Soh Wei Yu shared a link.Awakening to Reality
Conversation — 2007
Thusness: A person should be really serious in being no-one and be thoroughly clear of what is "self," and stop talking about "nothing needs to be done."
AEN: "Nothing needs to be done" as in those Neo-Advaita kind of statements?
Thusness: Yeah. You can say treat it as if you never existed and experience the happening... You can talk about how conditioning fools us into believing that there is a "self," how the entire process comes about. You can talk about there is no one way towards it. In fact, saying "don't search" is meaningless; that is just half the story. It should be: search until you truly understand the meaning of non-searching. Then it is complete. For to understand non-searching, searching is the condition.
AEN: What makes experience turn into duality? Karmic propensity?
Thusness: Self. I hear. I see. That is separation. The "I" separates. When seeing, there is just the seen; there is no separation. Then one must know the emptiness nature of the one life.
AEN: Emptiness nature of one life as in realizing non-locality?
Thusness: It is best not to talk about non-locality. Even non-duality will take one many lives to understand.
AEN: But you said one must know the emptiness nature of non-duality also.
Thusness: Be without a center in all experiences. When Adyashanti said all is the One... is sound the same as sight?
AEN: I think so... oh, sound and sight... hm.
Thusness: Is a song the same as the sky?
AEN: No...?
Thusness: Is the current moment of thought the same as the next moment of thought? Is "now" ever the same at all? Where is the One? He is right in saying we have to stop and thinking is the one that is causing the confusion. Confusion is the One. Being lost is the one. Yet I have no confusion at all—that the five aggregates are already non-dual, and the eighteen dhatus are also non-dual. And the "in between" is what is causing the confusion.
AEN: How come "One" is confusion?
Thusness: What are the factors? The "how" of getting towards it. Did you watch the video?
AEN: Yeah.
Thusness: Didn't you hear what he said?
AEN: Oh, the "one" as in the thinker, etc.
Thusness: Or... no, the One as the One reality. Our Buddha Nature.
AEN: Oh, I see. Okay, I get it. Yeah, I remember.
Thusness: He must have deeper realization of what is meant by "self." When you stand up, is there intention? When you brush your teeth, is there intention?
AEN: I think so.
Thusness: Yes. Is there a problem?
AEN: No.
Thusness: So why is there a problem when you search?
AEN: So you mean searching is like the condition for realization.
Thusness: Yes.
AEN: And it's okay. Like the intention and the brushing teeth.
Thusness: When you search, you begin to understand what is non-searching. If you start by non-searching, you think that you are not searching, but in reality, you are mistaken. That sort of non-searching is not the sort of non-searching after realization from searching. So when a person says the problem is with searching, he only knows half the story. He does not know the condition that leads to non-searching.
AEN: What sort of conditions lead to non-searching?
Thusness: Searching. Because I know, then there is no confusion. I am perfectly fine and contented. I have no problem with sitting meditation and searching, and yet I have experienced the non-dual. This is discernment. If you were to tell a person "non-searching" from the start, he has no idea what you are talking about. And even when you tell him that, it is wrong. Only when a person has searched sufficiently is he equipped. He knows because he knows what is searching. He knows what is effort. He knows the problems of efforting. He sees how it reacts. He "sees" and the "eye" is open. The entire process is setting up all the necessary conditions for non-searching to arise. Get it?
AEN: I see.
Thusness: Without it, the non-searching is incomplete. And it is not the non-searching all sages are talking about.
AEN: So you mean there has to be the experience of searching and discerning what is searching, then one can stop searching.
Thusness: Yes.
AEN: Then people like Tony Parsons, they are encouraging non-searching? Or have I misunderstood?
Thusness: Have you seen anyone born who does not search and yet knows the entire full meaning of non-searching?
AEN: Hmm, no.
Thusness: Then why do you doubt? Have you witnessed, or has Buddha taught or said, anyone has done that before?
AEN: But actually, what sort of searching would lead to non-searching... Hmm, no.
Thusness: Now have you witnessed great sages, after going through cycles of searching of what is truth, come to understand what is the true meaning of non-searching?
AEN: Yeah.
Thusness: Has anyone not gone through that process?
AEN: Don't think so.
Thusness: So within your knowledge, including Buddha, none has indeed succeeded in that.
AEN: I see... yeah.
Thusness: Isn't that sufficient to tell you that searching is necessary?
AEN: Searching as in practicing the teachings?
Thusness: So for one that focuses and over-emphasizes that non-searching, is again fooled by his own thinking conditioning. Yet not knowing it. Therefore propensities are subtle. Even the non-dual experiencers are not spared from it. So what is the difference between the non-searching at the beginning and the non-searching at the end? What is the entire process about?
AEN: One is no insight, one has got insight.
Thusness: And how then can a person try to understand non-searching? Insight of what?
AEN: Searching?
Thusness: Why can't a person from the start know what is non-searching? Why must he go through searching?
AEN: Because if he doesn't even know what is searching, then he can't understand what is effort and the problems of effort?
Thusness: What is effort?
AEN: Intentions?
Thusness: No good. You have not understood what I said. Because you need to be no-self in order to understand non-searching. And the understanding must be very, very thorough. A person from the start has absolutely no idea of what is no-self and what is self. Get it? All actions are full of self.
AEN: Yeah.
Thusness: When a person sits and is not doing anything: one is without center, the other has a center.
AEN: Toni Packer also said something, she said, "Unless effortlessness prevails, you cannot help making an effort," and said it's the way our constitution and conditioning work. When talking about effortlessness, it's either a concept or we're really in that state of no effort, just openness without "me."
Thusness: You can say so. But one has to go through a process of stability. And the key is in dropping. That is why the second door is very important. And it is dropping the entirety of the self. As if you never existed. That is why the second door is very important after non-dual experience. One must put in all effort in dropping until as if the "I" never existed.
AEN: It is like nothing stays at all, nothing exists, so everything is dropped?
Thusness: That is the effect. It is absolutely no center. No "I" at all. You will find it very hard to understand now because there is no clarity of what exactly constitutes the "I." But for one that understands and realizes what the "I" is all about, then he is very comfortable. Then he will know that what you said is the effect. As if painting on a pond like what I have posted. That is, I don't attempt or try not to hold on to anything, but I understand deeply and eliminate the whole notion of it and naturally I do not hold at all. Whole notion of "I," I mean. Giving up entirely the center. No center at all. Then there is no holding. As if I never existed. Like what Jeff described. He must be so comfortable with no center. Practice until it stabilizes. Requires a few years.

