[24/4/22, 8:58:01 PM] John Tan: Dont ke kiang
[24/4/22, 8:58:06 PM] Soh Wei Yu: Ok
[24/4/22,
9:01:26 PM] John Tan: U must know that from non-gelug perspective, the
conventional and relative r relinquished ultimately as conventional
arise out of ignorance otherwise y r there conventions and separation?
[24/4/22, 9:02:32 PM] John Tan: So how can there be total exertion?
[24/4/22, 9:04:26 PM] Soh Wei Yu: Oic..
[24/4/22, 9:04:44 PM] John Tan: Y do u need to experience total exertion?
[24/4/22,
9:05:44 PM] Soh Wei Yu: When engaging in conventionality things appear
separate and segregated unless total exertion is experienced?
[24/4/22, 9:05:54 PM] John Tan: No
[24/4/22,
9:07:04 PM] John Tan: Why do u need to go through the phases of
insights from IM to anatta to -+A ...what is the purpose?
[24/4/22, 9:07:35 PM] John Tan: Doesn't I M also direct authentication of presence?
[24/4/22, 9:08:24 PM] Soh Wei Yu: To experience presence without any limitations and restrictions whatsoever
Like i am is presence restricted to formless, background
After anatta that duality is gone but can still be restricted to here/now and locality
[24/4/22,
9:08:44 PM] Soh Wei Yu: So total exertion is spontaneous presence
without even here/now but exerts all times and directions
[24/4/22, 9:08:45 PM] John Tan: Yes what does that? mean
[24/4/22,
9:11:42 PM] Soh Wei Yu: Means like when i walk there is no sense of
here or there and no need for grounding whatsoever… its like mountains
and the entire sky and galaxies are walking with me. So no need to even
mention about here ness and even the word presence may sound restricrive
A thought exerts all my past and future as well
[24/4/22, 9:12:10 PM] John Tan: I m asking u this
[24/4/22, 9:13:22 PM] John Tan: It means that experience is still tainted.
[24/4/22, 9:13:48 PM] John Tan: Yet practitioners may not be aware. Correct?
[24/4/22, 9:13:54 PM] Soh Wei Yu: Yea
[24/4/22, 9:14:13 PM] John Tan: That is y u so Ka poh and kept telling ppl right?
[24/4/22, 9:17:32 PM] Soh Wei Yu: Lol yea
[24/4/22,
9:18:28 PM] John Tan: So when ppl say I m already free from all
elaborations, self does not exists, no-self does not exist, emptiness
and dependent origination exhausted, spontaneously present, naturally
perfected. So how u know the spontaneous presence is not tainted?
[24/4/22,
9:20:14 PM] Soh Wei Yu: By their insights, taste and see whether they
overcome all the tendencies of all those self/Self/here and now/locality
[24/4/22,
9:22:04 PM] John Tan: Like when u tell me spontaneous arising when in
IM, I told u not there yet don't talk abt it...u still talk...during I
M, during the 4 aspects, during non-dual, during anatta, after
anatta...I will tell u don't talk and u still talk
[24/4/22, 9:22:17 PM] John Tan: So tell me, which is which?
[24/4/22, 9:22:40 PM] John Tan: Which spontaneous presence r u talking abt?
[24/4/22, 9:23:10 PM] John Tan:

[24/4/22,
9:23:28 PM] Soh Wei Yu: Any tainted sense of inherency means fixed and
not spontaneous.. so spontaneous is after d.o. And emptiness
[24/4/22, 9:23:41 PM] John Tan: So after 20 years still talking
[24/4/22, 9:23:51 PM] Soh Wei Yu: Lol
[24/4/22, 9:24:38 PM] John Tan: Then if presence is restricted in 3 times how can it be truly non-inherent?
[24/4/22, 9:25:12 PM] John Tan: Then if presence is restricted in 10 directions can it be truly non-inherent?
[24/4/22, 9:29:08 PM] Soh Wei Yu: The 3 times and 10 directions are also empty.. like diamond sutra say
一合相
一合相者。盖言众尘和合而为一世界也。世界本空。微尘不有。但众生不了。妄执为实。若是实有。即应世界不可分为微尘。若是实无。不应微尘合为世界。是知执有执无。皆不当理。经云。如来说一合相。即非一合相。是名一合相。是也。
[24/4/22, 9:30:36 PM] John Tan: I m not talking about that
[24/4/22, 9:31:20 PM] Soh Wei Yu: If 3 times and 10 directions are reified it becomes like AF
[24/4/22, 9:31:28 PM] John Tan: ?
[24/4/22, 9:34:45 PM] John Tan: Now if I ask u in each of the phrase, do emptiness and DO apply,v what would u say?
[24/4/22, 9:35:45 PM] Soh Wei Yu: Im not sure I understand your qn
[24/4/22, 9:36:54 PM] John Tan: What I meant is, is it better to tell ppl emptiness and DO or spontaneous presence?
[24/4/22,
9:38:09 PM] Soh Wei Yu: Better to tell d.o. And emptiness first..
spontaneous presence without understanding emptiness will be mistaken
One
can have realisation and taste of presence even I AM as skillful means
but shldnt be understood as the true spontaneous presence after
purification
[24/4/22, 9:38:44 PM] John Tan: Purification means?
[24/4/22, 9:38:55 PM] Soh Wei Yu: Insight of twofold emptiness
[24/4/22, 9:39:11 PM] John Tan: Means all inherentness are exhausted.
[24/4/22, 9:39:18 PM] Soh Wei Yu: Ic..
[24/4/22, 9:39:49 PM] John Tan: In other words, it is simply the full actualization of emptiness.
[24/4/22, 9:39:58 PM] John Tan: Or dharmakaya.
[24/4/22,
9:40:52 PM] John Tan: By then DO is understood to be the conventional
expression of spontaneous presence and natural perfection.
[24/4/22, 9:42:00 PM] John Tan: So y do you want to talk abt spontaneous presence or self-arising in every phase non-stop?
[24/4/22, 9:42:28 PM] John Tan: Y not just talk abt DO and emptiness?
[24/4/22,
9:43:29 PM] Soh Wei Yu: Ic.. cos its natural tendency to want to
experience presence in its full spontaneity and naturalness
But without correct insights its impossible
[24/4/22, 9:46:26 PM] John Tan: This message was deleted.
[24/4/22,
9:46:51 PM] John Tan: And without total exertion, how can it be
correct? Coz one will still be tainted by the 3 times and 10 directions
but because they worry so much about "conceptualities" they conveniently
say it is still tainted.
[24/4/22, 9:48:09 PM] Soh Wei Yu: I see..
[24/4/22, 9:48:52 PM] John Tan: So do u know y Tsongkhapa emphasize on DO and emptiness?
[24/4/22, 9:49:24 PM] Soh Wei Yu: To bring out importance of total exertion?
[24/4/22,
9:51:25 PM] John Tan: No because to him all appearances r false. All
way up and all way down. What we called pure perception is also
dependently originated. He doesn't need spontaneous presence. It is
just another appearances.
[24/4/22,
9:53:06 PM] John Tan: That is not to say Tsongkhapa doesn't understand
the so called "spontaneous presence and natural perfection" u r talking
about.
[24/4/22, 9:53:18 PM] John Tan: That will be a joke.
[24/4/22, 9:54:10 PM] John Tan: This message was deleted.
[24/4/22, 9:54:30 PM] John Tan: It is he knows too detail, too fine and know that ppl like us r talking nonsense.

