of anatta and emptiness remains intellectual. It
should be understood that the I AM realization does not contradict
Anatta realization but complements it. It is the “original face before
your parents were born” of Zen, and the unfabricated clarity in Dzogchen
that serves as initial rigpa, it is also the initial certainty of Mind
discovered in the first of the four yogas of Mahamudra (see: Clarifying
the Natural State by Dakpo Tashi Namgyal). Calling it “I AM” is just
another name for the same thing, and you should also know that AtR’s
definition of I AM is different from Buddhism’s term “conceit of I Am”
or Nisargadatta’s I Am. The I AM of AtR is a direct taste and
realization of the Mind of Clear Light.
The
view gets refined and the taste gets brought to effortless maturity and
non-contrivance in all manifestation as one’s insights deepen.
As John Tan also said in 2011:
“John: what is "I AM"
is it a pce? (Soh: PCE = pure consciousness experience, see glossary at the bottom of this document)
is there emotion
is there feeling
is there thought
is there division or complete stillness?
in hearing there is just sound, just this complete, direct clarity of sound!
so what is "I AM"?
Soh Wei Yu: it is the same
just that pure non conceptual thought
Soh Wei Yu: no, an ultimate identity is created as an afterthought
John: indeed
it is the mis-interpretation after that experience that is causing the confusion
that experience itself is pure conscious experience
there is nothing that is impure
that is why it is a sense of pure existence
it is only mistaken due to the 'wrong view'
so it is a pure conscious experience in thought.
not sound, taste, touch...etc
PCE (Pure Consciousness Experience) is about direct and pure experience of whatever we encounter in sight, sound, taste...
the quality and depth of experience in sound
in contacts
in taste
in scenery
has he truly experience the immense luminous clarity in the senses?
if so, what about 'thought'?
when all senses are shut
the pure sense of existence as it is when the senses are shut.
then with senses open
have a clear understanding
do not compare irrationally without clear understanding”
“...There
is nothing underneath everything, in the state of I AM, it is just I
AM. The rest of the 5 sense doors are shut. Everything else is excluded.
It is called I simply because of the koan, nothing else.
What’s
experienced is similar to hearing sound without the sense of hearer. So
keep the experience but refine the view.” - John Tan to someone in
Awakening to Reality Discussion Group, 2019
(9:12 PM) Thusness: you don't think that "I AMness" is low stage of enlightenment leh
(9:12 PM) Thusness: the experience is the same. it is just the clarity. In terms of insight. Not experience.
(9:13 PM) AEN: icic..
(9:13 PM) Thusness: so a person that has experience "I AMness" and non dual is the same. except the insight is different.
(9:13 PM) AEN: oic
(9:13
PM) Thusness: non dual is every moment there is the experience of
presence. or the insight into the every moment experience of presence.
because what that prevent that experience is the illusion of self and "I
AM" is that distorted view. the experience is the same leh.
(9:15
PM) Thusness: didn’t you see i always say there is nothing wrong with
that experience to longchen, jonls... i only say it is skewed towards
the thought realm. so don't differentiate but know what is the problem. I
always say it is misinterpretation of the experience of presence. not
the experience itself. but "I AMness" prevents us from seeing.
Soh Wei Yu“(10:49 PM) Thusness: by the way you know about hokai description and "I AM" is the same experience?
(10:50 PM) AEN: the watcher right
(10:52 PM) Thusness: nope. i mean the shingon practice of the body, mind, speech into one.
(10:53 PM) AEN: oh thats i am experience?
(10:53
PM) Thusness: yes, except that the object of practice is not based
on consciousness. what is meant by foreground? it is the disappearance
of the background and whats left is it. similarly the "I AM" is the
experience of no background and experiencing consciousness directly.
that is why it is just simply "I-I" or "I AM"
(10:57
PM) AEN: i've heard of the way people describe consciousness
as the background consciousness becoming the foreground... so there's
only consciousness aware of itself and thats still like I AM experience
(10:57 PM) Thusness: that is why it is described that way, awareness aware of itself and as itself.
(10:57 PM) AEN: but you also said I AM people sink to a background?
(10:57 PM) Thusness: yes
(10:57 PM) AEN: sinking to background = background becoming foreground?
(10:58 PM) Thusness: that is why i said it is misunderstood. and we treat that as ultimate.
(10:58 PM) AEN: icic but what hokai described is also nondual experience rite
(10:58
PM) Thusness: I have told you many times that the experience is
right but the understanding is wrong. that is why it is an insight and
opening of the wisdom eyes. there is nothing wrong with the experience
of I AM". did i say that there is anything wrong with it?
(10:59 PM) AEN: nope
(10:59 PM) Thusness: even in stage 4 what did I say?
(11:00 PM) AEN: its the same experience except in sound, sight, etc
(11:00 PM) Thusness: sound as the exact same experience as "I AM"... as presence.
(11:00 PM) AEN: icic
(11:00 PM) Thusness: yes”
“"I
AM" is a luminous thought in samadhi as I-I. Anatta is a realization
of that in extending the insight to the 6 entries and exits.” – John
Tan, 2018
(11:15 PM) Thusness: but understanding it wrongly is another matter
can you deny Witnessing?
(11:16 PM) Thusness: can you deny that certainty of being?
(11:16 PM) AEN: no
(11:16 PM) Thusness: then there is nothing wrong with it
how could you deny your very own existence?
(11:17 PM) Thusness: how could you deny existence at all
(11:17 PM) Thusness: there is nothing wrong experiencing directly without intermediary the pure sense of existence
(11:18 PM) Thusness: after this direct experience, you should refine your understanding, your view, your insights
(11:19 PM) Thusness: not after the experience, deviate from the right view, re-enforce your wrong view
(11:19 PM) Thusness: you do not deny the witness, you refine your insight of it
what is meant by non-dual
(11:19 PM) Thusness: what is meant by non-conceptual
what is being spontaneous
what is the 'impersonality' aspect
(11:20 PM) Thusness: what is luminosity.
(11:20 PM) Thusness: you never experience anything unchanging
(11:21
PM) Thusness: in later phase, when you experience non-dual, there is
still this tendency to focus on a background... and that will prevent ur
progress into the direct insight into the TATA as described in the tata
(11:22 PM) Thusness: and there are still different degree of intensity even you realized to that level.
(11:23 PM) AEN: non dual?
(11:23 PM) Thusness: tada (an article) is more than non-dual...it is phase 5-7
(11:24 PM) AEN: oic..
(11:24 PM) Thusness: it is all about the integration of the insight of anatta and emptiness
(11:25
PM) Thusness: vividness into transience, feeling what i called 'the
texture and fabric' of Awareness as forms is very important
then come emptiness
(11:26 PM) Thusness: the integration of luminosity and emptiness
(10:45 PM) Thusness: do not deny that Witnessing but refine the view, that is very important
(10:46 PM) Thusness: so far, you have correctly emphasized the importance of witnessing
(10:46 PM) Thusness: unlike in the past, you gave ppl the impression that you are denying this witnessing presence
(10:46 PM) Thusness: you merely deny the personification, reification and objectification
(10:47 PM) Thusness: so that you can progress further and realize our empty nature.
but don't always post what i told you in msn
(10:48 PM) Thusness: in no time, i will become sort of cult leader
(10:48 PM) AEN: oic.. lol
(10:49 PM) Thusness: anatta is no ordinary insight. When we can reach the
level of thorough transparency, you will realize the benefits
(10:50 PM) Thusness: non-conceptuality, clarity, luminosity, transparency,
openness, spaciousness, thoughtlessness, non-locality...all these
descriptions become quite meaningless.
Ng Xin ZhaoThere's
8 individuals, 4 pairs of persons, as in the chantings for the ariya
Sangha. path to stream entry, fruit of stream entry, path and fruit each
for once returner, non-returner, arahanthood.
The person on the path of stream entry is guaranteed to attain to the fruit of stream entry before death.
The path of stream entry has 2 types, the Dhamma follower; the faith follower:
“Mendicants,
the eye is impermanent, perishing, and changing. The ear, nose, tongue,
body, and mind are impermanent, perishing, and changing.
One
who places faith in these teachings and resolves on them thus is called
a faith-follower, one who has entered the fixed course of rightness,
entered the plane of superior persons, transcended the plane of the
worldlings. He is incapable of doing any deed by reason of which he
might be reborn in hell, in the animal realm, or in the domain of
ghosts; he is incapable of passing away without having realized the
fruit of stream-entry.
"One
for whom these teachings are accepted thus after being pondered to a
sufficient degree with wisdom is called a Dhamma-follower, one who has
entered the fixed course of rightness, entered the plane of superior
persons, transcended the plane of the worldlings. He is incapable of
doing any deed by reason of which he might be reborn in hell, in the
animal realm, or in the domain of ghosts; he is incapable of passing
away without having realized the fruit of stream-entry.
Ng Xin ZhaoSoh Wei Yu "I AM" in ATR is just nimitta experience then. The Pa-Auk tradition also has nimitta.
Sutta for that should be MN128.
Soh Wei YuDepends,
some people report seeing white light and so on. I had those
experiences before also. But such experiences are not what I call the I
AM realization
Soh Wei YuThe luminosity is not necessarily a visual kind of brightness
But a very intense but formless presence-awareness that is sometimes likened to ten thousand suns but not literally
“Someone
asked me about luminosity. I said it is not simply a state of
heightened clarity or mindfulness, but like touching the very heart of
your being, your reality, your very essence without a shadow of doubt.
It is a radiant, shining core of Presence-Awareness, or Existence
itself. It is the More Real than Real. It can be from a question of "Who
am I?" followed by a sudden realization. And then with further insights
you touch the very life, the very heart, of everything. Everything
comes alive. First as the innermost 'You', then later when the
centerpoint is dropped (seen through -- there is no 'The Center') every
'point' is equally so, every point is A 'center', in every encounter,
form, sound and activity.”
Soh Wei Yu“Right
now, as you read this, you exist and you are aware that you exist. You
are undoubtedly present and aware. Before the next thought arises, you
are absolutely certain of the fact of your own being, your own
awareness, your own presence. This awareness is what you are; it is what
you always have been. All thoughts, perceptions, sensations and
feelings appear within or upon that. This awareness does not move,
change or shift at any time. It is always free and completely untouched.
However, it is not a thing or an object that you can see or grasp. The
mind, being simply thoughts arising in awareness, cannot grasp it or
know it or even think about it. Yet, as Bob says, you cannot deny the
fact of your own being. It is palpably obvious, and yet, from the time
we were born, no one has pointed this out. Once it is pointed out it can
be grasped or understood very quickly because it is just a matter of
noticing, ‘Oh, that is what I am!’ It is a bright, luminous, empty,
presence of awareness; it is absolutely radiant, yet without form; it is
seemingly intangible, but the most solid fact in your existence; it is
effortlessly here right now, forever untouched. Without taking a step,
you have arrived; you are home. No practice can reveal this because
practices are in time and in the mind. Practices aim at a result, but
you (as presence-awareness) are here already, only you don’t recognize
it till it is pointed out. Once seen, you can’t lose it, and you don’t
have to practice to exist, to be. This is, in essence, what Bob pointed
out to me in the first conversation I had with him.
Once
I saw this, I felt very clear and free immediately. Later, some
thoughts came up, some old personality patterns, some old definitions of
who I thought myself to be. I seemed to lose the clear understanding of
my nature as presence-awareness. The next day, I talked to Bob about
it. He said, ‘Let’s have a look. Do you exist? Are you aware? What is
illumining the thought that you have lost it?’ Then I realized that
thoughts of suffering were only passing concepts being illumined by the
ever-present awareness. I hadn’t lost anything at all. The awareness
that we are is never obscured! Suffering seems real because we don’t
have a clear understanding of our true nature. Instead, we believe the
passing thoughts, such as ‘I am no good,’ ‘I am not there yet,’ ‘I am
stuck’ or whatever the thought may be. Eventually we understand that we
are not those thoughts. Once our real self is pointed out, the suffering
loses its grip.
Bob
pointed out that there is no person here at all. The person that we
think we are is an imaginary concept. There are thoughts and feelings
and perceptions, but they are not a problem. They just rise and fall
like dust motes in the light of the presence-awareness that we are.
The
closest that the mind can come to representing who we are is the
thought ‘I am’. But that thought is not who we really are. Whether that
thought is there or not, we still exist. We know the thought ‘I am’.
That thought is the start of the false sense of an individual, a
separate ‘I’. Because we didn’t know any better, the mind attached other
labels to this ‘I’ thought, such as ‘I am good,’ ‘I am bad,’ ‘I have
this problem,’ and so on. But those thoughts don’t have anything to do
with us, because the very ‘I’ thought itself, the sense of separation,
is not actually who we are. Once you see the falseness of the ‘I’
thought, that what we are is not an individual person at all, the
identifications and ideas of a lifetime all collapse because they are
all based on a false premise.” - John Wheeler,
https://awakeningclaritynow.com/awakening-to-the-natural.../By turning the attention to the mind, immediately there are doubts. More thoughts rush
in to question the questions, confirm or contradict other thoughts. A maddening cycle...
Notice when thoughts are paused there are no doubts; the certainty of (doubtless) Being
is obviously present; the unquestionable FACT of EXISTENCE. Notice that the Being is
ALWAYS presently shining, effortlessly and spontaneously. Stay with that undeniable
non-conceptual confidence. Your Being has always been present for every single
experience. That natural cognition in which all experiences arise is not a person.
Be as you ARE and not what you imagine yourself to be.
~ Jason Swason, May 8, 2010
Mr. RBNg Xin Zhao
Nimitta arises in the mind's eye, but the insight or experience of I Am
and "I Am Everything" is certainly different. You could have nimitta
arise and have mastery of the Jhanas, but still possess identification
as a person. I Am & I Am Everything insight as described in the ATR
map and by other teachers like Brahm earlier in his life, Ramana
Maharshi and Nisargadatta ends identification with thought or as a
person in time. The practitioner will identify as the background
witness of phenomena at this stage. This is also the major insight
emphasized in the Thai Forest tradition of Ajahn Mun. Nimitta acts as
basis for jhana, but is dependent on the level of concentration the
practitioner is able to maintain. I Am Everything is a permanent and
radical shift since it's an insight and is not dependent on the level of
concentration you need to enter jhanas or experience nimittas that are
clear and stable enough to act as a basis for jhana.
Mr. TJSoh Ryan
Yin
don't know if you caught Ng's reference to to MN2 Sabbāsavasutta, but
might be useful to say something about why asking "who am I" as in self
inquiry doesn't contradict the Buddha's explicit instruction in that
sutta. My guess is because you are deliberately not answering the
question with the conceptual mind.
Soh Wei YuMr. TJ
Yes Buddha's emphasis in many of those suttas are on giving rise to the
insight of anatta and dependent origination. Then in that case asking
'who am I' is not a skillful means to do that. Rather that question is
only for the preliminary discovery of the luminous essence of mind, it
is not yet realising the empty nature of mind (anatman) that serves as a
basis for liberation or entering the noble path.
Yin LingMr. TJ
ya saw that reference. My 2 cents is, Buddha always has “graded
teaching” depending on his audience , from the first defilement it can
be known clearly that his audience in this sutta have not realised
anatta, so it’s a “provisional” teaching, not “ultimate” teaching, so to
speak. However it does not contradict as this teaching brings us to the
ultimate- anatta, as we can see at the end of the paragraph for the
first defilements.
Defilements
also posit a self, as defilements depends on something that is seen to
be good or bad to a “me”, and then the “me” push and pull. When non self
insight arise, matures and deepens, defilements is drop.. hence my
reply that it is a raft to cross over, but not thrown away if one has
not cross.
I also find it true in experience. With anatta, the insight make dropping of defilements much easier.
Self
inquiry into “who am I” does not ignore defilements, but a parallel
practise to see our true nature, which is the destination of our
practise or rafts.
Just 2 cents from my understanding ! Correct me if I’m wrong
Soh Wei YuHaving said that, the anatta insight does not contradict to realization of (luminous)
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Mr. TJI
sometimes muse about the possibility of a modification of AtR's
presentation so it is not so immediately off-putting to Theravdins,
Gelupas, etc.
Soh Wei YuMr. TJ Yes possibly it should be reworded.
But
for someone who goes through I AM without any religious background, the
description should be immediately intuitive. Putting it in Buddhist
jargons may be less effective on those people. So there are pros and
cons
Soh Wei YuIn fact the 7 stages was written to a non-Buddhist at the I AM phase and reading that triggered his breakthrough.
Yin LingMr. TJ why would it be off putting to theravadin/ gelupas?
I throught there’s a strong Gelug presence in ATR

Soh Wei YuYin Ling Maybe the term "I AM". also that term has different meaning for different people
Soh Wei YuYin Ling For Theravadins I'm sure people might relate it to Asmi-māna (conceit of I Am) which is not what it's talking about.
Soh Wei YuThe reason it is called "I AM" has to to do with the koan.
“...There
is nothing underneath everything, in the state of I AM, it is just I
AM. The rest of the 5 sense doors are shut. Everything else is excluded.
It is called I simply because of the koan, nothing else.
What’s
experienced is similar to hearing sound without the sense of hearer. So
keep the experience but refine the view.” - John Tan to someone in
Awakening to Reality Discussion Group, 2019
Mr. TJYin Ling
because the question "who am I" presumes there is an true self, as does
the terminology "realizing I AM", and orthodox Gelug and Theravada will
immediately dismiss anything saying this as not true Buddhism. If they
dig deeper they see it's provisional, but that requires them overcome
their immediate dismissal. Not a lot of Gelugpas on AtR actually, people
there are more sympathetic to non-Gelug presentation.
Mr. TJI
assumed the terminology IAM was reflecting the fact that John's
understanding developed over many years, and when he was in Stages 1-2
territory he was really into Vedanta.
Yin LingMr. TJ oh got what you mean now. Yeah they might think that way. Shrug. Hard to please everyone in buddhism, too many sects

This path really needs an open and discerning mind. Also intelligence and intuition. I don’t know. I don’t really know


Soh Wei YuActually
not just Gelug and Theravada. Many people in Zen, Nyingma, Dzogchen
also will be dismissive of I AM just because they see the word "I AM".
It will be misunderstood. By any Buddhists, really. Because anatta is a
central doctrine for all Buddhist traditions and not just the Gelugpas
or Theravadins.
They may not understand this point:
Soh Wei YuKenneth Bok: Presence is this I AM?
John
Tan: Presence is the same as I AM. Presence is the same as… of course,
other people may disagree, but actually they're referring to the same
thing. The same authentication, the same what... even in Zen is still
the same.
But
in later phase, I conceive that as just the thought realm. Means, in
the six, I always call the six entries and six exits, so there is the
sound and there’s all these…
Soh Wei YuJohn Tan's reply on something Malcolm wrote in 2020:
“This
is like what I tell you and essentially emphasizing 明心非见性. 先明心, 后见性.
(Soh: Apprehending Mind is not seeing [its] Nature. First apprehend
Mind, later realise [its] Nature).
First
is directly authenticating mind/consciousness 明心 (Soh: Apprehending
Mind). There is the direct path like zen sudden enlightenment of one's
original mind or mahamudra or dzogchen direct introduction of rigpa or
even self enquiry of advaita -- the direct, immediate, perception of
"consciousness" without intermediaries. They are the same.
However
that is not realization of emptiness. Realization of emptiness is 见性
(Soh: Seeing Nature). Imo there is direct path to 明心 (Soh: Apprehending
Mind) but I have not seen any direct path to 见性 (Soh: Seeing Nature)
yet. If you go through the depth and nuances of our mental constructs,
you will understand how deep and subtle the blind spots are.
Therefore
emptiness or 空性 (Soh: Empty Nature) is the main difference between
buddhism and other religions. Although anatta is the direct experiential
taste of emptiness, there is still a difference between buddhist's
anatta and selflessness of other religions -- whether it is anatta by
experiential taste of the dissolution of self alone or the experiential
taste is triggered by wisdom of emptiness.
The
former focused on selflessness and whole path of practice is all about
doing away with self whereas the latter is about living in the wisdom of
emptiness and applying that insight and wisdom of emptiness to all
phenomena.
As
for emptiness there is the fine line of seeing through inherentness of
Tsongkhapa and there is the emptiness free from extremes by Gorampa.
Both are equally profound so do not talk nonsense and engaged in profane
speech as in terms of result, ultimately they are the same (imo).”
Dalai
Lama - "Nature - there are many different levels. Conventional level,
one nature. There are also, you see, different levels. Then, ultimate
level, ultimate reality... so simply realise the Clarity of the Mind,
that is the conventional level. That is common with Hindus, like that.
So we have to know these different levels...." - Dalai Lama on Anatta
and Emptiness of Buddha Nature in New Book
William KongI
feel that JT's rationale behind the name "I Am" should be given higher
visibility, since it gives greater context to the stage. I thought it
was also more due to Advaitic teachings - as the phrase "I Am" means
different things to different teachers/students, the confusion puts an
unnecessarily obstacle to those trying to learn the stages.
Ng Xin ZhaoSoh Wei Yu
is there a Pali canon sutta mapping to the 7 stages? I don't feel so
confident to read the 1200+ pages book of ATR without seeing that it is
from Buddhism.
Yin LingNg Xin Zhao but eventually listen to your Intuition and don’t need to feel forced doing anything you don’t feel like doing.
Listen to your teacher. In your lineage.
Non
self insight is super obvious. It is quantum but it is a yes or no. One
is either there or not. Very clear. The clearest insight I have ever
have. Things know itself, no self knowing. Vivid, empty, holographic,
formless awareness not apart from form. Beautiful shimmering moment to
moment. Zero holding. No awareness. No mind, it just is. Constant
flickering. It is like in the bahiya sutta, clear as day.
All the Buddhas teaching will come alive, no need to think anymore. It speaks to you.
John TanYin Ling
Should not over emphasize the 7 phases of insights. Those r just some
very casual sharing with a friend probably 2 decades back. They r no
replacement for Pali canon of course.
The
1200 pages are Soh's summary of his spiritual journal for maybe past 20
years, mainly conversations with me and some other teachers. To be
frank, given Soh's exposures and interactions in the spiritual circle,
the volumes of books he read and most importantly his sincerity, I do
think it is a sincere compilation but may not be congruent. It can be a
good reference. So just take it for 参考 (reference).
Glad that it helps u see through the notion of "self/Self" ...

Yin LingI
have benefitted greatly more than I can imagine. Mainly reading through
just to feel the depths and subtlety of the buddhas teachings already
put one to their knees, and then realise, if don’t start now, really no
time left

Soh Wei YuNg Xin Zhao
I would say that the I AM can be mapped to the luminous mind taught in
the Pali sutta, and you find Ajahn Brahmavamso and many other teachers
also
related them that way.
Also,
the first four stages of the 7 phases are not restricted to Buddhism.
It can be found in other religions. Only the anatta and dependent
origination as emphasized in the pali suttas are unique Buddhist
insights. Therefore anything before anatta and dependent origination is
not considered Buddhist form of enlightenment.
The
Buddha taught different methods to different people. If we look at the
first two suttas he taught to his first 5 monks, it was first the four
noble truths and this led someone to stream entry, and then the second
discourse was on anatta, and this led all five monks to arahantship. So
we can see the emphasis of his teachings even in the first two
discourses, and the key in liberation is anatta rather than atman, and
also the suffering, cause, end and path that ends suffering. It is
entirely based on dependent origination and release without recourse to
an essence.
On
the other hand, the Buddha learnt meditation under two Samkhya teachers
prior to his enlightenment. The Samkhya teachings lead to the
realization of Atman. So the Buddha clearly has attained these states
under those teachers prior to his awakening, although he abandoned those
teachers as he was dissatisfied with those earlier realisations and
attainments. I personally think he has gone through atman as infinite
consciousness, followed by 'absolute as nothingness and non percipience'
which are the last two formless jhanas. Even today you find modern
Advaita teachers like Nisargadatta who teaches one to reach atman as
infinite consciousness, followed by the atman/absolute as nothingness
and non-percipience. I think from Buddha's
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Soh Wei YuBut it is the wrong understanding that he rejected, not so much the luminosity that is realized and experienced.
The
Buddha said, "Luminous, monks, is the mind. And it is freed from
incoming defilements. The well-instructed disciple of the noble ones
discerns that as it actually is present, which is why I tell you that —
for the well-instructed disciple of the noble ones — there is
development of the mind.[9] "
On the fourth jhana, Buddha
said
"Again, with the abandoning of pleasure and pain, and with the previous
passing away of joy and dejection, a bhikkhu enters and dwells in the
fourth jhāna, neither painful nor pleasant, which has purification of
mindfulness by equanimity. He sits pervading this body with a pure
bright mind, so that there is no part of his whole body that is not
pervaded by the pure bright mind. Just as a man might be sitting covered
from the head down with a white cloth, so that there would be no part
of his whole body that is not pervaded by the white cloth; so too, the
bhikkhu sits pervading this body with a pure bright mind, so that there
is no part of his whole body that is not pervaded by the pure bright
mind. This is the fourth development of noble five-factored right
concentration."
And even after liberation, this is what is to be experienced,
“‘This
question should not be asked in this way: Where do these four great
elements—the earth property, the liquid property, the fire property, and
the wind property—cease without remainder? Instead, the question should
be asked like this:
“‘Where do water, earth, fire, & wind
“‘And the answer to that is:
“‘Consciousness without surface,2
Here water, earth, fire, & wind
are all brought to an end.
With the cessation of (the activity of) consciousness
each is here brought to an end.’”
That is what the Blessed One said. Gratified, Kevaṭṭa the householder delighted in the Blessed One’s words.
Ng Xin ZhaoSoh Wei Yu so some of the first 4 (no. 2, 3, 4) stages also map to experiences of Jhanas or formless jhanas?
How about 6, 7? Do they map to once, non returner?
Or is it better to use like 16 insight knowledges as taught in the vipassana schools which uses Abhidhamma/commentaries?
Soh Wei YuThe I AM and nothingness when deep into a state of samadhi may be related to some of the jhanas. That's my opinion.
I
have not read the commentaries or visudhimagga, but I am not so
impressed by the nanas as explained by teachers like Daniel Ingram. For
reason explained in
https://awakeningtoreality.blogspot.com/.../vipassana... , basically they are describing states rather than actual insights.
But he was able to at least describe the anatta realisation which most Vipassana teachers I know fail to do so
Yin LingNg Xin Zhao
for me , it’s hard to compare, but all serve their purpose. I wouldn’t
compare. I would see what I need and then take it as raft.
Sohs
document explains the insight and view in Buddhism very clearly. When I
first met this document, it gave me a context to explain all my
experiences that I got through noting/ vipassana that I don’t
understand. I was noting intensively for a year plus already, map to
Daniel’s third path, which I also don’t agree his correlating to the
sutta.
The
Mahasi / Daniel Ingram teaching is dry vipassana, brings one to a lot
of experiences but no strong teaching of insights. One does get the
experiences, I got all kind of weird experiences, all kind of energies
release, the nana is clear too, cessation also clear, one cannot deny
that as untrue.. So many experiences happens but I couldn’t correlate
to insight, to the Buddha’s teaching, I keep cycling through the insight
stages till I’m so fed up

.
The
jhanas on the other hand are fabricated state of absorptions, there’s
always an object in jhanas to focus on, but they are states one could go
in and come out, i practise them for a few months purely jhanas but I
also do not know how to correlate them with insights so I gave up going
up and down the jhanas. But one understand consciousness better through
jhanas, what is perception, what is nothingness, what is formless, what
is form, Piti, sukha, equanimity, boundless consciousness, everything
has a taste, it also trains concentration.
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