On a short break from winterizing greenhouses t.k. was
asked. Q: “What is central to spiritual realization?. Spontaneously he
answered: "Foremost know this: if
realization, by whatever name, non-dual wisdom, Buddha Nature, Truth, Reality,
Tao, the kingdom of heaven ……. does not
set the heart alight with tender hearted great compassion, if it does not cause
the body to swoon in great exaltation perception of all appearance as divinity,
if it ever changes in waking or sleeping …. then it is not realization.
What is central to realization? Well its depth and
vastness cannot ultimately be described in words but there can be pointers as
to its mystery. I will speak from this body mind’s own experience and
understanding for what it is worth.
The mind untouched by any stain of birth or death - this
is central.
A heart imbued with tender hearted compassion for every
being seemingly friend or enemy, relative or stranger – this is central.
That body, speech and mind experience, without contrived
concepts, all appearance as a pervasion of divinity, mysterious, utterly
beautiful – the wondrous magical illusion of Buddha Nature – this is central.
To be free of any concern with worldly possessions
whether impoverished or wealthy – this is central.
That the cells of the body be constantly inspired by the
longing and radiance of prayer, even in the midst of stable realization of
emptiness – this is central.
That the very notions status, high or low, is laughable –
this is central.
That one is steadfastly occupied with the benefit of
beings – this is central.
That one is free from all interest in Dharma politics –
this is central.
That no trace of phenomena can any longer be found – this
is central.
Realization is not an experience. In realization both
poles of experience – perceiver and perceived – have dissolved, resolved,
disappeared in the luminous ground whose essence is unutterable mystery and
whose nature is clear light divinity. Anything that can in any way be described
as experience, as involving a subject or an object – falls short of profound
realization.
Realization does not come and go – once entered with
authentic totality it never changes, ceases, comes or goes in the so-called
waking or sleeping states.
Realization does not give one status – realization is not
status but rather it is the death of even the possibility of thinking or
feeling that appearances participate in the anxious ugliness of higher and
lower.
Take refuge in the most profound wisdom compassion. Take
up the way and follow with earnest care and sincerity. Don’t fret to much about
what realization is or isn’t because any idea about it is based in confusion
and falls far far short of the reality. Instead purify obstacles and hindrances
to seeing things exactly as actually are, cultivate tender hearted and active
compassion with a profound concern for cause and effect while practicing the
view and meditation which transcend cause and effect.
Do not rely on others for no one can do your work for you
and no one will enjoy or suffer the karmic consequences of your actions other
than you. At the same time as this do not be shy about binding yourself to the
sublime sources of wisdom that ceaselessly manifest in myriad ways. Realization
cannot be bought or sold with money or other bartered goods. Day by day, step
by step and the result is assured." - t.k., recent teachings