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If anyone hasn't read them yet, I highly recommend them. John Tan and I think his writings are very clear and come from deep insight. A decade ago, John Tan commented on the depth of Kyle's writings, noting they are as insightful as those of Buddhist masters—he advised taking Kyle's insights seriously and commended them even more recently. It should be noted that Kyle's understanding arises not only from academic study, but is fundamentally rooted in his own practice and direct experiential awakening.

Links to the PDF compilations are below. An audio version is also available on SoundCloud.

SoundCloud link: https://soundcloud.com/soh-wei-yu/sets/reddit-writings-by-krodha-kyle-dixon


Update: I've used up my AI Text to Speech MP3 credits for this month. I will continue uploading next month. Stay tuned.


Krodha (Kyle)’s Reddit Link: https://www.reddit.com/user/krodha/

Please refer to these links for Krodha (Kyle Dixon)'s Reddit post compilations (DOCX) with improved formattings:

Links to the various documents:

Part 1: http://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2022/05/a-compilation-of-some-of-kyle-dixons.html (no Word/PDF document available for part 1)

Part 2: https://app.box.com/s/c7q2srps6h6lkhvp9cf6rjaqtv761j9w

Part 3: https://app.box.com/s/p9w4qrfflf8bkbnd7vkoolpkslnc1vhq

Part 4: https://app.box.com/s/qp0udir2ljtspmxsn8izlz3p8xk4rhpz

Part 5: https://app.box.com/s/haqjou2bzug260wdu1iufvzd5iq924m4

Part 6: https://app.box.com/s/tgzpv157a6rd0lkxqcmtlmh2l93bqsvc

Part 7: https://app.box.com/s/6q3mb4vwe7x52x6isfut8cdkdwb15d4d

Part 8: https://app.box.com/s/8qr3uhbw4oeazr3gmf6wwlsiw82fi4ki

Part 9: https://app.box.com/s/yud3ufbhaeqq0er2upvlqt1p3jrhykp6

Part 10: https://app.box.com/s/2b8zsp43a0pptrlehqgunssv422wpsju


The compilation of Kyle Dixon/Krodha's postings on Dharmawheel forum can be found here:
Table of Contents for Malcolm Dharmawheel Posts + Astus, Krodha (Kyle Dixon), Geoff (Jnana), Meido Moore


I've developed a software program that significantly improves the formatting of the Krodha Reddit compilations. Additionally, I've updated the links to provide access to these better-formatted DOCX outputs.

I'm gradually uploading the Audio Recordings of these Krodha (Kyle Dixon) Reddit compilations to SoundCloud!

Check out the link below, and be sure to keep an eye out—I'll be adding more in the coming days and weeks. Stay tuned!

Link to my code/software to improve doc file formatting: https://app.box.com/s/0g60kt0lwqliu4x64j0j5d19o3pxk2gn – scroll way down to see what the program does. But before that, here's a summary of the Krodha compilations by ChatGPT:

Subjects Discussed Includes:

  1. Karma and Its Dynamics
    • How individual karma affects one’s attraction to Buddhist teachings and the concept of “group karma.”
  2. The Nature of Self and No-Self (Anatta)
    • Debates over whether a permanent self exists.
    • Various interpretations of selflessness and the experiential realization of “no-self.”
  3. Emptiness, Nonarising, and Illusion
    • Discussions on the emptiness (śūnyatā) of phenomena.
    • Comparisons between conceptual constructions and the nonarising (anutpāda) nature of reality.
  4. Meditation and Paths to Enlightenment
    • Differentiating between practices such as vipaśyanā (clear insight) and deliberate mindfulness.
    • The critical role of meditation (dhyāna and samādhi) for attaining awakening.
  5. Dzogchen, Vajrayāna, and the Role of the Teacher
    • The necessity of direct introduction and qualified guidance in Dzogchen practice.
    • The unique methods of Vajrayāna (e.g., “taking the result as the path,” empowerment, and transformation versus renunciation).
  6. Comparative Perspectives Among Buddhist Traditions
    • Differences among Tibetan Buddhism, Thai Forest, Zen, Theravada, and comparisons with Hindu and Advaita Vedanta views.
    • Debates on supernatural elements, reincarnation of rinpoches, and lineage transmission.
  7. Practical and Ethical Issues in a Buddhist Context
    • Real-life challenges such as dealing with alcoholism and considerations regarding organ donation.
    • Broader social topics including views on abortion, the ethics of practice, and conventional versus ultimate truth.
  8. Philosophical and Textual Exegesis
    • Analyses of classical texts and suttas (e.g., the Daśa­sāhasrikā­prajñā­pāramitā, Kāḷakārāmasutta) to elucidate doctrinal points.
    • Interpretations of direct perception, the transformation of consciousness, and the interplay between conceptual thought and nonconceptual experience.

Overall Summary:

The documents form a comprehensive compilation of Kyle Dixon’s (Krodha’s) Reddit postings, offering deep dives into various aspects of Buddhist philosophy and practice. The posts range from theoretical debates—such as the nature of self, emptiness, and the illusory quality of phenomena—to practical advice on meditation and ethical living. There is a strong focus on how different Buddhist traditions (from Theravada to Tibetan Vajrayāna and Dzogchen) address the transformation of mind, the importance of direct experiential insight, and the necessity of teacher guidance. In addition, Krodha touches on how contemporary issues (like personal challenges or social ethics) intersect with traditional Buddhist teachings, providing a bridge between ancient doctrines and modern life challenges. Overall, the collection reflects a thoughtful and in‐depth exploration of Buddhist thought, inviting readers to consider both doctrinal subtleties and practical applications of the buddhadharma.


What the program does

  1. Identifies conversation blocks
    • The code scans through the DOCX file’s paragraphs.
    • Whenever it encounters a green‐colored paragraph, it treats it as a “Topic Title” and starts a new conversation block.
  2. Determines speaker roles based on font size
    • Large‐font text at the start of a block is labeled “Someone wrote:” (the user or an external voice).
    • Small‐font text at the start is labeled “[Krodha replied:]” (or any custom name specified).
    • Subsequent paragraphs within the same conversation block are classified as either additional “Reply” paragraphs (if small font) or as “Quote” paragraphs (if large font).
  3. Merges consecutive paragraphs
    • If multiple consecutive paragraphs belong to the same role (e.g., repeated “Krodha replied:” or “Quote:”), they are merged into a single block of text.
    • This avoids repetitive labels and keeps the conversation flow continuous.
  4. Outputs a streamlined conversation
    • The program reconstructs each conversation block into clean text with consistent headings, speaker labels, and quotes.
    • Finally, it saves the result as a new DOCX file with neatly segmented paragraphs.

Why the output is superior

  • Consistent, well‐defined structure
    Instead of free‐floating text, you get clear “Topic Title” and well-labeled sections such as “Someone wrote: …,” “Krodha replied: …,” and “Quote: ….”
  • Reduced clutter
    Merging consecutive quotes and replies creates a simpler, more readable output without repeated labels.
  • Enhanced readability
    Removing formatting quirks (varying font sizes, random breaks) results in a natural, easy-to-follow conversation flow.
  • Better referencing and organization
    Each topic remains distinct and clearly labeled, making the document easier to navigate and reference.

Benefits for text-to-speech and AI/MP3 recordings

  1. Clear separation of voices
    Explicit speaker labels help text-to-speech engines naturally switch between different voices or intonation cues.
  2. Easier editing and voice assignment
    Standardized tags simplify the process if you use an AI voice-over tool to assign different voices.
  3. Improved user experience
    Listeners enjoy a natural flow when content is chunked into clearly labeled sections.
  4. Streamlined script for further processing
    Downstream tools (for summarization or sentiment analysis) work better with well-structured text.
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Soh

These are some notes I jotted down after a meeting in 2023. It may be inaccurate as I had to rely on my own memory.


Meeting Notes – with John Tan and Yin Ling (31 March 2023)

 

Training and Articles

  • We discussed training the AtR AI bot based on Geoff’s articles, the Stream-entry article, and other related writings.
  • Consideration of a “training mode” was raised, and we talked about which articles should be prioritized for study or publication.

 

Spirituality and Doctors

  • John Tan wondered how doctors generally view spirituality.
  • I shared that many doctors and medical people are deeply interested in spirituality, including Zen Master Hong Wen Liang, Daniel Ingram, Angelo Dillulo, Yin Ling, Winston, and others.
  • John initially thought Hong Wen Liang’s approach was related to TCM’s concept of jing-qi-shen. (Soh: it’s not. See his biography at https://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2023/04/why-its-not-easy-to-start-practicing.html)

 

ChatGPT and Programming

  • John Tan expressed being very impressed with ChatGPT.
  • He used to own and run several IT companies and was highly skilled in programming, but had stopped for many years.
  • Discovering ChatGPT rekindled his interest, as he found the phenomenon of emergent information and properties fascinating.
  • Even top tech company leaders (as Wilson noted) admit they don’t fully understand why emergent phenomena occur.
  • For example, ChatGPT can generate novel insights—expressing themes like “freedom from elaboration” from fresh angles not necessarily present in the source texts.
  • This made John consider re-entering the field of programming.

 

Knowing, Presence, and Gnosis

  • John emphasized: “Knowing is always relative—through comparison, knowledge, measurement, and so on.”
  • Presence, however, is not “knowing.” A Buddha does not “know” in that sense, but has direct gnosis or radiant awareness/“knowingness”.
  • Some raised the question: is ChatGPT sentient?
  • John’s view: it may not be truly sentient or have gnosis, but it already demonstrates a form of “knowing” or knowledge.

 

Practice and Meditation

  • I mentioned buying a treadmill (inspired by Yin Ling)
  • John Tan said some people questioned him, saying they doubted my statement that he meditates 3–4 hours a day. He doesn’t feel the need to clarify or prove such matters to others.
  • John shared his own meditation perspective:
    • First, one must overcome the body before overcoming the mind.
    • The mind will always have thoughts—about business and everything else.
    • But by sitting through numbness, eventually the legs soften, the body settles, and deeper practice becomes possible.

 

Anatta and Total Exertion

  • Yin Ling described her experience as “just being the mall.”
  • John linked this to Anatta and Total Exertion, and added:
    • (After this), include the view (insight) that whatever arises through dependent origination is non-arising.
    • At this stage it corresponds more to initial (first) bhūmi rather than the eighth bhūmi.
  • Non-Gelug schools often say that Buddhas do not have concepts—only gnosis, direct non-conceptual awareness, and extraordinary capacities like the six supernatural powers.
  • After anatta, one experiences this direct gnosis, showing that conventional knowing is not the only mode available.
  • Tsongkhapa, however, maintains that conventionality is never abandoned. He distinguishes:
    • (A) pre-conceptual experience,
    • (B) conceptual/conventional cognition (which enters saṃsāra), and
    • (C) wisdom that penetrates conventionality.
    • But C is not merely A—it is a distinct wisdom.
  • Not all Buddhist schools agree on this; hence the debates.
  • In Total Exertion (Dōgen’s teaching), one does not discard conventionalities or dependencies. Every step—walking, climbing stairs, rowing a boat—engages the whole universe. The sitting itself is the whole universe exerting.
  • Elements like earth and water are not external entities but part of this total engagement and total activity of the universe.

 

Tsongkhapa and Anatta

  • Tsongkhapa’s writings are deeply engaged with anatta, though not presented as direct “experience reports.”
  • His analyses, like the eight points of negation, offer very subtle insights into non-self.
  • Few people fully understand the depth of his insights.
  • Teachers like Malcolm and Kyle often advise sticking with Indian sources like Nāgārjuna’s Mūlamadhyamakakārikā (MMK) rather than Tibetan polemics.
  • Stian and Andre praised the Buddhapālita commentary as particularly clear.

 

Emptiness and Dependent Origination

  • Both Tsongkhapa and the Buddha taught the emptiness of inherent existence:
    • Consciousness cannot be reified apart from conditions.
    • Anatta reveals no independent self or background consciousness.
    • Dependent origination shows that just as a chariot is designated on conditions, so is consciousness.
    • Phenomena vividly appear, yet are empty—like Mipham’s coalescence: “empty yet appearing, appearing yet empty.”
  • Mipham criticized misinterpretations and upheld the Nyingma view: ultimate analysis does not negate conventional validity.
  • Historically, many Tibetans fell into nihilism, dismissing karma, virtues, and vices, so Gelugpa rigor was necessary as a corrective. John felt that Gelug influence may continue to grow in the future, though he acknowledged Gelug can be overly intellectual and analytical.

 

Rebirth and Past Lives

 

Other Teachers and Texts

  • Toni Packer was mentioned as leaning more toward Zen.
  • John noted that Mipham’s commentary on MMK is not easy to understand.
  • He reminded that Buddhists must not lie, as integrity is foundational.

 

 


Soh


Chinese Original: https://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2017/01/precious-mirror-samadhi.html 


English Translation (translation updated: 28/9/2025):

“Jeweled Mirror Samādhi,”

a talk by Teacher Hong in the Cameron Highlands; Gleanings on the Song of the Jeweled Mirror Samādhi, by Zen Master Iida (Japan), rendered into Chinese by Shaozhuo; a Chan retreat in the Cameron Highlands, November 2005, with guidance and dharma instruction from Teacher Hong Wenliang.

 

This time I will introduce to everyone the Song of the Jeweled Mirror Samādhi. “Song” indicates a text cast as prose or verse; “Jeweled Mirror Samādhi” is anuttarā-samyak-saṃbodhi. The Song of the Jeweled Mirror Samādhi was composed by Chan Master Dongshan. Shitou Xiqian wrote the Harmony of Difference and Sameness; these two texts are sister works. This one explains things more fully than the Harmony of Difference and Sameness, though the manner of writing is the same. The present explanation follows the Japanese Master Iida’s rendering. The commentary on the Harmony of Difference and Sameness given previously also adopted Master Iida’s exposition. There are many annotations on the Jeweled Mirror Samādhi; Master Iida’s essay is concise and to the point. Another is by Master Menzan, written at the venerable age of eighty-six. Because time is limited, in this retreat we can only present Master Iida’s explanation. In Sōtō temples these two texts are chanted morning and evening without fail, which shows their importance.

The Jeweled Mirror Samādhi is walls and tiles; it is walking, standing, sitting, and lying down; it is the coming and going of birth and death; it is the rise and fall of suffering and happiness.

“The Jeweled Mirror Samādhi is walls and tiles; it is walking, standing, sitting, and lying down; it is the coming and going of birth and death; it is the rise and fall of suffering and happiness”—this single line states the crux completely. Walls are it; stones are it. Your sneezing, walking, sleeping—every moment of walking, standing, sitting, and lying is the Jeweled Mirror Samādhi. What then remains to be said? What troubles us most is birth and death and their comings and goings: where does the intermediate state go? Are there six destinies of rebirth? Is there a hell? Is there a Pure Land to which one may go? Is there a heaven to ascend to? These questions of the comings and goings of birth and death are crucial, and their answer can be given with a single phrase: “the Jeweled Mirror Samādhi.” Does this seem strange? “The rise and fall of suffering and happiness” includes pain, numbness, itchiness—these are all it. This means there is not some special samādhi into which those who have cultivated may enter while those who have not may not; nor is it that only those of attainment have the Jeweled Mirror Samādhi. No! Whether buddha or ordinary person, sentient or insentient, steamed bun, diamond, singing, walking—all are it. What does this mean?

Seen with a true eye, the whole universe is a single Jeweled Mirror Samādhi. Because it is a single one, there is no seer and nothing seen.

“Seen with a true eye” means without muddled confusion. We often look through colored lenses and then take things to be red, green, white, and so on. To see with a true eye is to add no bias to what we see. The entire universe is a single Jeweled Mirror Samādhi. Precisely because the entire universe is one Jeweled Mirror Samādhi, of course walking, standing, sitting, lying; walls and tiles; the comings and goings of birth and death are all one Jeweled Mirror Samādhi. Because “a single one” is “one piece”—there is just one piece—because “the whole” is a single piece, there is no seer and nothing seen. Your whole body is yourself—could your left foot be me while your right foot is not me? Could the right foot look at the left foot and say it is not you, or the left foot look at the right foot and say it is not you? Could it be like that? The whole of it is oneself. If you step outside and look back, then you divide it. Since the whole of it is one, can it be divided? It cannot. Can water divide into “this water” looking at “that water”? All water is water. Can you take the taste of it?

Ordinarily we look and at once divide into you, I, and he. In truth, when I look at you and you look at him, he, I, and you are one and the same thing, a single jeweled mirror. Hearing this, we get confused: you are you, a stone is a stone, a stone is not me. How can a stone and I be one thing? Do you agree? If a tiger appears right in front of you—am I the tiger? No, right? How could a tiger be me? In the Harmony of Difference and Sameness this is the principle of “interfusion” and “non-interfusion.” “Interfusion” is that the whole universe is one Jeweled Mirror Samādhi; “non-interfusion” points to the other as tiger while I am I—this is non-interfusion. The Harmony of Difference and Sameness emphasizes that in our world our thoughts all take the tiger to be over there about to eat me and I must flee, and so on—each one independent and non-interfusing. Seen with a true eye, originally the whole of it is the manifestation of a single dharma-realm, the dharma-nature. How to accord with it? Rather than explaining doctrine endlessly, better that you simply sit cross-legged. Put simply, that is all. It is not the case that you think, “Ah! That’s it!”—that is merely your conceptual consciousness thinking it is right.

If you take “meeting and understanding” to be a mirror, you will enter hell as swiftly as an arrow. The saying is not to be heard of: mountains and rivers are not seen in a mirror; mountains, rivers, grasses, and trees are the mirror.

Master Kokan said, “Do not set my hands in motion—there is a person like jade. Do not set my feet in motion—the whole body appears as accomplished. Just look, just look.”

The meaning of Master Kokan’s words is that you must not add anything extra; once hands or feet move, it is no longer so. In other words, if you think this out in the realm of discriminating consciousness, you have erred. “At this very moment it is perfectly accomplished”—there is no need to move hands or feet; the whole of it is so. Therefore, in what you see and hear do not imagine that these are what the great mirror-like wisdom manifests, as if a mirror of the dharma-realm and dharma-nature were showing reflections that vary with your karmic conditions and retributions. Explaining it this way is entirely wrong. What you see, hear, touch, and think are all the mirror itself, including you yourself: the whole of it is the mirror. Do not misunderstand this point.

“Lovers in fervent passion, even if sleeping alone, are as if sharing one quilt; the mist disperses and the mountain hides” (a Japanese tanka). This poem has been hard to understand since ancient times. The Way cannot be left even for an instant. Husband and wife were originally one body; sleeping alone does not differ from two sleeping together—it is this intimate. Who would dare be ashamed before the grace of the shared pillow?

Next comes a Japanese tanka. Lovers passionately in love, even sleeping alone, are as if sleeping together. “The mist disperses and the mountain hides”—when the mist disperses, the mountain cannot be seen. Since ancient times this has been hard to understand. How can the mountain hide when the mist has dispersed? One sleeping alone equals two sleeping together—what is this saying? Master Iida explains: “The Way cannot be left even for a moment.” You yourself are it; you yourself divide it. Therefore, seeking the Way, you do not know that you yourself are the Way. If you yourself are the Way, how can you leave it? How can it be divided? Naturally, it cannot be left even for an instant. “Husband and wife were originally one body. Sleeping alone does not differ from two sleeping together. So intimate is it.” This indicates that we ourselves, or the outer stones and tiles, are all the Jeweled Mirror; thus it is this intimate. “Who would dare be ashamed before the grace of the shared pillow?”—are you not the Way?

The mist is self-view. When looking at a mountain, the mountain enters the eye, and the eye becomes the mountain.

“The mist disperses and the mountain hides” requires special attention. With mist one cannot see clearly. The mist is “self-view”: our opinions and views. When we see and hear, at once we add “self-view,” as if mist arises. “The mist is self-view. When looking at a mountain, the mountain enters the eye, and the eye becomes the mountain.” When you look at a mountain, the mountain’s appearance enters the eye. Within the eye there is the mountain’s image now present upon the retina. On the retina the whole image of the mountain appears; the eye is the entire mountain. Whatever you see, the eye becomes what is seen. “Seer and seen are both extinguished.” When things are in accord, is there still a seer and a seen? I see a mountain, a tree, clouds, the sun, the moon. In seeing, the eye becomes a cloud or becomes a mountain. Is there any seer and seen there? The seer and seen arise when you stir a thought, “My eyes see a mountain.” Only when your conceptual consciousness adds this does it appear. In the moment itself, all are appearances; all are images. The eye becomes a flower; the eye becomes a microphone. Is there any seer and seen? Seer and seen are produced when you think and talk. Thus it says, “When looking at a mountain, the mountain enters the eye, and the eye becomes the mountain.”

That seer and seen are both extinguished ought originally to be explained as mutual accommodation; but fearing it might be mistaken for a doctrine of two, it is said that the mountain hides—this is the rationale for “hides.”

Heaven and earth share one root; the myriad things are of one body; nothing is more intimate than “one.” Therefore the Jeweled Mirror Samādhi can also be called great love.

Just sit and see; take up kōans until you are of one piece with them; there will surely be a time you clap your hands and laugh without knowing it.

This principle, said in words, is hard to understand. Therefore: “just sit and see; take up kōans until you are of one piece with them.” Master Iida, somewhat under the influence of the Linji lineage, approves of investigating kōans, unlike Takuan Kōdō or Dōgen, who advocated constantly just sitting; but Master Iida’s point is that when investigating kōans you become one with the kōan. “There will surely be a time you clap your hands and laugh without knowing it.” After endless talk, there is no need to use your wits—just sit and see. Like talking at length about what salty is or sweet is—once you put it in your mouth, you know. Therefore, just sit and see.

The Jeweled Mirror Samādhi is truly the work of Dongshan. On the authorship there have been many conflicting views since ancient times, which risk being overly forced. This is because in the Record of the Thirteen Chapters of Dongshan in the Compendium of Essentials there is the passage: “When the Master took leave of Caoshan, he charged him, saying, ‘At my late master Yunyan’s place I personally sealed the essentials of the Jeweled Mirror Samādhi; now I transmit them to you.’” From this some have taken it to be Yunyan’s work, originating from Yaoshan.

Here, what is called “Jeweled Mirror Samādhi” is not a book title; it points straight to the directly transmitted succession, the “this” of the Treasury of the True Dharma Eye, or the meaning of “accord between teacher and student.”

Master Huiran called this text the Song of the Precious Mirror Samādhi; Master Chuandeng also added the word “Song” to indicate distinction. This song is indeed the samādhi secretly entrusted by the buddhas and patriarchs, set down in writing by Great Master Dongshan. May it be chanted and transmitted without differentiating monks from laypeople, so that all can realize and enter the buddha-way.

“This song harmonizes in metre with the Harmony of Difference and Sameness,” sharing its rhyme. “It elaborates it closely and fully. The intention within differs slightly in scope and brevity,” but in fact the main purport of the two is the great gist that the buddhas wished to transmit. Thus the opening line of the Harmony of Difference and Sameness, “The mind of the great sage of India,” is the “Jeweled Mirror Samādhi,” the “wondrous mind of nirvāṇa” transmitted by the World-Honored One, and the “facing the wall” transmitted by Bodhidharma. The words differ and their presentation differs, but all point to “this.” If “this” were easy to state, it would simply be said openly; but this “this” cannot be put into words, is hard to depict, and cannot be grasped by feeling and sentiment as “Oh! That’s it! A sudden opening.” That is merely a feeling. Therefore it is called difficult—very difficult! And yet it is not difficult, for right now you yourself are it; only you are unwilling to undertake it. If you are willing, is the matter then finished?

If you are willing yet cannot put down the one thought that affirms yourself as right, then from the fault of self-affirmation you fall into the sickness of realization. This sickness of realization is hardest to remove. Nevertheless, the experience of “feeling it is right” must be personally verified; without personal verification it does not count. But this experience is so wondrous and so joyous that old habits rise up and seize it and will not let go. Thus self-affirmation is still a fault—we call this the “fault of permanence.”

This piece still follows the “Yu rhyme”; the rhyme used is that of the state of Yu. “Those who truly hear are few indeed”: those who understand are far too few. Understanding is necessary, lest the direction of practice be mistaken; but understanding is not sufficient—understanding does not mean you are right. “If you first read the Harmony of Difference and Sameness and then this piece, you will naturally discover how the two are subtly and spiritually contiguous”—it is hoped everyone will read this Song of the Jeweled Mirror Samādhi alongside the previous commentary on the Harmony of Difference and Sameness; you will naturally find where the two connect.

When the self is forgotten, nothing is not self. Regard the universe as a single mirror, and then every affair, every thing, without exception, is the mirror itself: when a barbarian comes, a barbarian appears; when a Han comes, a Han appears.

He uses one line to explain: “When the self is forgotten, nothing is not self.” When the self is forgotten, nothing is not oneself. If the self is not forgotten, then you, he, sentient, and insentient are divided. The “self” is erected by deluded thought; the thought “I am I” persists—“I am listening,” “I am practicing the Way”—that “I” needs to be forgotten. If forgotten, can one no longer act? Can one no longer live? One still drinks tea; one still breathes and the heart still beats; one still thinks. Just do not take thinking as the self, and you are right. When thoughts and currents of thought arise, even if you would stop them, you cannot—because they do not belong to you. “When the self is forgotten, nothing is not self”—this comes from Venerable Zeng Zhao’s “The sage has no self and yet nothing is not self.” Shitou Xiqian, reading that line and moved, wrote the Harmony of Difference and Sameness.

When the self is forgotten, there is nothing that is not oneself—do not let this go in one ear and out the other. Turn back and reflect within and taste whether you can glean a little flavor. Even if you have a little, in an instant it is gone; in a kṣaṇa you return to that “I”—this shows how powerful habitual tendencies are. If you try to figure out this habit with reasoning, you cannot; if you try to bow it away, you cannot. What to do? Just sit. This is what the Buddha transmitted: as soon as you sit and set yourself there, the whole universe is you and you are the whole universe, present right now. With the body of an ordinary person you can immediately verify the body of a sage—only this method. Without changing the ordinary body, suddenly become the sacred body. Because you are originally the Jeweled Mirror Samādhi, set there you are the Jeweled Mirror. Do not sit there and occupy yourself with private business—wanting to become a buddha, wanting to eliminate afflictions, wanting to open the two channels of conception and governor. That would be a pity.

“Regard the universe as a single mirror; every affair and thing without exception is the mirror.” This must be thoroughly verified in sitting. It is originally like this—do not think askew. “When a barbarian comes, a barbarian appears; when a Han comes, a Han appears.” Thoughts come—what of it? Thought is the movement of the dharma-realm. Thoughts arise and pass; what the mind thinks are all “when a barbarian comes, a barbarian appears; when a Han comes, a Han appears.” Who says that when sitting, thoughts coming and going are bad? Who says so?

The one that illuminates is the mirror; what is illuminated is also the mirror. There is no “other,” no “self.” There is none that can hate or love. Originally it is one emptiness.

Suddenly it is in front; in an instant it is behind. At first like a maiden; in the end like a fleeing hare. It begins as a great merchant, exhausting luxury; in the end it declines and begs in the lanes, knowing no shame.

You must be able to be the host wherever you are; then, wherever you turn, it can truly be subtle and profound. Abiding settled in your own share is “truly subtle and profound.” Only when non-interfusion is thorough can “wherever you turn be truly subtle and profound.” “The jeweled mirror is oneself, and oneself is the jeweled mirror.” Do not divide into “I am the jeweled mirror” or “I am a reflection appearing in the jeweled mirror”—that is wrong. The jeweled mirror itself is you, and you are the jeweled mirror; all the transformations upon the mirror are yourself—nothing is not self. “‘Precious’ carries the meaning of omnipotent freedom. ‘Jeweled mirror’ is a metaphor; ‘samādhi’ is the dharma.” If we reluctantly divide this song into two parts as jeweled mirror and samādhi, the jeweled mirror is the comparison and samādhi is the dharma. Samādhi is right absorption. What is right absorption? It is not adding one’s own opinions, not adding inexplicable wrong views and biases. Samādhi is right reception. Well then, after speaking so much principle, what is actual practice?

Samādhi is right absorption: honestly receive, become one with conditions, and forget oneself.

“Honestly receive, become one with conditions, and forget oneself”—only this line; everyone should remember it. Jeweled mirror is the metaphor; samādhi is the true teaching; “no self” and “not self”—these are the principles. In actuality? Just now you sit here listening to my teaching. What are your conditions? You hear what I say, and so the mind moves, thinking and judging—these are conditions. Are you one with the conditions? At every moment you are moving your mind: “I hear what you are saying; you say it well, you say it poorly.” At once a “someone” appears and moves there. Have you become one? No. If one has become one, does it mean you do not know what I am saying? Have you no opinions? Are you confused? Is that being one? After hearing, thoughts churn above. You must know: “thinking itself is ultimately non-thinking.” It is “I” that thinks; do not insert that “I,” and you are right. If you do not insert “I,” can you not discriminate what I am saying? Thus “deluded thought is ultimately the dharma-nature.” You say “become one with conditions”—do you then become the sound so that only sound is ringing and you cannot understand anything? Buddhas and great Chan masters do not teach you this.

Suppose you pull the teeth of a thoroughly enlightened Chan master and refuse anesthesia, thinking that feeling no pain is to be one with conditions—does this accord with the principle? Many think practice is like this: “My practice is so advanced that I have teeth pulled without anesthesia.” Really? Even if you merely endure, it is “you” who endure—it is the skill of enduring. “Becoming one with conditions” is “pain is precisely pain”: you will cry out; how could there be no pain? Even if you do not want pain, there will be pain. Could Śākyamuni Buddha have his teeth extracted without anesthesia and feel no pain? If there were no pain, that would be strange indeed.

“Honestly receive, become one with conditions, and forget oneself”—this does not mean that all feeling disappears, that thought does not move, that you do not know what is being said. You clearly know what is being said, but above it there is no discriminating deluded thought called “I.” That is all. Therefore “thought itself is ultimately not deluded thought.” Hence in Yongjia’s Song of Realizing the Way there is the line, “Ignorance is truly the buddha-nature.”

What matters most is, moment by moment, “honestly receive, become one with conditions, and forget oneself.” To be able never to deviate from this is “practice after awakening.” It is not that after great awakening one will never drift or deviate and thus may be careless—no. At all times and everywhere, to be “one with conditions and forget the self” without deviation is to be right. To see clearly that you yourself are the precious mirror is awakening. After awakening, is there still practice? “Practice does not terminate.” This is the place in Sōtō that is hardest for people to understand, causing students to turn and study under Linji or Pure Land. “Awakening has no beginning; practice has no end.” Hearing this, one cannot bear it. “Practice does not end? Then why should I awaken? I thought once awakened there would be nothing more to do—yet I must continue practicing without end? ‘Awakening has no beginning’? Then I will not awaken; originally it is awakening.” At once the mind is muddled. Using intellection to ponder the true dharma taught by the Buddha—this is deadly.

He gives another way to state “becoming one with conditions”: “At the time of death, die equably, with absolutely no thought of prolonging life; therefore there is liberation and ease.” At the end of life, die equably. At such a time have no thought to prolong life—“to live just one more day,” “two more days”—for then there is suffering. This is the principle of being one with conditions; thus there is liberation and ease. Another translation of samādhi is “not receiving,” because there is no reception and no receiver. Because it is the jeweled mirror, there is no relation of agent and object; thus it is called “not receiving.” Samādhi—right absorption—is sometimes translated “not receiving.” Why? “A sweet melon is sweet through its stem; a bitter gourd is bitter down to its root.” Is there any reasoning here? When you eat a bitter gourd, the root is bitter and the leaves are bitter. A sweet melon is entirely sweet. Is there a part here sweet and a part there not sweet, or sweeter here and less sweet there? Is there such a thing? What does this mean? It means there is originally no subject and object. Why? Because all is a single Jeweled Mirror.

Just now everyone heard the bell—it is the end of the session. Ordinarily we think, “I myself heard the bell.” Is it divided? Is there a single jeweled mirror? No. Everywhere it is divided: I am I; the bell sound is the bell sound—this is non-interfusion. Yet because non-interfusion is thorough, therefore there is interfusion. Is the sound resounding here in me, or over there? If it resounds only here, then without a bell it should resound as I please—impossible. The bell must be struck; everyone must be set in motion—only then, with conditions, does it occur.

For example, I look in a mirror. Is there my image in the mirror? There is. Without me, is there an image? There is not. There must be a mirror, and there must be me. Some may say it is the person holding the mirror who produces the image. Then let the one holding the mirror go away and set the mirror down by itself—will that do? Is it the one holding the mirror who produces the image? Is it space in between that produces the image? Who produces the image? It is not the mirror that produces it; it is not the space; it is not the one holding the mirror. Yet without me, it will not do; without the mirror, it will not do; without space, it will not do. Without these, there is no image. Then from where does this image come? See: the mirror and I are independent, but what of the image? In non-interfusion, is there an image? There is no image. If you try to understand this with the head, it is like this. As for actual practice, it is still hoped everyone will sit cross-legged more. Sit and relax the six faculties; let the six faculties be at ease: this is to return to natural law. “Oh, so this is natural law…”—do not add your own opinion again. Set yourself there. Thoughts moving here and there are not moved by you, nor is it you who drives them away; without your driving them away, they go of themselves. When thoughts move, just do not add another “I am thinking,” and that is enough. In his whole preface Master Iida speaks at length to one point: the whole of it is one Jeweled Mirror Samādhi revealing itself; above it there is no you, no I, no she. How does this accord with the realities of life? It is to become one with the scenes and situations you see, hear, and meet—to “become one with conditions.” This is an excellent method of practice for daily life.