2009:
(12:58 AM) Thusness: there is no essential nature
(12:58 AM) AEN: oic..
(12:58 AM) Thusness: when we say 'Self', it is learnt
(12:59 AM) Thusness: we say permanent, unchanging...it is just an abstraction
there is luminosity but it is empty
(12:59 AM) AEN: icic..
(1:00 AM) Thusness: what is meant by Awareness watching Awareness?
(1:00 AM) Thusness: it is for the beginner to first discard discursive thoughts and direct realized what Awareness is like.
it is just a first glimpse
(1:01 AM) Thusness: when we see that and think that we can rest in awareness, we are deluded.
(1:01 AM) Thusness: awareness always manifests
(1:01 AM) AEN: we cannot rest in awareness?
(1:01 AM) Thusness: there is nothing to rest
what is there to rest
(1:02 AM) AEN: oic
(1:02 AM) Thusness: true resting is the practice of vipassana
is to open to whatever is
(1:03 AM) Thusness: Awareness watching Awareness is for the Realisation
not for the development
(1:03 AM) Thusness: once realized, there is nothing to watch
(1:03 AM) AEN: icic..
(1:04 AM) Thusness: anything further is mistaking a stage as Realisation
all is empty.
(1:05 AM) Thusness: a meditator meditating into absorption is also empty.
if attached, he will be equally confused.
(1:05 AM) Thusness: just like a flower, where is the redness?
only dependently originates
(1:06 AM) Thusness: if u are attached, when in other realms, u still seek for flower, then u will be confused.
(1:06 AM) Thusness: still seek for redness
when without the body, what is the experience of absorption?
(1:06 AM) Thusness: is it still the same?
(1:07 AM) Thusness: is there any absorption that is inherently 'there'
get it?
(1:07 AM) AEN: ic..
btw absorption can be sustained without body rite
(1:08 AM) Thusness: it depends
it is the mind state
(1:08 AM) Thusness: what sort of tendencies
if it is strong enough, yes.
(1:09
AM) Thusness: if u have emptiness realisation and is strong enough, u
will also see whatever in whatever state, realize emptiness.
(1:10 AM) Thusness: there is no difference.
(1:11
AM) Thusness: for example with the experience of "I AM", just sound,
though completely different phenomena, it is immediately understood as
"I AM:
get it?
(1:11 AM) Thusness: it depends on the degree and intensity of the realization.
I see "I AM" everywhere.
(1:12 AM) Thusness: means non-dual
i see sound as I AM.
I see taste...etc
(1:12 AM) Thusness: then I AM is deem unnecessary
(1:13 AM) Thusness: that path the base for the next stage.
I am not more bothered by "I AM"
(1:13 AM) Thusness: just like 1 to 12 timetable
(1:13 AM) Thusness: once mastered, u r no more bothered by it.
(1:14 AM) Thusness: u can make use of it to understand more complex mathematics
(1:14 AM) AEN: oic..
(1:14 AM) Thusness: then u c DO
again till u see DO everywhere
(1:14 AM) Thusness: then u progress to spontaneous perfection
get it?
(1:15 AM) AEN: ic..