From “I AM” to non-duality, no-self, emptiness and spontaneous perfection
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My friend Sim Pern Chong, also known in earlier online discussions as Longchen or Simpo, has organised and documented his spiritual journey and present understanding into a new 84-page compilation. He is doing this partly because the web-hosting service for his old site will soon remove it, and I think the material is worth preserving.
Sim himself describes the work with some humour as “not fully about Buddhism type awakening” but more a kind of “Rojakism” of the process he went through. For readers outside Singapore and Malaysia: rojak is a local mixed salad, and in everyday speech the word is also used for an eclectic mixture of different things. Sim’s playful term “Rojakism” therefore means a deliberately mixed or hybrid spiritual path rather than one that fits neatly inside a single orthodox system. That is an apt description. The PDF moves from awakening and meditation into dream work, karmic-imprint work, a larger-consciousness framework, his “New Earth” material, chronological dream or vision transmissions, and accounts of unusual or otherworldly experiences.
John Tan once described Simpo (Longchen) as “a very insightful and sincere practitioner.” He also spoke highly of the quality of Sim’s writings on non-duality. I agree. Sim is an unusually insightful practitioner, and over the years I have found many of his observations on spiritual experience, non-duality, no-self, emptiness, and the changing phases of practice interesting and valuable.
“Simpo (Longchen) is a very insightful and sincere practitioner.”
— John Tan / Thusness, on Sim’s Dreamdatum writings
The organising idea: “horizontal” and “vertical” insights
Horizontal insights
Sim uses this term for insights into the nature of reality and experience accessible from the human contemplative perspective. Elsewhere in the PDF he gives examples such as I AM, non-duality, no-self, and emptiness.
Vertical insights
He uses this term for experiences that, in his framework, extend beyond ordinary human perception—for example access to what he calls a Higher or Larger Consciousness Structure, other lifetimes, dreams, visions, non-linear time, and other dimensions of experience.
This horizontal/vertical distinction explains much of the book’s “Rojakism.” Sim is not trying to reduce everything to one Buddhist map. He is combining the AtR-type progression of insight with a much broader experiential and cosmological framework of his own.
What is actually in the PDF
Chapter One · Groundwork Information (pp. 4–19)
Horizontal and vertical insights; why conceptual analysis alone is insufficient; why awakening attempts fail; meditation; thoughtlessness versus awakening; two main types of practice; causal imprints or karma; simultaneous/past lives; and past-life trauma and imprint work.
Chapter Two · Larger Consciousness Connection Practice (pp. 20–32)
Sim’s “hybrid path”; his model of a Larger Consciousness Structure; two modes of connection; meditation-vision transmission; an example of past-karma healing; dream interpretation; recurring dream symbols; a dream-and-vision authentication protocol; and the strengths and limitations he sees in this mode of practice.
Chapter Three · Overall Insights and Experiential Records (pp. 33–48)
The beginning of his spiritual journey; the progression from I AM / Eternal Witness → non-duality → no-self or anatta; inquiry after I AM; how the sense of self is formed; emptiness; non-arising and conventional reality; stable visions; non-linear time; dimensionlessness; rebirth dynamics; and his interpretation of karmic debt.
Chapter Four · The New Earth (pp. 49–58)
Sim’s personal New Earth / planetary-ascension framework: proposed cycles and timelines, planetary versus individual transformation, a “New Earth human” consciousness model, vibrational and biological transformation, an androgynous-ancestor hypothesis, and possible future transaction dynamics.
Chapter Five · Independent Articles (pp. 59–69)
Shorter pieces on the nature of the body, identity as energetic configuration, the head-and-heart mechanism of letting go, a primordial humanoid archetype, synchronicity, the fluidity of time, the challenges of awakening, multidimensional experience, transformation of causality, and what he calls the universal dynamics of dream awakening.
Chapter Six · Chronological Transmission Records (pp. 70–77)
Dream or vision transmissions that Sim dates to 2001, 2002, 2012, 2024, and 2026—including a “return to source” transmission, the rainbow snow-leopard dream, a lucid-dream lecture involving Kṣitigarbha, and later experiences he associates with non-linear time and the New Earth framework.
Accounts Sim interprets as encounters with a deceased woman, alien-human hybrids, a gateway to a Chinese netherworld, a deity in a lucid dream, and a possible higher-dimensional or “Arcturian” being. These are presented as his own experiential records and interpretations.
Why Chapter Three may be especially interesting to AtR readers
One of the clearest connections with Awakening to Reality appears in Chapter Two, where Sim writes that AtR materials are excellent for paving the way to anatta (no-self) and expresses gratitude to John Tan for pointing out when he was stuck at the I AM stage. At the same time, Sim explains that his own path became a hybrid: he combines AtR-type insight work with what he calls larger-consciousness work.
Chapter Three then lays out his own progression explicitly. He presents I AM Presence or Eternal Witness first, followed by non-duality, and then no-self, which he calls the matured stage of non-duality. He says his no-self insight occurred while walking, when “I am walking” gave way to simply walking with no separate “I.” From there he describes further movement into emptiness, non-arising, non-linear time, dimensionlessness, and related investigations.
This is one reason Sim’s record is useful. It does not freeze his earliest experience into his final view. You can see an actual practitioner’s interpretation changing as further insights and experiences accumulate.
How I suggest reading it
I would read this primarily as a spiritual autobiography and field record—the record of an intelligent and sincere practitioner’s long investigation—rather than as a textbook whose every proposition must be accepted.
Some parts overlap closely with subjects discussed on Awakening to Reality, especially I AM, non-duality, anatta, emptiness, non-arising, and the loosening of identification. Other parts move far outside the usual AtR framework. That difference is worth preserving rather than editing away.
In fact, this is what makes the compilation interesting to me. It preserves the actual contours of a person’s path: breakthroughs, experiments, changing views, dreams, unusual experiences, hypotheses, errors that may later be revised, and attempts to make sense of all of it. Sim himself repeatedly presents parts of the work as his current understanding rather than final truth.
For me, the important point is not that a reader must accept every part of Sim’s synthesis. It is that Sim has spent decades seriously looking into experience, and he has been willing to revise his understanding as his practice developed. That kind of record is worth preserving.
Sim Pern Chong · 84-page compilation
Read the complete Inner Journey PDF
Sim gathered this material before his old web-hosting service removes the site. The direct PDF link below points to the latest copy of the compilation.
The older archive is useful precisely because it preserves material from different periods rather than rewriting the earlier stages to sound like the later ones.
I hope this new compilation remains available even after the old site disappears. It gives readers a chance to encounter Sim’s journey in his own terms: not as a perfectly tidy system, but as a wide-ranging and evolving exploration of awakening, dreams, consciousness, karmic patterning, unusual experience, and the nature of reality.
Pure Land · Direct Perception · Anattā · Pure Vision
Sukhāvatī and the Radiance of This Very World
Hōnen on the limits of visualization, a separate personal reflection on pristine experience, and the sense in which this very world can appear as Pure Land when experienced without a background self.
The Pure Land scriptures describe Sukhāvatī in language of immeasurable luminosity, jeweled trees and ponds, celestial music, radiant lotuses, and a realm pervaded by Amitābha Buddha’s light. The quotations and reflections below approach the theme from different angles. Malcolm Smith’s remarks on Hōnen stand on their own; my 2019 passage is a separate reflection on my own experience, written independently and not as a response to Malcolm.
A visualization of Sukhāvatī inspired primarily by the Larger Sutra on Amitāyus, the Smaller Sukhāvatīvyūha / Amitābha Sutra, and the Sutra on the Contemplation of Amitāyus. The image is a contemplative depiction; the sūtras themselves remain the primary authority.
Hōnen, visualization, and direct perception
Personally, I quite enjoyed reading Honen and Shinran, though in the latter's case, I think he is a little pessimistic. As far as Pure land masters go, Ippen has a special place in my heart. One passage by Honen always struck me was his observation that he could never visualize a leaf in Sukhavati that was as perfect as the one he held in his hand on Hiei-zan. This is a profound statement on the difference between concepts and direct perceptions.
— Acarya Malcolm Smith
Malcolm’s observation points to a simple but profound distinction: even the most exalted visualization remains a mental representation, whereas direct perception presents itself with an immediacy, vividness, texture, and specificity that thought can only approximate.
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A separate personal reflection on lived experience
Soh · 2019 · independent reflection
A more accurate description would be the magical and marvelous vividness of colors—the living “textures” of what we call trees, sky, houses, people, streets, and so on—together with sounds, such as birdsong or traffic, scents such as food and plants, and every other sensory appearance. There is a sense of complete perfection and stark intensity.
Yet it feels completely natural. Without the slightest sense of distance or of a separate self or Self, even the tiniest details become strikingly clear.
This sense of perfection and magical radiance can remain even when I am physically tired or have slept very little the previous night.
By “magical,” I mean that there is something magnificent in experience—almost like beauty, but not beauty opposed to ugliness, and not a subjectively imposed emotional judgment of beauty. It is more like an intrinsic sense of perfection. I may look at a fly crawling on my skin and the fly is completely perfect, as though it were already part of paradise. (This differs from Thusness’s use of the word “magical.”)
It is like a ball of radiance, except that the radiance is nothing other than the boundless world of forms, colors, textures, and sounds. The world itself is the radiance; there is no separate subjective radiance standing apart from appearances.
Nothing is being subjectively imposed here. Even saying “a sense of perfection” is not quite accurate, because that wording suggests an interpretation laid over experience. Rather, the world itself is the perfection, and every moment carries the flavor of perfection.
“Perfection” here is only a qualitative description of the pristine state of consciousness and radiant appearances. It is not an affective thought—“this is perfect”—nor is it an objective property belonging to some inherently existing thing. Subject and object themselves are conceptual divisions.
And this state is not merely heightened clarity. Even trees swaying in the wind can appear marvelously, magically alive, as though life were revealing its significance and meaning everywhere.
— Soh, 2019 · lightly edited for English readability while preserving the intended meaning. This passage is presented as a standalone personal reflection and is not a comment on Malcolm Smith’s quotation above. Read the original 2019 post: The Magical, Fairytale-like Wonderland.
This very world as Pure Land
You know how the Mahāyāna sūtras—for example, the Vimalakīrti Sūtra—speak of seeing this very earth as a Pure Land; how old Zen texts speak in similar ways; and how Vajrayāna repeatedly describes pure vision as seeing this very world, body, speech, and mind in their primordial, unfabricated purity as Buddha-field, palace, maṇḍala, mantra, and deity?
When this becomes experiential rather than merely conceptual, one begins to understand what those old teachings are pointing to. They need not be read as mere poetic exaggeration. At least in one important experiential sense, they can be strikingly literal descriptions of how the world appears when experienced in pristine purity and perfection.
As I told John Tan before, the Amitābha Sūtra’s description of the Pure Land resembles my living experience here and now.
To me it just means anatta. When what’s seen, tasted, touched, smelled are in clean purity, everywhere is pure land.
— John Tan, 2019
If one is free from background self, all manifestations appear in clean purity in taste. Impurities from what I know come from mental constructions.
— John Tan, 2020
From this perspective, “Pure Land” need not be reduced either to a subjective fantasy or to a denial of Amitābha’s Sukhāvatī as described in the Pure Land sūtras. The experiential point here is more immediate: when the background sense of a separate perceiver falls away, appearances are no longer filtered in quite the same way through distance, grasping, comparison, and conceptual overlay. What remains is the vivid purity of colors, sounds, textures, sensations, scents, movement, and space themselves—not as inert matter, but as the very radiance of pristine consciousness. This radiance is not a separate awareness standing behind or apart from appearances; the colors, sounds, textures, sensations, scents, movement, and space are themselves the luminous display.
This does not mean that every conventional situation becomes physically pleasant, nor that pain, fatigue, illness, or other difficult sensations cease to arise. Yet the intense radiance and pristine clarity of experience can profoundly cleanse or purge negative emotional reactions, so that physical unpleasantness need not carry the same burden of aversion, contraction, or psychological suffering. “Pure” here therefore does not mean that every sensation is pleasant; it points to the pristine, ungraspable, vividly luminous character of manifestation itself—the radiance of pristine consciousness before experience is divided conceptually into an observer standing apart from an observed world.
Prompt used to generate the Pure Land visualization
Create an extraordinarily realistic, sacred, majestic visualization of Sukhāvatī — the Western Pure Land of Amitābha Buddha (Amitāyus), based as faithfully as possible on the Larger Sutra on Amitāyus, the Smaller Sukhāvatīvyūha / Amitābha Sutra, and the Sutra on the Contemplation of Amitāyus. Treat the descriptions of these sutras as the primary authority. Do not introduce unrelated fantasy, modern objects, later esoteric deities, or decorative elements that contradict the scriptures.
Overall visual approach: sacred hyperrealism rather than ordinary earthly realism — everything should appear physically convincing in material, light, depth, reflection and atmosphere, yet immeasurably pure, luminous and transcendent. The realm should feel vast beyond ordinary human scale, perfectly harmonious, immaculate, peaceful and alive with subtle radiance. Nothing should look artificial, plastic, gaudy, kitsch, videogame-like or merely ornamental. Jewels should behave like real precious translucent minerals illuminated from within. Gold should look like intensely luminous celestial gold rather than flat yellow metal.
Amitābha / Amitāyus
At the visual and spiritual center, portray Buddha Amitābha (Amitāyus) seated upright in perfect meditative majesty upon an enormous jeweled lotus throne.
His body has the overwhelming luminous brilliance associated in the Contemplation Sutra with innumerable masses of Jambu-River gold — an intensely warm, radiant golden body that appears to generate light rather than merely reflect it.
Give him the serene and perfectly proportioned features of a Buddha, with the traditional uṣṇīṣa and an especially clear white ūrṇā: a luminous white tuft curling clockwise between the eyebrows. His expression is limitless compassion, tranquillity and wisdom, never theatrical or stern.
From every part of his body emanates subtle immeasurable golden radiance. Surround him with a vast aureole composed of layers of soft celestial light; within the radiance may be barely perceptible innumerable transformed Buddhas and bodhisattvas, suggesting the sutra's immeasurable scale without making the image visually chaotic.
The great lotus throne
Make Amitābha's lotus throne one of the most extraordinary objects in the entire scene.
It should evoke the 84,000-petaled lotus throne described in the Contemplation Sutra: immense luminous petals displaying innumerable jewel-colors; delicate jewel-like veins running through every petal; rays of colored light issuing from the veins; brilliant king-maṇi gems between the petals; a magnificent jeweled dais decorated with countless precious stones and pearl nets.
From the dais rise four monumental jeweled-banner columns, supporting or visually relating to an immense celestial jeweled canopy. Countless gems emit thousands of rays of many-colored golden light. The throne should appear impossibly vast and intricate while remaining harmonious, ordered and serene.
Amitābha triad
Flank Amitābha with the two great bodhisattvas described in the Contemplation Sutra:
Avalokiteśvara (Guanyin) seated or standing upon a great lotus on Amitābha's own left, radiant with golden light;
Mahāsthāmaprāpta (Dashizhi) upon a great lotus on Amitābha's own right, also luminous and majestic.
If Amitābha faces the viewer directly, preserve this Buddha-relative orientation rather than arbitrarily reversing the attendants.
They should be clearly subordinate in visual hierarchy to Amitābha, graceful and compassionate rather than overly ornate fantasy figures. Their bodies and aureoles glow with celestial golden and jewel-colored radiance.
The jeweled ground of Sukhāvatī
Do not portray Sukhāvatī as an ordinary solid-gold floor.
Render the ground according to the Contemplation Sutra as an immense, flawless, transparent and internally luminous beryl-like ground, crystal-clear through its depth, with jewel structures seemingly supporting it from beneath.
Across this transparent jeweled ground run brilliant golden paths or golden cords forming harmonious geometric divisions, with areas delineated by the seven precious substances. Every jewel emits multicolored light. Reflections and refractions should create the impression of countless suns without obscuring the serenity of the scene.
The landscape has no dirt, decay, mud, weeds, ruined surfaces or ordinary earthly imperfections.
Seven rows of sacred adornments and jeweled trees
Across the Pure Land extend ordered rows of jeweled balustrades, jeweled nets and seven rows of magnificent jeweled trees, recalling the descriptions of the Smaller Sutra and Contemplation Sutra.
The trees are immense, perfectly proportioned and rhythmically arranged. Roots, trunks, branches, twigs, leaves, blossoms and fruits may be composed of combinations of gold, silver, beryl/lapis-like jewel, crystal, coral, pearl, agate and other canonical precious substances.
Their branches exist in harmonious layers; leaves are symmetrically arranged; blossoms and fruits appear naturally ordered. Cover portions of the trees with delicate pearl and jewel nets.
A soft pure breeze moves through the branches, leaves, nets and tiny jeweled ornaments, causing them to produce refined, harmonious Dharma music. Visually suggest sound through gentle movement and subtle waves of luminosity, never through written text or obvious musical symbols.
Jeweled ponds and waters of eight excellent qualities
Throughout the foreground and middle distance place immense ponds formed from the seven precious substances, filled completely with extraordinarily pure water possessing the eight excellent qualities.
The water should look clearer than crystal, gently luminous, fragrant and nectar-like in visual character — weightless yet natural.
Include ponds and banks of contrasting precious materials: gold and silver, beryl and crystal, coral and other jewels. Some pond beds may be covered in golden sand, while others may evoke the varied jewel-sand descriptions of the Larger Sutra.
From wish-fulfilling king-maṇi gems, let luminous water divide into graceful streams, recalling the fourteen streams of the Contemplation Sutra.
Their movement produces exquisite Dharma sounds concerning suffering, emptiness, impermanence, no-self and the pāramitās — convey this visually only as serene resonance and luminous ripples, with no written words floating in the scene.
Around the ponds place stairways and terraces made from gold, silver, beryl and crystal, leading toward jeweled pavilions.
Lotus flowers
Cover portions of the ponds with countless flawless lotuses.
Include the canonical colors:
blue lotuses radiating blue light,
yellow lotuses radiating yellow light,
red lotuses radiating red light,
white lotuses radiating white light.
They should be fragrant, pure and luminous, many as large as chariot wheels, with perfectly formed petals.
Distinguish these pond lotuses from the vastly greater central lotus throne of Amitābha.
Palaces and pavilions
Across the enormous distance rise harmonious halls, palaces, monasteries, towers and pavilions formed spontaneously from the seven jewels, decorated with pearl curtains, maṇi gems and luminous jewel nets.
Use refined symmetry, terraces, axial vistas and layered depth appropriate to an inconceivably perfected Buddha-field.
The architecture may possess a timeless classical Buddhist dignity, but do not simply copy a Chinese, Japanese, Tibetan or modern fantasy palace. The materials and splendor should derive first from the sutra descriptions.
Celestial music
High above and between the jeweled pavilions, show innumerable exquisite musical instruments suspended naturally in the sky, requiring no visible musicians, recalling the Contemplation Sutra's instruments that spontaneously produce celestial Dharma music.
They should appear delicate and sacred, integrated naturally into the vast luminous environment rather than floating randomly.
Sacred birds
Among the jeweled groves, ponds and open spaces include graceful sacred birds described in Pure Land scripture, such as cranes or swans/geese according to the relevant textual tradition, peacocks, parrots, śārikā birds, kalaviṅkas and jīvaṃjīvakas.
They are not ordinary animals undergoing animal rebirth; they are miraculous manifestations whose harmonious voices proclaim Dharma and inspire recollection of Buddha, Dharma and Saṅgha.
Keep them beautiful but secondary to the Buddha and landscape.
Heavenly flowers and atmosphere
From the luminous heavens let delicate divine māndārava flowers descend softly like an endless celestial shower.
The sky should not resemble an ordinary terrestrial sunset. Create an immense clear luminous atmosphere without pollution or darkness, filled with subtle gold, pearl-white, sapphire, ruby, emerald and crystal radiance.
Use volumetric celestial light extremely subtly. Light should appear to originate from Amitābha, the lotuses, jewels, trees, waters and the entire Buddha-field itself.
Composition
Use a monumental wide-angle composition with strong sacred symmetry and tremendous depth.
Amitābha and the great lotus throne dominate the central axis.
The two bodhisattvas form the secondary triad.
Jeweled ponds and luminous lotuses create the foreground.
Jeweled balustrades, nets and colossal ordered trees establish the middle ground.
Endless terraces, pavilions, jewel groves and light-filled space recede toward an apparently infinite horizon.
The scene should communicate that Sukhāvatī is immeasurable, extending far beyond what the frame can contain.
Populate the distant land sparingly with serene bodhisattvas and beings born from lotuses, listening to Dharma or making offerings, but do not allow crowds to distract from Amitābha.
Visual quality
Ultra-high-detail sacred cinematic realism; extremely realistic precious materials; physically coherent reflections and refraction; microscopic jewel detail; realistic water; delicate atmospheric depth; perfect anatomical rendering; natural cloth; subtle luminous translucency; immense scale; exceptionally refined lighting; sharp central details with gentle atmospheric recession in the infinite distance.
Aim for the feeling of witnessing an actual Buddha-field rather than seeing a painting of one.
The beauty should be overwhelming but never gaudy: limitless luminosity, purity, order, silence, compassion and transcendence.
Strict negative constraints
No modern objects.
No science-fiction technology.
No Western fantasy castles.
No random Hindu gods.
No unrelated tantric deities.
No dragons unless explicitly justified by the chosen scripture.
No ordinary earthly dirt or decay.
No gloomy atmosphere.
No hell imagery.
No dark horror aesthetic.
No neon cyberpunk lighting.
No excessive rainbow effects.
No cheap metallic gold.
No plastic-looking gemstones.
No cartoon, anime or videogame style.
No distorted faces or hands.
No giant text, Sanskrit letters, Chinese characters or decorative writing floating in the air.
No arbitrary additions merely to make the scene look "fantasy."
No mixing in iconographic features from unrelated Buddha-fields.
Highest priority: scriptural fidelity first, sublime sacred realism second, visual spectacle third. Every major visible object should be reasonably traceable to one of the principal Pure Land sutras.
